第 74 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2021-02-27 02:13      字数:9322
  reflected that this would involve confessions and confidences on my part;
  since there was a whole side of my life of which Maude knew nothing。  I
  had convinced myself long ago that a man's business career was no affair
  of his wife's: I had justified that career to myself: yet I had always
  had a vague feeling that Maude; had she known the details; would not have
  approved of it。  Impossible; indeed; for a woman to grasp these problems。
  They were outside of her experience。
  Nevertheless; something might be done to improve our relationship;
  something which would relieve me of that uneasy lack of unity I felt when
  at home; of the lassitude and ennui I was wont to feel creeping over me
  on Sundays and holidays。。。。
  XX。
  I find in relating those parts of my experience that seem to be of most
  significance I have neglected to tell of my mother's death; which
  occurred the year before we moved to Grant Avenue。  She had clung the
  rest of her days to the house in which I had been born。  Of late years
  she had lived in my children; and Maude's devotion to her had been
  unflagging。  Truth compels me to say that she had long ceased to be a
  factor in my life。  I have thought of her in later years。
  Coincident with the unexpected feeling of fruitlessness that came to me
  with the Grant Avenue house; of things achieved but not realized or
  appreciated; was the appearance of a cloud on the business horizon; or
  rather on the political horizon; since it is hard to separate the two
  realms。  There were signs; for those who could read; of a rising popular
  storm。  During the earliest years of the new century the political
  atmosphere had changed; the public had shown a tendency to grow restless;
  and everybody knows how important it is for financial operations; for
  prosperity; that the people should mind their own business。  In short;
  our commercial…romantic pilgrimage began to meet with unexpected
  resistance。  It was as though the nation were entering into a senseless
  conspiracy to kill prosperity。
  In the first place; in regard to the Presidency of the United States; a
  cog had unwittingly been slipped。  It had always been recognizedas I
  have saidby responsible financial personages that the impulses of the
  majority of Americans could not be trusted; that thesewho had inherited
  illusions of freedommust be governed firmly yet with delicacy; unknown
  to them; their Presidents must be chosen for them; precisely as Mr。
  Watling had been chosen for the people of our state; and the popular
  enthusiasm manufactured later。  There were informal meetings in New York;
  in Washington; where candidates were discussed; not that such and such a
  man was settled upon;it was a process of elimination。  Usually the
  affair had gone smoothly。  For instance; a while before; a benevolent
  capitalist of the middle west; an intimate of Adolf Scherer; had become
  obsessed with the idea that a friend of his was the safest and sanest man
  for the head of the nation; had convinced his fellow…capitalists of this;
  whereupon he had gone ahead to spend his energy and his money freely to
  secure the nomination and election of this gentleman。
  The Republican National Committee; the Republican National Convention
  were allowed to squabble to their hearts' content as to whether Smith;
  Jones or Brown should be nominated; but it was clearly understood that if
  Robinson or White were chosen there would be no corporation campaign
  funds。  This applied also to the Democratic party; on the rare occasions
  when it seemed to have an opportunity of winning。  Now; however; through
  an unpardonable blunder; there had got into the White House a President
  who was inclined to ignore advice; who appealed over the heads of the
  〃advisers〃 to the populace; who went about tilting at the industrial
  structures we had so painfully wrought; and in frequent blasts of
  presidential messages enunciated new and heretical doctrines; who
  attacked the railroads; encouraged the brazen treason of labour unions;
  inspired an army of 〃muck…rakers〃 to fill the magazines with the wildest
  and most violent of language。  State legislatures were emboldened to pass
  mischievous and restrictive laws; and much of my time began to be
  occupied in inducing; by various means; our courts to declare these
  unconstitutional。  How we sighed for a business man or a lawyer in the
  White House!  The country had gone mad; the stock…market trembled; the
  cry of 〃corporation control〃 resounded everywhere; and everywhere
  demagogues arose to inaugurate 〃reform campaigns;〃 in an abortive attempt
  to 〃clean up politics。〃  Down with the bosses; who were the tools of the
  corporations!
  In our own city; which we fondly believed to be proof against the
  prevailing madness; a slight epidemic occurred; slight; yet momentarily
  alarming。  Accidents will happen; even in the best regulated political
  organizations;and accidents in these days appeared to be the rule。  A
  certain Mr。 Edgar Greenhalge; a middle…aged; mild…mannered and
  inoffensive man who had made a moderate fortune in wholesale drugs; was
  elected to the School Board。  Later on some of us had reason to suspect
  that Perry Blackwoodwith more astuteness than he had been given credit
  forwas responsible for Mr。 Greenhalge's candidacy。  At any rate; he was
  not a man to oppose; and in his previous life had given no hint that he
  might become a trouble maker。  Nothing happened for several months。  But
  one day on which I had occasion to interview Mr。 Jason on a little matter
  of handing over to the Railroad a piece of land belonging to the city;
  which was known as Billings' Bowl; he inferred that Mr。 Greenhaige might
  prove a disturber of that profound peace with which the city
  administration had for many years been blessed。
  〃Who the hell is he?〃 was Mr。 Jason's question。
  It appeared that Mr。 G。's private life had been investigated; with
  disappointingly barren results; he was; seemingly; an anomalistic being
  in our Nietzschean age; an unaggressive man; he had never sold any drugs
  to the city; he was not a church member; nor could it be learned that he
  had ever wandered into those byways of the town where Mr。 Jason might
  easily have got trace of him: if he had any vices; he kept them locked up
  in a safe…deposit box that could not be 〃located。〃  He was very genial;
  and had a way of conveying disturbing factswhen he wished to convey
  themunder cover of the most amusing stories。  Mr。 Jason was not a man
  to get panicky。  Greenhalge could be handled all right; onlywhat was
  there in it for Greenhalge?a nut difficult for Mr。 Jason to crack。  The
  two other members of the School Board were solid。  Here again the wisest
  of men was proved to err; for Mr。 Greenhalge turned out to have powers of
  persuasion; he made what in religious terms would have been called a
  conversion in the case of another member of the board; an hitherto
  staunch old reprobate by the name of Muller; an ex…saloon…keeper in
  comfortable circumstances to whom the idea of public office had appealed。
  Mr。 Greenhalge; having got wind of certain transactions that interested
  him extremely; brought them in his good…natured way to the knowledge of
  Mr。 Gregory; the district attorney; suggesting that he investigate。  Mr。
  Gregory smiled; undertook; as delicately as possible; to convey to Mr。
  Greenhalge the ways of the world; and of the political world in
  particular; wherein; it seemed; everyone was a good fellow。  Mr。
  Greenhalge was evidently a good fellow; and didn't want to make trouble
  over little things。  No; Mr。 Greenhalge didn't want to make trouble; he
  appreciated a comfortable life as much as Mr。 Gregory; he told the
  district attorney a funny story which might or might not have had an
  application to the affair; and took his leave with the remark that he had
  been happy to make Mr。 Gregory's acquaintance。  On his departure the
  district attorney's countenance changed。  He severely rebuked a
  subordinate for some trivial mistake; and walked as rapidly as he could
  carry his considerable weight to Monahan's saloon。。。。  One of the things
  Mr。 Gregory had pointed out incidentally was that Mr。 Greenhalge's
  evidence was vague; and that a grand jury wanted facts; which might be
  difficult to obtain。  Mr。 Greenhalge; thinking over the suggestion; sent
  for Krebs。  In the course of a month or two the investigation was
  accomplished; Greenhalge went back to Gregory; who repeated his homilies;
  whereupon he was handed a hundred or so typewritten pages of evidence。
  It was a dramatic moment。
  Mr。 Gregory resorted to pleading。  He was sure that Mr。 Greenhalge didn't
  want to be disagreeable; it was true and unfortunate that such things
  were so; but they would be amended: he promised all his influence to
  amend them。  The public conscience; said Mr。 Gregory; was being aroused。
  Now how much better for the party; for the reputation; the fair name of
  the city if these things could be corrected quietly; and nobody indicted
  or tried!  Between sensible and humane men; wasn't that the obvious way?
  After the election; suit could be brought to recover the money。  But Mr。
  Greenhalge appeared to be one of those hopeless individuals without a
  spark of party loyalty; he merely contin