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作者:桃桃逃      更新:2021-02-27 02:10      字数:9322
  only   a   common   laborer   in   the   vineyard。〃   He   stopped   and   hesitated;   he
  might have said more; but the widow; who was familiar with that kind of
  humility as the ordinary perfunctory expression of her class; suggested no
  sympathetic interest in his mission。
  〃Thar's a deal o' talk over there;〃 she said dryly; 〃and thar's folks ez
  thinks thar's a deal o' money spent in picnicking the Gospel that might be
  given to them ez wish to spread it; or to their widows and children。 But
  that don't consarn you; Brother Gideon。 Sister Parsons hez money enough
  to settle her darter Meely comfortably on her own land; and I've heard tell
  that   you   and   Meely   was   only   waitin'   till   you   was   ordained   to   be   jined
  together。 You'll hev an easier time of it; Brother Gideon; than poor Marvin
  Hiler had;〃 she continued; suppressing her tears with a certain astringency
  that took the place of her lost pride; 〃but the Lord wills that some should
  be tried and some not。〃
  〃But I am not going to marry Meely Parsons;〃 said Gideon quietly。
  The   widow   took   her   foot   from   the   rocker。   〃Not   marry   Meely!〃   she
  repeated vaguely。 But relapsing into her despondent mood she continued:
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  〃Then   I   reckon   it's   true   what   other   folks   sez   of   Brother   Silas   Braggley
  makin' up to her and his powerful exhortin' influence over her ma。 Folks
  sez ez Sister Parsons hez just resigned her soul inter his keepin'。〃
  〃Brother Silas hez a heavenly gift;〃 said the young man; with gentle
  enthusiasm; 〃and perhaps it may be so。 If it is; it is the Lord's will。 But I
  do not marry Meely because my life and my ways henceforth must lie far
  beyond   her sphere   of   strength。  I oughtn't to   drag   a   young   inexperienced
  soul with me to battle and struggle in the thorny paths that I must tread。〃
  〃I   reckon   you   know   your   own   mind;〃   said   Sister   Hiler   grimly。   〃But
  thar's folks ez might allow that Meely Parsons ain't any better than others;
  that she shouldn't have her share o' trials and keers and crosses。 Riches and
  bringin' up don't   exempt folks from  the shadder。 I   married Marvin   Hiler
  outer   a house   ez good   ez   Sister   Parsons';   and   at   a   time   when   old   Cyrus
  Parsons hadn't a roof to his head but the cover of the emigrant wagon he
  kem across the plains in。 I might say ez Marvin knowed pretty well wot it
  was to have a helpmeet in his ministration; if it wasn't vanity of sperit to
  say   it   now。   But   the   flesh   is   weak;   Brother   Gideon。〃   Her   influenza   here
  resolved   itself   into   unmistakable   tears;   which   she   wiped   away   with   the
  first article that was accessible in the work…bag before her。 As it chanced to
  be a black silk neckerchief of the deceased Hiler; the result was funereal;
  suggestive; but practically ineffective。
  〃You were a good wife to Brother Hiler;〃 said the young man gently。
  〃Everybody knows that。〃
  〃It's suthin' to think of since he's gone;〃 continued the widow; bringing
  her work nearer to her eyes to adjust it to their tear… dimmed focus。 〃It's
  suthin'  to   lay  to   heart   in   the  lonely  days   and   nights   when   thar's no   man
  round to fetch water and wood and lend a hand to doin' chores; it's suthin'
  to remember; with his three children to feed; and little Selby; the eldest;
  that vain and useless that he can't even tote the baby round while I do the
  work of a hired man。〃
  〃It's   a   hard   trial;   Sister   Hiler;〃   said   Gideon;   〃but   the   Lord   has   His
  appointed time。〃
  Familiar as consolation by vague quotation was to Sister Hiler; there
  was an occult sympathy in the tone in which this was offered that lifted
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  her for an instant out of her narrower self。 She raised her eyes to his。 The
  personal abstraction of the devotee had no place in the deep dark eyes that
  were lifted from the cradle to hers with a sad; discriminating; and almost
  womanly   sympathy。   Surprised   out   of   her   selfish   preoccupation;   she   was
  reminded       of  her   apparent     callousness     to  what    might    be   his   present
  disappointment。   Perhaps   it   seemed   strange   to   her;   too;   that   those   tender
  eyes should go a…begging。
  〃Yer    takin'   a  Christian    view    of   yer  own     disappointment;      Brother
  Gideon;〃      she   said;  with    less  astringency     of  manner;     〃but   every    heart
  knoweth its own sorrer。 I'll be gettin' supper now that the baby's sleepin'
  sound; and ye'll sit by and eat。〃
  〃If   you   let   me   help   you;   Sister   Hiler;〃   said   the   young   man   with   a
  cheerfulness that belied any overwhelming heart affection; and awakened
  in the widow a feminine curiosity as to his real feelings to Meely。 But her
  further questioning was met with a frank; amiable; and simple brevity that
  was as puzzling as the most artful periphrase of tact。 Accustomed as she
  was to the  loquacity of grief  and the confiding   prolixity of   disappointed
  lovers;    she    could   not   understand      her   guest's   quiescent     attitude。   Her
  curiosity;   however;   soon   gave   way   to   the   habitual   contemplation   of   her
  own     sorrows;     and   she   could   not   forego    the  opportune      presence    of  a
  sympathizing        auditor    to   whom     she    could    relieve   her   feelings。    The
  preparations for the evening meal were therefore accompanied by a dreary
  monotone of lamentation。 She bewailed her lost youth; her brief courtship;
  the   struggles   of   her   early   married   life;   her   premature   widowhood;   her
  penurious and helpless existence; the disruption of all her present ties; the
  hopelessness of the future。 She rehearsed the unending plaint of those long
  evenings; set to the music of the restless wind around her bleak dwelling;
  with something of its stridulous reiteration。 The young man listened; and
  replied with softly assenting eyes; but without pausing in the material aid
  that he was quietly giving her。 He had removed the cradle of the sleeping
  child    to   the   bedroom;     quieted    the   sudden     wakefulness       of  〃Pinkey;〃
  rearranged   the   straggling   furniture   of   the   sitting…room   with   much   order
  and tidiness; repaired the hinges of a rebellious shutter and the lock of an
  unyielding   door;   and   yet   had   apparently  retained   an unabated   interest   in
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  her   spoken   woes。   Surprised   once   more   into   recognizing   this   devotion;
  Sister Hiler abruptly arrested her monologue。
  〃Well; if you ain't the handiest man I ever seed about a house!〃
  〃Am   I?〃   said   Gideon;   with   suddenly   sparkling   eyes。   〃Do   you   really
  think so?〃
  〃I do。〃
  〃Then you don't know how glad I am。〃 His frank face so unmistakably
  showed his simple gratification that the widow; after gazing at him for a
  moment; was suddenly seized with a bewildering fancy。 The first effect of
  it was the abrupt withdrawal of her eyes; then a sudden effusion of blood
  to   her  forehead     that  finally   extended    to  her  cheekbones;      and   then   an
  interval of forgetfulness where she remained with a plate held vaguely in
  her hand。 When she succeeded at last in putting it on the table instead of
  the young man's lap; she said in a voice quite unlike her own;
  〃Sho!〃
  〃I   mean    it;〃  said  Gideon;     cheerfully。   After   a  pause;    in  which    he
  unostentatiously   rearranged   the   table   which   the   widow   was   abstractedly
  disorganizing;      he   said   gently;   〃After    tea;  when    you're    not  so   much
  flustered with work and worry; and more composed in spirit; we'll have a
  little talk; Sister Hiler。 I'm in no hurry to…night; and if you don't mind I'll
  make   myself   comfortable   in   the   barn   with   my   blanket   until   sun…up   to…
  morrow。 I can get up early enough to do some odd chores round the lot
  before I go。〃
  〃You know best; Brother Gideon;〃 said the widow; faintly; 〃and if you
  think it's the Lord's will; and no speshal trouble to you; so do。 But sakes
  alive! it's time I tidied myself a little;〃 she continued; lifting one hand to
  her hair; while with the other she endeavored to fasten a buttonless collar;
  〃leavin' alone the vanities o' dress; it's ez much as one can do to keep a
  clean rag on with the children climbin' over ye。 Sit by; and I'll be back in a
  minit。〃 Sh