第 7 节
作者:尘小春      更新:2021-03-08 19:22      字数:9322
  people; swamp the sublimer essence hidden in the youthful plant; all
  is over; it falls into decay。 How should it be otherwise? From their
  earliest years girls bred in the country see none but provincials;
  they cannot imagine anything superior; their choice lies among
  mediocrities; provincial fathers marry their daughters to provincial
  sons; crossing the races is never thought of; and the brain inevitably
  degenerates; so that in many country towns intellect is as rare as the
  breed is hideous。 Mankind becomes dwarfed in mind and body; for the
  fatal principle of conformity of fortune governs every matrimonial
  alliance。 Men of talent; artists; superior brainsevery bird of
  brilliant plumage flies to Paris。 The provincial woman; inferior in
  herself; is also inferior through her husband。 How is she to live
  happy under this crushing twofold consciousness?
  But there is a third and terrible element besides her congenital and
  conjugal inferiority which contributes to make the figure arid and
  gloomy; to reduce it; narrow it; distort it fatally。 Is not one of the
  most flattering unctions a woman can lay to her soul the assurance of
  being something in the existence of a superior man; chosen by herself;
  wittingly; as if to have some revenge on marriage; wherein her tastes
  were so little consulted? But if in the country the husbands are
  inferior beings; the bachelors are no less so。 When a provincial wife
  commits her 〃little sin;〃 she falls in love with some so…called
  handsome native; some indigenous dandy; a youth who wears gloves and
  is supposed to ride well; but she knows at the bottom of her soul that
  her fancy is in pursuit of the commonplace; more or less well dressed。
  Dinah was preserved from this danger by the idea impressed upon her of
  her own superiority。 Even if she had not been as carefully guarded in
  her early married life as she was by her mother; whose presence never
  weighed upon her till the day when she wanted to be rid of it; her
  pride; and her high sense of her own destinies; would have protected
  her。 Flattered as she was to find herself surrounded by admirers; she
  saw no lover among them。 No man here realized the poetical ideal which
  she and Anna Grossetete had been wont to sketch。 When; stirred by the
  involuntary temptations suggested by the homage she received; she
  asked herself; 〃If I had to make a choice; who should it be?〃 she
  owned to a preference for Monsieur de Chargeboeuf; a gentleman of good
  family; whose appearance and manners she liked; but whose cold nature;
  selfishness; and narrow ambition; never rising above a prefecture and
  a good marriage; repelled her。 At a word from his family; who were
  alarmed lest he should be killed for an intrigue; the Vicomte had
  already deserted a woman he had loved in the town where he previously
  had been Sous…prefet。
  Monsieur de Clagny; on the other hand; the only man whose mind
  appealed to hers; whose ambition was founded on love; and who knew
  what love means; Dinah thought perfectly odious。 When Dinah saw
  herself condemned to six years' residence at Sancerre she was on the
  point of accepting the devotion of Monsieur le Vicomte de Chargeboeuf;
  but he was appointed to a prefecture and left the district。 To
  Monsieur de Clagny's great satisfaction; the new Sous…prefet was a
  married man whose wife made friends with Dinah。 The lawyer had now no
  rival to fear but Monsieur Gravier。 Now Monsieur Gravier was the
  typical man of forty of whom women make use while they laugh at him;
  whose hopes they intentionally and remorselessly encourage; as we are
  kind to a beast of burden。 In six years; among all the men who were
  introduced to her from twenty leagues round; there was not one in
  whose presence Dinah was conscious of the excitement caused by
  personal beauty; by a belief in promised happiness; by the impact of a
  superior soul; or the anticipation of a love affair; even an unhappy
  one。
  Thus none of Dinah's choicest faculties had a chance of developing;
  she swallowed many insults to her pride; which was constantly
  suffering under the husband who so calmly walked the stage as
  supernumerary in the drama of her life。 Compelled to bury her wealth
  of love; she showed only the surface to the world。 Now and then she
  would try to rouse herself; try to form some manly resolution; but she
  was kept in leading strings by the need for money。 And so; slowly and
  in spite of the ambitious protests and grievous recriminations of her
  own mind; she underwent the provincial metamorphosis here described。
  Each day took with it a fragment of her spirited determination。 She
  had laid down a rule for the care of her person; which she gradually
  departed from。 Though at first she kept up with the fashions and the
  little novelties of elegant life; she was obliged to limit her
  purchases by the amount of her allowance。 Instead of six hats; caps;
  or gowns; she resigned herself to one gown each season。 She was so
  much admired in a certain bonnet that she made it do duty for two
  seasons。 So it was in everything。
  Not unfrequently her artistic sense led her to sacrifice the
  requirements of her person to secure some bit of Gothic furniture。 By
  the seventh year she had come so low as to think it convenient to have
  her morning dresses made at home by the best needlewoman in the
  neighborhood; and her mother; her husband; and her friends pronounced
  her charming in these inexpensive costumes which did credit to her
  taste。 Her ideas were imitated! As she had no standard of comparison;
  Dinah fell into the snares that surround the provincial woman。 If a
  Parisian woman's hips are too narrow or too full; her inventive wit
  and the desire to please help to find some heroic remedy; if she has
  some defect; some ugly spot; or small disfigurement; she is capable of
  making it an adornment; this is often seen; but the provincial woman
  never! If her waist is too short and her figure ill balanced; well;
  she makes up her mind to the worst; and her adorersor they do not
  adore hermust take her as she is; while the Parisian always insists
  on being taken for what she is not。 Hence the preposterous bustles;
  the audacious flatness; the ridiculous fulness; the hideous outlines
  ingeniously displayed; to which a whole town will become accustomed;
  but which are so astounding when a provincial woman makes her
  appearance in Paris or among Parisians。 Dinah; who was extremely slim;
  showed it off to excess; and never knew a dull moment when it became
  ridiculous; when; reduced by the dull weariness of her life; she
  looked like a skeleton in clothes; and her friends; seeing her every
  day; did not observe the gradual change in her appearance。
  This is one of the natural results of a provincial life。 In spite of
  marriage; a young woman preserves her beauty for some time; and the
  town is proud of her; but everybody sees her every day; and when
  people meet every day their perception is dulled。 If; like Madame de
  la Baudraye; she loses her color; it is scarcely noticed; or; again;
  if she flushes a little; that is intelligible and interesting。 A
  little neglect is thought charming; and her face is so carefully
  studied; so well known; that slight changes are scarcely noticed; and
  regarded at last as 〃beauty spots。〃 When Dinah ceased to have a new
  dress with a new season; she seemed to have made a concession to the
  philosophy of the place。
  It is the same with matters of speech; choice of words and ideas; as
  it is with matters of feeling。 The mind can rust as well as the body
  if it is not rubbed up in Paris; but the thing on which provincialism
  most sets its stamp is gesture; gait; and movement; these soon lose
  the briskness which Paris constantly keeps alive。 The provincial is
  used to walk and move in a world devoid of accident or change; there
  is nothing to be avoided; so in Paris she walks on as raw recruits do;
  never remembering that there may be hindrances; for there are none in
  her way in her native place; where she is known; where she is always
  in her place; and every one makes way for her。 Thus she loses all the
  charm of the unforeseen。
  And have you ever noticed the effect on human beings of a life in
  common? By the ineffaceable instinct of simian mimicry they all tend
  to copy each other。 Each one; without knowing it; acquires the
  gestures; the tone of voice; the manner; the attitudes; the very
  countenance of others。 In six years Dinah had sunk to the pitch of the
  society she lived in。 As she acquired Monsieur de Clagny's ideas she
  assumed his tone of voice; she unconsciously fell into masculine
  manners from seeing none but men; she fancied that by laughing at what
  was ridiculous in them she was safe from catching it; but; as often
  happens; some hue of what she laughed at remained in the grain。
  A Parisian woman sees so many examples of good taste that a contrary
  result ensues。 In Paris women learn to seize the hour and moment when
  they may appear to advantage; while Madame de la Baudraye; accustomed
  to take the stage; acquired an indefinable theatrical and domineering
  manner; the air of a /prima donna/ coming forward on the boards; of
  which ironical smiles would soon have cured her in the capital。
  But after she had acquired t