第 20 节
作者:悟来悟去      更新:2021-02-25 00:56      字数:9322
  night in suffering all conceivable varieties of nervous terror。
  I raised myself on my elbow; and looked about the roomwhich was
  brightened by a lovely moonlight pouring straight through the window to
  see   if   it   contained   any   pictures   or   ornaments   that   I   could   at   all   clearly
  distinguish。 While my eyes wandered from wall to wall; a remembrance of
  Le    Maistre's    delightful     little  book;   〃Voyage      autour    de  ma    Chambre;〃
  occurred      to   me。    I  resolved     to  imitate    the   French     author;    and    find
  occupation        and    amusement        enough      to   relieve    the   tedium      of   my
  wakefulness; by making a mental inventory of every article of furniture I
  could     see;   and    by   following      up   to   their   sources     the   multitude     of
  associations   which   even   a   chair;   a   table;   or   a   wash…hand   stand   may   be
  made to call forth。
  In the nervous unsettled state of my mind at that moment; I found it
  much   easier   to     make   my   inventory   than   to   make        my   reflections;    and
  thereupon soon gave up all hope of thinking in Le Maistre's fanciful track…
  …or;   indeed;   of   thinking   at   all。   I   looked   about   the   room   at   the   different
  articles of furniture; and did nothing more。
  There was; first; the bed I was lying in; a four…post bed; of all things in
  the   world   to   meet   with   in   Parisyes;   a   thoroughly   clumsy   British   four…
  poster; with the regular top lined with chintzthe regular fringed valance
  all roundthe regular stifling; unwholesome curtains; which I remembered
  having   mechanically   drawn   back   against   the   posts   without   particularly
  noticing the bed when I first got into the room。 Then there was the marble…
  topped wash…hand stand; from which the water I had spilled; in my hurry
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  to pour it out; was still dripping; slowly and more slowly; on to the brick
  floor。 Then two small chairs; with my coat; waistcoat; and trousers flung
  on them。 Then a large elbow…chair covered with dirty…white dimity; with
  my cravat and shirt collar thrown over the back。 Then a chest of drawers
  with   two   of   the   brass   handles   off;   and   a   tawdry;   broken   china   inkstand
  placed   on   it   by   way   of   ornament   for   the   top。   Then   the   dressing…table;
  adorned by a very small looking…glass; and a very large pincushion。 Then
  the windowan unusually large window。 Then a dark old picture; which
  the feeble candle dimly showed me。 It was a picture of a fellow in a high
  Spanish      hat;  crowned      with   a  plume     of  towering     feathers。    A   swarthy;
  sinister    ruffian;   looking    upward;     shading     his  eyes   with   his   hand;   and
  looking intently upwardit might be at some tall gallows at which he was
  going   to   be   hanged。   At   any   rate;   he   had   the   appearance   of   thoroughly
  deserving it。
  This picture put a kind of constraint upon me to look upward tooat
  the top of   the bed。  It   was   a gloomy   and   not   an   interesting   object;  and   I
  looked back at the picture。 I counted the feathers in the man's hat they
  stood out in reliefthree white; two green。 I observed the crown of his hat;
  which   was   of   conical   shape;   according   to   the   fashion   supposed   to   have
  been favoured by Guido Fawkes。 I wondered what he was looking up at。 It
  couldn't     be  at  the   stars;  such    a  desperado     was    neither   astrologer     nor
  astronomer。 It must be at the high gallows; and he was going to be hanged
  presently。     Would     the  executioner      come    into   possession     of  his   conical
  crowned   hat   and   plume   of   feathers?   I   counted   the   feathers   againthree
  white; two green。
  While      I  still  lingered    over    this  very    improving      and    intellectual
  employment;   my   thoughts   insensibly   began   to            wander。   The     moonlight
  shining     into   the   room    reminded      me   of   a  certain   moonlight      night   in
  Englandthe night after a picnic party in a Welsh valley。 Every incident of
  the drive   homeward;   through   lovely  scenery;   which the   moonlight   made
  lovelier   than   ever;   came   back   to   my   remembrance;   though   I   had   never
  given the picnic a thought for years; though; if I had /tried/ to recollect it; I
  could certainly have recalled little or nothing of that scene long past。 Of all
  the wonderful faculties that help to tell us we are immortal; which speaks
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  the sublime truth more eloquently than memory? Here was I; in a strange
  house of the most suspicious character; in a situation of uncertainty; and
  even     of  peril;  which     might   seem     to  make    the   cool   exercise    of  my
  recollection almost out of the question; nevertheless; remembering; quite
  involuntarily;     places;    people;    conversations;     minute     circumstances      of
  every   kind;   which   I   had   thought   forgotten   for   ever;   which   I   could   not
  possibly  have   recalled   at   will;   even   under   the   most   favourable   auspices。
  And   what   cause   had   produced   in   a   moment   the   whole   of   this   strange;
  complicated;       mysterious     effect?   Nothing    but   some    rays   of  moonlight
  shining in at my bedroom window。
  I was still thinking of the picnicof our merriment on the drive home
  of the sentimental young lady who /would quote/ 〃Childe Harold〃 because
  it   was    moonlight。     I  was    absorbed      by   these   past   scenes    and    past
  amusements; when; in an instant; the thread on which my memories hung
  snapped   asunder;   my  attention   immediately  came   back   to   present   things
  more   vividly   than   ever;    and   I  found   myself;    I   neither  knew   why   nor
  wherefore; looking hard at the picture again。
  Looking for what?
  Good God! the man had pulled his hat down on his brows! No! the hat
  itself was gone! Where was the conical crown? Where the feathersthree
  white; two green? Not there! In place of the hat and feathers; what dusky
  object was it that now hid his forehead; his eyes; his shading hand?
  Was the bed moving?
  I   turned   on   my   back   and   looked   up。   Was   I   mad?   drunk?   dreaming?
  giddy   again?     or   was   the  top  of  the   bed   really   moving    downsinking
  slowly; regularly; silently; horribly; right down throughout the whole of its
  length and breadthright down upon me; as I lay underneath?
  My blood seemed to stand still。 A deadly paralysing coldness stole all
  over me as I turned my head round on the pillow and determined to test
  whether the bedtop was really moving or not; by keeping my eye on the
  man in the picture。
  The   next   look   in   that   direction   was   enough。 The  dull;  black;   frowzy
  outline of the valance above me was within an inch of being parallel with
  his   waist。   I  still  looked   breathlessly。    And    steadily   and    slowly   very
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  slowlyI saw the figure; and the line of frame below the figure; vanish; as
  the valance moved down before it。
  I   am;   constitutionally;   anything   but   timid。  I   have   been   on   more   than
  one occasion in peril of my life; and have not lost my self…possession for
  an instant; but when the conviction first settled on my mind that the bed…
  top was really moving; was steadily and continuously sinking down upon
  me; I looked up shuddering; helpless; panic…stricken; beneath the hideous
  machinery for murder; which was advancing closer and closer to suffocate
  me where I lay。
  I looked up; motionless; speechless; breathless。 The candle; fully spent;
  went out;   but the   moonlight   still brightened the   room。  Down   and   down;
  without   pausing   and   without   sounding;   came   the   bedtop;   and   still   my
  panic terror seemed to bind me faster and faster to the mattress on which I
  laydown   and   down   it   sank;   till   the   dusty   odour   from   the   lining   of   the
  canopy came stealing into my nostrils。
  At that final moment the instinct of self…preservation startled me out of
  my trance; and I moved at last。 There was just room for me to roll myself
  sideways off the bed。 As I dropped noiselessly to the floor; the edge of the
  murderous canopy touched me on the shoulder。
  Without   stopping   to   draw   my   breath;   without   wiping   the   cold   swe