第 18 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-02-27 02:30      字数:9322
  cod…fish; and perpetual Newfoundland dogs。 We had some very nice bears
  at the North Pole。 Never mind! it's all one to me_I_ don't grumble。〃
  〃Have you done cording that box?〃
  This time the voice is a voice of authoritythe man at the doorway is
  Lieutenant   Crayford   himself。   John   Want   answers   his   officer   in   his   own
  cheerful way。
  〃I've   done    it  as  well  as  I  can;  sirbut   the  damp     of  this  place   is
  beginning   to   tell   upon   our   very   ropes。   I   say   nothing   about   our   lungsI
  only say our ropes。〃
  Crayford answers sharply。 He seems to have lost his former relish for
  the humor of John Want。
  〃Pooh! To look at your wry face; one would think that our rescue from
  the Arctic   regions   was   a   downright   misfortune。   You   deserve   to   be   sent
  back again。〃
  〃I could be just as cheerful as ever; sir; if I _was_ sent back again; I
  hope I'm thankful; but I don't like to hear the North Pole run down in such
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  a fishy place as this。 It was very clean and snowy at the North Poleand
  it's very damp and sandy here。 Do you never miss your bone…soup; sir? _I_
  do。 It mightn't have been strong; but it was very hot; and the cold seemed
  to give it a kind of a meaty flavor as it went down。 Was it you that was a…
  coughing so long last night; sir? I don't presume to say anything against
  the air of these latitudes; but I should be glad to know it wasn't you that
  was   a…coughing   so   hollow。 Would   you   be   so  obliging   as   just   to   feel   the
  state of these ropes with the ends of your fingers; sir? You can dry them
  afterward on the back of my jacket。〃
  〃You ought to have a stick laid on the back of your jacket。 Take that
  box down to the boat directly。 You croaking vagabond! You would have
  grumbled in the Garden of Eden。〃
  The   philosopher   of   the   Expedition   was   not   a   man   to   be   silenced   by
  referring   him   to   the   Garden   of   Eden。   Paradise   itself   was   not   perfect   to
  John Want。
  〃I hope I could be cheerful anywhere; sir;〃 said the ship's cook。 〃But
  you   mark   my   wordsthere   must   have   been   a   deal   of   troublesome   work
  with the flower…beds in the Garden of Eden。〃
  Having   entered   that   unanswerable protest;  John Want shouldered   the
  box; and drifted drearily out of the boat…house。
  Left by himself; Crayford looked at his watch; and called to a sailor
  outside。
  〃Where are the ladies?〃 he asked。
  〃Mrs。 Crayford is coming this way; sir。 She was just behind you when
  you came in。〃
  〃Is Miss Burnham with her?〃
  〃No; sir; Miss Burnham is down on the beach with the passengers。 I
  heard the young lady asking after you; sir。〃
  〃Asking after   me?〃   Crayford   considered with   himself   as he   repeated
  the words。 He added; in lower and graver tones; 〃You had better tell Miss
  Burnham you have seen me here。〃
  The   man   made   his   salute   and   went   out。   Crayford   took   a   turn   in   the
  boat…house。
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  Rescued from  death in   the Arctic   wastes; and   reunited to   a   beautiful
  wife;    the   lieutenant    looked;    nevertheless;     unaccountably       anxious    and
  depressed。 What could he be thinking of? He was thinking of Clara。
  On   the   first   day   when   the   rescued   men   were   received   on   board   the
  _Amazon_; Clara had embarrassed and distressed; not Crayford only; but
  the other officers of the Expedition as well; by the manner in which she
  questioned them on the subject of Francis Aldersley and Richard Wardour。
  She had shown no signs of dismay or despair when she heard that no news
  had been received of the two missing men。 She had even smiled sadly to
  herself; when Crayford (out of compassionate regard for her) declared that
  he   and   his   comrades   had   not   given   up   the   hope   of   seeing   Frank   and
  Wardour   yet。   It   was   only   when   the   lieutenant   had   expressed   himself   in
  those   terms   and   when   it   was   hoped   that   the   painful   subject   had   been
  dismissedthat   Clara   had   startled   every   one   present   by   announcing   that
  she had something still to say in relation to Frank and Wardour; which had
  not been said yet。 Though she spoke guardedly; her next words revealed
  suspicions   of   foul   play   lurking   in   her   mindexactly   reflecting   similar
  suspicions lurking in Crayford's mindwhich so distressed the lieutenant;
  and    so   surprised    his  comrades;     as  to   render   them    quite   incapable    of
  answering her。 The warnings of the storm which shortly afterward broke
  over the vessel were then visible in sea and sky。 Crayford made them his
  excuse for abruptly leaving the cabin in which the conversation had taken
  place。 His brother officers; profiting by his example; pleaded their duties
  on deck; and followed him out。
  On    the   next   day;   and    the  next;   the   tempest    still  ragedand     the
  passengers   were   not   able   to   leave   their   state…rooms。   But   now;   when   the
  weather had moderated and the ship had anchorednow; when officers and
  passengers alike were on shore; with leisure time at their disposalClara
  had opportunities of returning to the subject of the lost men; and of asking
  questions in relation to them which would make it impossible for Crayford
  to   plead   an   excuse   for   not   answering   her。   How   was   he   to   meet   those
  questions? How could he still keep her in ignorance of the truth?
  These  were   the  reflections   which   now   troubled   Crayford;   and   which
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  presented him; after his rescue; in the strangely inappropriate character of
  a   depressed     and   anxious    man。    His   brother   officers;   as  he  well   knew;
  looked to him to take the chief responsibility。 If he declined to accept it; he
  would      instantly   confirm     the  horrible    suspicion    in  Clara's    mind。    The
  emergency       must    be  met;    but  how    to  meet    itat  once   honorably     and
  mercifullywas more than Crayford could tell。 He was still lost in his own
  gloomy thoughts when his wife entered the boat…house。 Turning to look at
  her; he saw his own perturbations and anxieties plainly reflected in Mrs。
  Crayford's face。
  〃Have   you   seen   anything   of   Clara?〃   he   asked。   〃Is   she   still   on   the
  beach?〃
  〃She   is   following   me   to   this   place;〃   Mrs。   Crayford   replied。   〃I   have
  been speaking to her this morning。 She is just as resolute as ever to insist
  on your telling her of the circumstances under which Frank is missing。 As
  things are; you have no alternative but to answer her。〃
  〃Help me to answer her; Lucy。 Tell me; before she comes in; how this
  dreadful suspicion first took possession of her。 All she could possibly have
  known   when   we   left   England   was   that   the   two   men   were   appointed   to
  separate   ships。   What   could   have   led   her   to   suspect   that   they   had   come
  together?〃
  〃She was firmly persuaded; William; that they _would_ come together
  when   the   Expedition   left   England。 And   she   had   read   in   books   of Arctic
  travel;   of   men   left   behind   by   their   comrades   on   the   march;   and   of   men
  adrift on ice…bergs。 With her mind full of these images and   forebodings;
  she saw Frank and Wardour (or dreamed of them) in one of her attacks of
  trance。 I was by her side; I heard what she said at the time。 She warned
  Frank that Wardour had discovered the truth。 She called out to him; 'While
  you can stand; keep with the other men; Frank!〃
  〃Good God!〃 cried Crayford; 〃I warned him  myself; almost in those
  very words; the last time I saw him!〃
  〃Don't   acknowledge   it; William!   Keep   her   in   ignorance   of   what   you
  have just told me。 She will not take it for what it isa startling coincidence;
  and nothing more。 She will accept it as positive confirmation of the faith;
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  the   miserable     superstitious    faith;  that   is  in  her。  So  long   as   you   don't
  actually know that Frank is dead; and that he has died by Wardour's hand;
  deny     what    she   saysmislead      her   for  her   own    sakedispute      all  her
  conclusions as I dispute them。 Help me to raise h