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作者:打死也不说      更新:2021-03-08 19:34      字数:9321
  HIGH…WATER MARK
  When the tide was out on the Dedlow Marsh; its extended dreariness
  was patent。  Its spongy; low…lying surface; sluggish; inky pools;
  and tortuous sloughs; twisting their slimy way; eel…like; toward
  the open bay; were all hard facts。  So were the few green tussocks;
  with their scant blades; their amphibious flavor and unpleasant
  dampness。  And if you choose to indulge your fancyalthough the
  flat monotony of the Dedlow Marsh was not inspiringthe wavy line
  of scattered drift gave an unpleasant consciousness of the spent
  waters; and made the dead certainty of the returning tide a gloomy
  reflection which no present sunshine could dissipate。  The greener
  meadowland seemed oppressed with this idea; and made no positive
  attempt at vegetation until the work of reclamation should be
  complete。  In the bitter fruit of the low cranberry bushes one
  might fancy he detected a naturally sweet disposition curdled and
  soured by an injudicious course of too much regular cold water。
  The vocal expression of the Dedlow Marsh was also melancholy and
  depressing。  The sepulchral boom of the bittern; the shriek of the
  curlew; the scream of passing brent; the wrangling of quarrelsome
  teal; the sharp; querulous protest of the startled crane; and
  syllabled complaint of the 〃killdeer〃 plover; were beyond the power
  of written expression。  Nor was the aspect of these mournful fowls
  at all cheerful and inspiring。  Certainly not the blue heron
  standing mid…leg deep in the water; obviously catching cold in a
  reckless disregard of wet feet and consequences; nor the mournful
  curlew; the dejected plover; or the low…spirited snipe; who saw fit
  to join him in his suicidal contemplation; nor the impassive
  kingfisheran ornithological Mariusreviewing the desolate
  expanse; nor the black raven that went to and fro over the face of
  the marsh continually; but evidently couldn抰 make up his mind
  whether the waters had subsided; and felt low…spirited in the
  reflection that; after all this trouble; he wouldn't be able to
  give a definite answer。  On the contrary; it was evident at a
  glance that the dreary expanse of Dedlow Marsh told unpleasantly on
  the birds; and that the season of migration was looked forward to
  with a feeling of relief and satisfaction by the full…grown; and of
  extravagant anticipation by the callow; brood。  But if Dedlow Marsh
  was cheerless at the slack of the low tide; you should have seen it
  when the tide was strong and full。  When the damp air blew chilly
  over the cold; glittering expanse; and came to the faces of those
  who looked seaward like another tide; when a steel…like glint
  marked the low hollows and the sinuous line of slough; when the
  great shell…incrusted trunks of fallen trees arose again; and went
  forth on their dreary; purposeless wanderings; drifting hither and
  thither; but getting no farther toward any goal at the falling tide
  or the day's decline than the cursed Hebrew in the legend; when the
  glossy ducks swung silently; making neither ripple nor furrow on
  the shimmering surface; when the fog came in with the tide and shut
  out the blue above; even as the green below had been obliterated;
  when boatmen lost in that fog; paddling about in a hopeless way;
  started at what seemed the brushing of mermen's fingers on the
  boat's keel; or shrank from the tufts of grass spreading around
  like the floating hair of a corpse; and knew by these signs that
  they were lost upon Dedlow Marsh and must make a night of it; and a
  gloomy one at thatthen you might know something of Dedlow Marsh
  at high water。
  Let me recall a story connected with this latter view which never
  failed to recur to my mind in my long gunning excursions upon
  Dedlow Marsh。  Although the event was briefly recorded in the
  counry paper; I had the story; in all its eloquent detail; from the
  lips of the principal actor。  I cannot hope to catch the varying
  emphasis and peculiar coloring of feminine delineation; for my
  narrator was a woman; but I'll try to give at least its substance。
  She lived midway of the great slough of Dedlow Marsh and a good…
  sized river; which debouched four miles beyond into an estuary
  formed by the Pacific Ocean; on the long sandy peninsula which
  constituted the southwestern boundary of a noble bay。  The house in
  which she lived was a small frame cabin raised from the marsh a few
  feet by stout piles; and was three miles distant from the
  settlements upon the river。  Her husband was a loggera profitable
  business in a county where the principal occupation was the
  manufacture of lumber。
  It was the season of early spring when her husband left on the ebb
  of a high tide; with a raft of logs for the usual transportation to
  the lower end of the bay。  As she stood by the door of the little
  cabin when the voyagers departed she noticed a cold look in the
  southeastern sky; and she remembered hearing her husband say to his
  companions that they must endeavor to complete their voyage before
  the coming of the southwesterly gale which he saw brewing。  And
  that night it began to storm and blow harder than she had ever
  before experienced; and some great trees fell in the forest by the
  river; and the house rocked like her baby's cradle。
  But however the storm might roar about the little cabin; she knew
  that one she trusted had driven bolt and bar with his own strong
  hand; and that had he feared for her he would not have left her。
  This; and her domestic duties; and the care of her little sickly
  baby; helped to keep her mind from dwelling on the weather; except;
  of course; to hope that he was safely harbored with the logs at
  Utopia in the dreary distance。  But she noticed that day; when she
  went out to feed the chickens and look after the cow; that the tide
  was up to the little fence of their garden…patch; and the roar of
  the surf on the south beach; though miles away; she could hear
  distinctly。  And she began to think that she would like to have
  someone to talk with about matters; and she believed that if it had
  not been so far and so stormy; and the trail so impassable; she
  would have taken the baby and have gone over to Ryckman's; her
  nearest neighbor。  But then; you see; he might have returned in the
  storm; all wet; with no one to see to him; and it was a long
  exposure for baby; who was croupy and ailing。
  But that night; she never could tell why; she didn't feel like
  sleeping or even lying down。  The storm had somewhat abated; but
  she still 〃sat and sat;〃 and even tried to read。  I don't know
  whether it was a Bible or some profane magazine that this poor
  woman read; but most probably the latter; for the words all ran
  together and made such sad nonsense that she was forced at last to
  put the book down and turn to that dearer volume which lay before
  her in the cradle; with its white initial leaf as yet unsoiled; and
  try to look forward to its mysterious future。  And; rocking the
  cradle; she thought of everything and everybody; but still was
  wide…awake as ever。
  It was nearly twelve o'clock when she at last lay down in her
  clothes。  How long she slept she could not remember; but she awoke
  with a dreadful choking in her throat; and found herself standing;
  trembling all over; in the middle of the room; with her baby
  clasped to her breast; and she was 〃saying something。〃  The baby
  cried and sobbed; and she walked up and down trying to hush it when
  she heard a scratching at the door。  She opened it fearfully; and
  was glad to see it was only old Pete; their dog; who crawled;
  dripping with water; into the room。  She would like to have looked
  out; not in the faint hope of her husband's coming; but to see how
  things looked; but the wind shook the door so savagely that she
  could hardly hold it。  Then she sat down a little while; and then
  walked up and down a little while; and then she lay down again a
  little while。  Lying close by the wall of the little cabin; she
  thought she heard once or twice something scrape slowly against the
  clapboards; like the scraping of branches。  Then there was a little
  gurgling sound; 〃like the baby made when it was swallowing〃; then
  something went 〃click…click〃 and 〃cluck…cluck;〃 so that she sat up
  in bed。  When she did so she was attracted by something else that
  seemed creeping from the back door toward the center of the room。
  It wasn't much wider than her little finger; but soon it swelled to
  the width of her hand; and began spreading all over the floor。  It
  was water。
  She ran to the front door and threw it wide open; and saw nothing
  but water。  She ran to the back door and threw it open; and saw
  nothing but water。  She ran to the side window; and throwing that
  open; she saw nothing but water。  Then she remembered hearing her
  husband once say that there was no danger in the tide; for that
  fell regularly; and people could calculate on it; and that he would
  rather live near the bay than the river; whose banks m