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作者:猫王      更新:2021-02-27 00:40      字数:9240
  dismay; and yet a fearful attraction was in them; and; like the fruit on the
  Tree   of   the   Knowledge   of   Good   and   Evil   they   were   terrible   with   the
  possibilities of the Unknown。
  At last I turned away。       I felt that Strickland had kept his secret to the
  grave。
  〃;〃    came    the   loud;   cheerful   voice   of
  Madame   Coutras;   〃what   are   you   doing   all   this   time?   Here   are   the   。     Ask           if  he  will   not  drink   a  little  glass  of
  Quinquina Dubonnet。〃
  〃; Madame;〃 I said; going out on to the verandah。
  The spell was broken。
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  The time for my departure from Tahiti。               According to the gracious
  custom of the island; presents were given me by the persons with whom I
  had been thrown in contact  baskets made of the leaves of the cocoa…nut
  tree; mats of pandanus; fans; and Tiare gave me three little pearls and three
  jars of guava…jelly made with her own plump hands。                 When the mail…boat;
  stopping      for  twenty…four      hours    on   its  way    from   Wellington      to  San
  Francisco;  blew  the   whistle   that   warned   the   passengers   to   get   on   board;
  Tiare clasped me to her vast bosom; so that I seemed to sink into a billowy
  sea; and pressed her red lips to mine。            Tears glistened in her eyes。          And
  when   we   steamed   slowly   out   of   the   lagoon;   making   our   way   gingerly
  through the opening in the reef; and then steered for the open sea; a certain
  melancholy fell   upon me。          The breeze   was laden still with   the   pleasant
  odours   of   the   land。    Tahiti   is   very   far   away;   and   I   knew   that   I   should
  never   see   it   again。  A  chapter   of   my   life   was   closed;   and   I   felt   a   little
  nearer to inevitable death。
  Not much more than a month later I was in London; and after I had
  arranged certain matters which claimed my immediate attention; thinking
  Mrs。 Strickland might like to hear what I knew of her husband's last years;
  I wrote to her。      I had not seen her since long before the war; and I had to
  look out her address in the telephone…book。                She made an appointment;
  and   I   went   to   the  trim   little  house   on  Campden   Hill      which   she    now
  inhabited。 She was by this time a woman of hard on sixty; but she bore her
  years   well;   and   no   one   would   have   taken   her   for   more   than   fifty。 Her
  face; thin and not much lined; was of the sort that ages gracefully; so that
  you thought in youth she must have been a much handsomer woman than
  in fact she was。 Her hair; not yet very gray; was becomingly arranged; and
  her black gown was modish。             I remembered having heard that her sister;
  Mrs。   MacAndrew;   outliving   her   husband   but   a   couple   of   years;   had   left
  money to Mrs。 Strickland; and by the look of the house and the trim maid
  who   opened   the   door   I   judged   that   it   was   a   sum   adequate   to   keep   the
  widow in modest comfort。
  When      I  was    ushered     into   the  drawing…room        I  found    that   Mrs。
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  Strickland had a visitor; and when I discovered who he was; I guessed that
  I   had   been   asked   to   come   at   just   that   time   not   without   intention。 The
  caller was Mr。 Van Busche Taylor; an American; and Mrs。 Strickland gave
  me particulars with a charming smile of apology to him。
  〃You know; we English are so dreadfully ignorant。                 You must forgive
  me    if  it's  necessary    to  explain。〃    Then     she   turned   to  me。    〃Mr。    Van
  Busche Taylor is the distinguished American critic。                  If you haven't read
  his   book   your   education   has   been   shamefully   neglected;   and   you   must
  repair the omission at once。          He's writing something about dear Charlie;
  and he's come to ask me if I can help him。〃
  Mr。 Van Busche Taylor was a very thin man with a large; bald head;
  bony and shining; and under the great dome of his skull his face; yellow;
  with   deep   lines   in   it;   looked   very   small。   He   was   quiet   and   exceedingly
  polite。    He spoke with the accent of New England; and there was about
  his   demeanour   a   bloodless   frigidity  which   made   me   ask   myself   why   on
  earth    he   was    busying    himself    with    Charles    Strickland。     I   had   been
  slightly    tickled   at  the   gentleness    which     Mrs。   Strickland     put  into   her
  mention of her husband's name; and while the pair conversed I took stock
  of the room in which we sat。           Mrs。 Strickland had moved with the times。
  Gone   were the   Morris   papers   and   gone   the   severe   cretonnes; gone   were
  the   Arundel   prints   that   had   adorned     the   walls   of   her   drawingroom   in
  Ashley Gardens; the room blazed with fantastic colour; and I wondered if
  she   knew   that   those   varied   hues;   which   fashion   had   imposed   upon   her;
  were due to the dreams of a poor painter in a South Sea island。                  She gave
  me the answer herself。
  〃What wonderful cushions you have;〃 said Mr。 Van Busche Taylor。
  〃Do you like them?〃 she said; smiling。             〃Bakst; you know。〃
  And     yet  on   the   walls   were    coloured     reproductions     of   several   of
  Strickland's best pictures; due to the enterprise of a publisher in Berlin。
  〃You're   looking   at   my   pictures;〃   she   said;   following   my   eyes。   〃Of
  course; the originals are out of my reach; but it's a comfort to have these。
  The publisher sent them to me himself。 They're a great consolation to me。〃
  〃They must be very pleasant to live with;〃 said Mr。 Van Busche Taylor。
  〃Yes; they're so essentially decorative。〃
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  〃That   is   one   of   my   profoundest   convictions;〃   said   Mr。   Van   Busche
  Taylor。     〃Great art is always decorative。〃
  Their eyes rested on a nude woman suckling a baby; while a girl was
  kneeling      by   their   side   holding    out   a  flower     to  the   indifferent    child。
  Looking       over   them    was    a  wrinkled;     scraggy     hag。   It  was   Strickland's
  version   of   the   Holy   Family。   I   suspected   that   for   the   figures   had   sat   his
  household above Taravao; and the woman and the baby were Ata and his
  first son。 I asked myself if Mrs。 Strickland had any inkling of the facts。
  The conversation proceeded; and I marvelled at the tact with which Mr。
  Van Busche Taylor avoided all subjects that might have been in the least
  embarrassing;   and   at   the   ingenuity   with   which   Mrs。   Strickland;   without
  saying     a  word    that   was    untrue;   insinuated     that  her   relations    with   her
  husband had always been perfect。 At last Mr。 Van Busche Taylor rose to go。
  Holding   his   hostess'   hand;   he   made   her   a   graceful;   though   perhaps   too
  elaborate; speech of thanks; and left us。
  〃I hope he didn't bore you;〃 she said; when the door closed behind him。
  〃Of   course   it's   a   nuisance   sometimes;   but   I   feel   it's   only   right   to   give
  people any information I can about Charlie。 There's a certain responsibility
  about having been the wife of a genius。〃
  She looked at me with those pleasant eyes of hers; which had remained
  as   candid   and   as   sympathetic   as   they   had   been   more   than   twenty   years
  before。     I wondered if she was making a fool of me。
  〃Of course you've given up your business;〃 I said。
  〃Oh; yes;〃 she answered airily。            〃I ran it more by way of a hobby than
  for   any   other   reason;   and   my   children   persuaded   me   to   sell   it。      They
  thought I was overtaxing my strength。〃
  I   saw    that  Mrs。    Strickland     had   forgotten     that  she   had    ever   done
  anything so disgraceful as to work for her living。 She had the true instinct
  of   the   nice   woman   that   it   is   only   really   decent   for   her   to   live   on   other
  people's money。
  〃They're here now;〃 she said。            〃I thought they'd; like to hear what you
  had to say about their father。           You remember Robert; don't you? I'm glad
  to say he's been recommended for the Military Cross。〃