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  of   the   palms。   We   came   to   a   stone   bridge   over   a   shallow   river;   and   we
  stopped for a few minutes to see the native boys bathing。 They chased one
  another   with   shrill   cries   and   laughter;   and   their   bodies;   brown   and   wet;
  gleamed in the sunlight。
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  As we walked along I reflected on a circumstance which all that I had
  lately heard about Strickland forced on my attention。 Here; on this remote
  island; he seemed to have aroused none of the detestation with which he
  was    regarded     at  home;   but   compassion      rather;  and   his  vagaries    were
  accepted with tolerance。         To these people; native and European; he was a
  queer fish; but they were used to queer fish; and they took him for granted;
  the world was full of odd persons; who did odd things; and perhaps they
  knew   that   a   man   is   not   what   he   wants   to   be;   but   what   he   must   be。 In
  England and France he was the square peg in the round hole; but here the
  holes were any sort of shape; and no sort of peg was quite amiss。 I do not
  think    he   was    any   gentler   here;   less   selfish   or  less   brutal;  but   the
  circumstances were more favourable。              If he had spent his life amid these
  surroundings he might have passed for no worse a man than another。                     He
  received here what he neither expected nor wanted among his own people
  sympathy。
  I   tried  to  tell   Captain  Brunot    something   of    the  astonishment     with
  which this filled me; and for a little while he did not answer。
  〃It is not   strange   that   I;   at   all   events;  should have   had sympathy  for
  him;〃 he said at last; 〃for; though perhaps neither of us knew it; we were
  both aiming at the same thing。〃
  〃What   on   earth   can   it   be   that   two   people   so   dissimilar   as   you   and
  Strickland could aim at?〃 I asked; smiling。
  〃Beauty。〃
  〃A large order;〃 I murmured。
  〃Do you know how men can be so obsessed by love that they are deaf
  and   blind   to   everything   else   in   the   world?   They   are   as   little   their   own
  masters as the slaves chained to the benches of a galley。              The passion that
  held Strickland in bondage was no less tyrannical than love。〃
  〃How strange that you should say that!〃 I answered。                〃For long ago I
  had the idea that he was possessed of a devil。〃
  〃And the passion that held Strickland was a passion to create beauty。
  It gave him no peace。         It urged him hither and thither。        He was eternally
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  a pilgrim; haunted by a divine nostalgia; and the demon within him was
  ruthless。     There are men whose desire for truth is so great that to attain it
  they    will   shatter    the  very    foundation      of  their   world。     Of    such    was
  Strickland; only beauty with him took the place of truth。 I could only feel
  for him a profound compassion。〃
  〃That is strange also。         A man whom he had deeply wronged told me
  that he felt a great pity for him。〃          I was silent for a moment。 〃I wonder if
  there   you   have   found   the   explanation   of   a   character   which   has   always
  seemed to me inexplicable。 How did you hit on it?〃
  He turned to me with a smile。
  〃Did I not tell you that I; too; in my way was an artist? I realised in
  myself   the   same   desire   as   animated   him。   But   whereas   his   medium   was
  paint; mine has been life。〃
  Then   Captain   Brunot   told   me   a   story   which   I   must   repeat;   since;   if
  only by way of contrast; it adds something to my impression of Strickland。
  It has also to my mind a beauty of its own。
  Captain   Brunot   was   a   Breton;  and   had   been   in   the   French   Navy。   He
  left it on his marriage; and settled down on a small property he had near
  Quimper   to   live   for   the   rest   of   his   days   in   peace;   but   the   failure   of   an
  attorney   left   him   suddenly   penniless;   and   neither   he   nor   his   wife   was
  willing to live in penury where they had enjoyed consideration。                        During
  his sea faring days he had cruised the South Seas; and he determined now
  to seek his fortune there。          He spent some months in Papeete to make his
  plans   and   gain   experience;   then;   on   money   borrowed   from   a   friend   in
  France; he bought an island in the Paumotus。 It was a ring of land round a
  deep   lagoon;   uninhabited;   and   covered   only   with   scrub   and   wild   guava。
  With the intrepid woman who was his wife; and a few natives; he landed
  there;   and   set   about   building   a   house;   and   clearing   the   scrub   so   that   he
  could plant cocoa…nuts。          That was twenty years before; and now what had
  been a barren island was a garden。
  〃It   was   hard   and   anxious   work   at   first;   and   we   worked   strenuously;
  both of us。      Every day I was up at dawn; clearing; planting; working on
  my house; and at night when I threw myself on my bed it was to sleep like
  a   log   till   morning。   My   wife   worked   as   hard   as   I   did。   Then   children
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  were   born   to   us;   first   a   son   and   then   a   daughter。 My   wife   and   I   have
  taught them all they know。          We had a piano sent out from France; and she
  has taught them to play and to speak English; and I have taught them Latin
  and   mathematics;   and   we   read   history   together。        They   can   sail   a   boat。
  They can swim as well as the natives。              There is nothing about the land of
  which they are ignorant。          Our trees have prospered; and there is shell on
  my reef。      I have come to Tahiti now to buy a schooner。               I can get enough
  shell to make it worth while to fish for it; and; who knows?                    I may find
  pearls。    I   have   made   something   where   there   was   nothing。         I   too   have
  made beauty。 Ah; you do not know what it is to look at those tall; healthy
  trees and think that every one I planted myself。〃
  〃Let me ask you the question that you asked Strickland。 Do you never
  regret France and your old home in Brittany?〃
  〃Some day; when my daughter is married and my son has a wife and is
  able to take my place on the island; we shall go back and finish our days in
  the old house in which I was born。〃
  〃You will look back on a happy life;〃 I said。
  〃; it is not exciting on my island; and we are very far
  from the world  imagine; it takes me four days to come to Tahiti  but
  we   are   happy   there。    It   is   given   to   few   men   to   attempt   a   work   and   to
  achieve     it。  Our     life  is  simple    and   innocent。     We    are   untouched      by
  ambition; and what pride we have is due only to our contemplation of the
  work   of   our   hands。    Malice   cannot   touch   us;  nor   envy   attack。      Ah;   ;   they   talk   of   the   blessedness   of   labour;   and   it   is   a
  meaningless phrase; but to me it has the most intense significance。                     I am
  a happy man。〃
  〃I am sure you deserve to be;〃 I smiled。
  〃I wish I could think so。         I do not know how I have deserved to have
  a wife who was the perfect friend and helpmate; the perfect mistress and
  the perfect mother。〃
  I   reflected   for   a   while   on   the   life   that   the   Captain   suggested   to   my
  imagination。
  〃It   is   obvious   that   to   lead   such   an   existence   and   make   so   great   a
  success of it; you must both have needed a strong will and a determined
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  character。〃
  〃Perhaps;     but   without   one   other  factor   we   could   have   achieved
  nothing。〃
  〃And what was that?〃
  He stopped; somewhat dramatically; and stretched out his arm。
  〃Belief in God。      Without that we should have been lost。〃
  Then we arrived at the house of Dr。 Coutras。
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  Chapter LV
  Mr。   Coutras   was   an   old   Frenchman   of   great   statur