第 8 节
作者:尘小春      更新:2021-03-08 19:22      字数:9322
  which ironical smiles would soon have cured her in the capital。
  But after she had acquired this stock of absurdities; and; deceived by
  her worshipers; imagined them to be added graces; a moment of terrible
  awakening came upon her like the fall of an avalanche from a mountain。
  In one day she was crushed by a frightful comparison。
  In 1829; after the departure of Monsieur de Chargeboeuf; she was
  excited by the anticipation of a little pleasure; she was expecting
  the Baronne de Fontaine。 Anna's husband; who was now Director…General
  under the Minister of Finance; took advantage of leave of absence on
  the occasion of his father's death to take his wife to Italy。 Anna
  wished to spend the day at Sancerre with her school…friend。 This
  meeting was strangely disastrous。 Anna; who at school had been far
  less handsome than Dinah; now; as Baronne de Fontaine; was a thousand
  times handsomer than the Baronne de la Baudraye; in spite of her
  fatigue and her traveling dress。 Anna stepped out of an elegant
  traveling chaise loaded with Paris milliners' boxes; and she had with
  her a lady's maid; whose airs quite frightened Dinah。 All the
  difference between a woman of Paris and a provincial was at once
  evident to Dinah's intelligent eye; she saw herself as her friend saw
  herand Anna found her altered beyond recognition。 Anna spent six
  thousand francs a year on herself alone; as much as kept the whole
  household at La Baudraye。
  In twenty…four hours the friends had exchanged many confidences; and
  the Parisian; seeing herself so far superior to the phoenix of
  Mademoiselle Chamarolles' school; showed her provincial friend such
  kindness; such attentions; while giving her certain explanations; as
  were so many stabs to Dinah; though she perfectly understood that
  Anna's advantages all lay on the surface; while her own were for ever
  buried。
  When Anna had left; Madame de la Baudraye; by this time two…and…
  twenty; fell into the depths of despair。
  〃What is it that ails you?〃 asked Monsieur de Clagny; seeing her so
  dejected。
  〃Anna;〃 said she; 〃has learned to live; while I have been learning to
  endure。〃
  A tragi…comedy was; in fact; being enacted in Madame de la Baudraye's
  house; in harmony with her struggles over money matters and her
  successive transformationsa drama to which no one but Monsieur de
  Clagny and the Abbe Duret ever knew the clue; when Dinah in sheer
  idleness; or perhaps sheer vanity; revealed the secret of her
  anonymous fame。
  Though a mixture of verse and prose is a monstrous anomaly in French
  literature; there must be exceptions to the rule。 This tale will be
  one of the two instances in these Studies of violation of the laws of
  narrative; for to give a just idea of the unconfessed struggle which
  may excuse; though it cannot absolve Dinah; it is necessary to give an
  analysis of a poem which was the outcome of her deep despair。
  Her patience and her resignation alike broken by the departure of the
  Vicomte de Chargeboeuf; Dinah took the worthy Abbe's advice to exhale
  her evil thoughts in versea proceeding which perhaps accounts for
  some poets。
  〃You will find such relief as those who write epitaphs or elegies over
  those whom they have lost。 Pain is soothed in the heart as lines surge
  up in the brain。〃
  This strange production caused a great ferment in the departments of
  the Allier; the Nievre; and the Cher; proud to possess a poet capable
  of rivalry with the glories of Paris。 /Paquita la Sevillane/; by /Jan
  Diaz/; was published in the /Echo du Morvan/; a review which for
  eighteen months maintained its existence in spite of provincial
  indifference。 Some knowing persons at Nevers declared that Jan Diaz
  was making fun of the new school; just then bringing out its eccentric
  verse; full of vitality and imagery; and of brilliant effects produced
  by defying the Muse under pretext of adapting German; English; and
  Romanesque mannerisms。
  The poem began with this ballad:
  Ah! if you knew the fragrant plain;
  The air; the sky; of golden Spain;
  Its fervid noons; its balmy spring;
  Sad daughters of the northern gloom;
  Of love; of heav'n; of native home;
  You never would presume to sing!
  For men are there of other mould
  Than those who live in this dull cold。
  And there to music low and sweet
  Sevillian maids; from eve till dawn;
  Dance lightly on the moonlit lawn
  In satin shoes; on dainty feet。
  Ah; you would be the first to blush
  Over your dancers' romp and rush;
  And your too hideous carnival;
  That turns your cheeks all chill and blue;
  And skips the mud in hob…nail'd shoe
  A truly dismal festival。
  To pale…faced girls; and in a squalid room;
  Paquita sang; the murky town beneath
  Was Rouen whence the slender spires rise
  To chew the storm with teeth。
  Rouen so hideous; noisy; full of rage
  And here followed a magnificent description of Rouenwhere Dinah had
  never beenwritten with the affected brutality which; a little later;
  inspired so many imitations of Juvenal; a contrast drawn between the
  life of a manufacturing town and the careless life of Spain; between
  the love of Heaven and of human beauty; and the worship of machinery;
  in short; between poetry and sordid money…making。
  Then Jan Diaz accounted for Paquita's horror of Normandy by saying:
  Seville; you see; had been her native home;
  Seville; where skies are blue and evening sweet。
  She; at thirteen; the sovereign of the town;
  Had lovers at her feet。
  For her three Toreadors had gone to death
  Or victory; the prize to be a kiss
  One kiss from those red lips of sweetest breath
  A longed…for touch of bliss!
  The features of the Spanish girl's portrait have served so often as
  those of the courtesan in so many self…styled /poems/; that it would
  be tiresome to quote here the hundred lines of description。 To judge
  of the lengths to which audacity had carried Dinah; it will be enough
  to give the conclusion。 According to Madame de la Baudraye's ardent
  pen; Paquita was so entirely created for love that she can hardly have
  met with a knight worthy of her; for
  。 。 。 。 In her passionate fire
  Every man would have swooned from the heat;
  When she at love's feast; in her fervid desire;
  As yet had but taken her seat。
  〃And yet she could quit the joys of Seville; its woods and fields of
  orange…trees; for a Norman soldier who won her love and carried her
  away to his hearth and home。 She did not weep for her Andalusia; the
  Soldier was her whole joy。 。 。 。 But the day came when he was
  compelled to start for Russia in the footsteps of the great Emperor。〃
  Nothing could be more dainty than the description of the parting
  between the Spanish girl and the Normandy Captain of Artillery; who;
  in the delirium of passion expressed with feeling worthy of Byron;
  exacted from Paquita a vow of absolute fidelity; in the Cathedral at
  Rouen in front of the alter of the Blessed Virgin; who
  Though a Maid is a woman; and never forgives
  When lovers are false to their vows。
  A large part of the poem was devoted to describing Paquita's
  sufferings when alone in Rouen waiting till the campaign was over; she
  stood writhing at the window bars as she watched happy couples go by;
  she suppressed her passion in her heart with a determination that
  consumed her; she lived on narcotics; and exhausted herself in dreams。
  Almost she died; but still her heart was true;
  And when at last her soldier came again;
  He found her beauty ever fresh and new
  He had not loved in vain!
  〃But he; pale and frozen by the cold of Russia; chilled to the very
  marrow; met his yearning fair one with a melancholy smile。〃
  The whole poem was written up to this situation; which was worked out
  with such vigor and boldness as too entirely justified the Abbe Duret。
  Paquita; on reaching the limits set to real love; did not; like Julie
  and Heloise; throw herself into the ideal; no; she rushed into the
  paths of vice; which is; no doubt; shockingly natural; but she did it
  without any touch of magnificence; for lack of means; as it would be
  difficult to find in Rouen men impassioned enough to place Paquita in
  a suitable setting of luxury and splendor。 This horrible realism;
  emphasized by gloomy poetic feeling; had inspired some passages such
  as modern poetry is too free with; rather too like the flayed
  anatomical figures known to artists as /ecorches/。 Then; by a highly
  philosophical revulsion; after describing the house of ill…fame where
  the Andalusian ended her days; the writer came back to the ballad at
  the opening:
  Paquita now is faded; shrunk; and old;
  But she it was who sang:
  〃If you but knew the fragrant plain;
  The air; the sky; of golden Spain;〃 etc。
  The gloomy vigor of this poem; running to about six hundred lines; and
  serving as a powerful foil; to use a painter's word; to the two
  /seguidillas/ at the beginning and end; the masculine utterance of
  inexpressible grief; alarmed the woman who found herself admired by
  three departments; under the black cloak of the anonymous。 While she
  fully enjoyed the intoxicating delights of success; Dinah dreaded the
  malignity of provincial society; where more than one w