第 29 节
作者:披荆斩棘      更新:2021-02-24 23:23      字数:9322
  explained; shambling toward the deck…chair。
  Later Broomhurst stood at his own tent door。 He looked up at the star…
  sown sky; and the heavy silence seemed to press upon him like an actual;
  physical burden。
  He took his   cigar   from between   his lips   presently; and   looked   at   the
  glowing end reflectively before throwing it away。
  〃Considering that she has been alone with him here for six months; she
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  has herself very well in hand/very/ well in hand;〃 he repeated。
  It   was    Sunday     morning。     John    Drayton     sat   just  inside    the  tent;
  presumably enjoying his pipe before the heat of the day。 His eyes furtively
  followed his wife as she moved about near him; sometimes passing close
  to his chair in search of something she had mislaid。 There was colour in
  her    cheeks;    her   eyes;   though    preoccupied;      were    bright;   there   was   a
  lightness and buoyancy in her step which she set to a little dancing air she
  was humming under her breath。
  After   a   moment   or   two   the   song   ceased;   she   began   to   move   slowly;
  sedately; and; as if chilled by a raw breath of air; the light faded from her
  eyes; which she presently turned toward her husband。
  〃Why do you look at me?〃 she asked; suddenly。
  〃I don't know; my dear;〃 he began slowly and laboriously; as was his
  wont。   〃I   was   thinkin'   how   nice   you   lookedjest   nowmuch   better;   you
  know;   but   somehow;〃he   was   taking   long   whiffs   at   his   pipe;   as   usual;
  between each word; while she stood patiently waiting for him to finish;
  〃somehow; you alter so; my dearyou're quite pale again; all of a minute。〃
  She   stood   listening   to   him;   noticing   against   her   will   the   more   than
  suspicion   of   cockney   accent   and   the   thick   drawl   with   which   the   words
  were uttered。
  His   eyes   sought   her   face   piteously。   She   noticed   that   too;   and   stood
  before him torn by conflicting emotions; pity and disgust struggling in a
  hand…to…hand fight within her。
  〃Mr。 Broomhurst and I are going down by the well to sit; it's cooler
  there。 Won't you come?〃 she said at last; gently。
  He did not reply for a moment; then he turned his head aside; sharply
  for him。
  〃No; my dear; thank you; I'm comfortable enough here;〃 he returned;
  huskily。
  She stood over him; hesitating a second; then moved abruptly to the
  table; from which she took a book。
  He had   risen   from  his   seat by  the   time   she   turned   to go   out;  and   he
  intercepted her timorously。
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  〃Kathie; give me a kiss before you go;〃 he whispered; hoarsely。 〃II
  don't often bother you。〃
  She drew her breath in deeply as he put his arms clumsily about her;
  but she stood still; and he kissed her on the forehead; and touched the little
  wavy curls that strayed across it gently with his big; trembling fingers。
  When   he   released   her;   she   moved   at   once   impetuously   to   the   open
  doorway。   On   the   threshold   she   hesitated;   paused   a   moment   irresolutely;
  and then turned back。
  〃Shall Idoes your pipe want filling; John?〃 she asked; softly。
  〃No; thank you; my dear。〃
  〃Would you like me to stay; read to you; or anything?〃
  He   looked   up   at   her   wistfully。   〃N…no;   thank   you;   I'm   not   much   of   a
  reader; you know; my dearsomehow。〃
  She    hated    herself   for  knowing     that   there   would    be   a  〃my    dear;〃
  probably a 〃somehow;〃 in his reply; and despised herself for the sense of
  irritated impatience   she felt by  anticipation; even   before the   words  were
  uttered。
  There was a moment's hesitating silence; broken by the sound of quick;
  firm footsteps without。 Broomhurst paused at the entrance; and looked into
  the tent。
  〃Aren't   you   coming;   Drayton?〃   he   asked;   looking   first   at   Drayton's
  wife and then swiftly putting in his name with a scarcely perceptible pause。
  〃Too lazy? But you; Mrs。 Drayton?〃
  〃Yes; I'm coming;〃 she said。
  They left the tent together; and walked some few steps in silence。
  Broomhurst shot a quick glance at his companion's face。
  〃Anything wrong?〃 he asked; presently。
  Though the words were ordinary enough; the voice in which they were
  spoken was in some subtle fashion a different voice from that in which he
  had talked to her nearly two months ago; though it would have required a
  keen sense of nice shades in sound to have detected the change。
  Mrs。   Drayton's   sense   of   niceties   in   sound   was   particularly   keen;   but
  she answered quietly; 〃Nothing; thank you。〃
  They   did   not   speak   again   till   the   trees   round   the   stone   well   were
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  reached。
  Broomhurst arranged their seats comfortably beside it。
  〃Are we going to read or talk?〃 he asked; looking up at her from his
  lower place。
  〃Well;  we   generally  talk   most   when   we   arrange   to   read;   so   shall   we
  agree to talk to…day for a change; by way of getting some reading done?〃
  she rejoined; smiling。 〃/You/ begin。〃
  Broomhurst seemed in no hurry to avail himself of the permission; he
  was   apparently   engrossed   in   watching   the   flecks   of   sunshine   on   Mrs。
  Drayton's   white   dress。   The   whirring   of   insects;   and   the   creaking   of   a
  Persian wheel somewhere in the neighbourhood; filtered through the hot
  silence。
  Mrs。    Drayton     laughed   after  a  few   minutes;    there  was   a  touch   of
  embarrassment in the sound。
  〃The new plan doesn't answer。 Suppose you read; as usual; and let me
  interrupt; also as usual; after the first two lines。〃
  He opened the book obediently; but turned the pages at random。
  She watched him for a moment; and then bent a little forward toward
  him。
  〃It is my turn now;〃 she said; suddenly; 〃is anything wrong?〃
  He raised his head; and their eyes met。 There was a pause。 〃I will be
  more honest than you;〃 he returned; 〃yes; there is。〃
  〃What?〃
  〃I've had orders to move on。〃
  She drew back; and her lips whitened; though she kept them steady。
  〃When do you go?〃
  〃On Wednesday。〃
  There was silence again; the man still kept his eyes on her face。
  The whirring of the insects and the creaking of the wheel had suddenly
  grown so strangely loud and insistent that it was in a half…dazed fashion
  she at length heard her name〃/Kathleen!/〃
  〃Kathleen!〃 he whispered again; hoarsely。
  She looked him full in the face; and once more their eyes met in a long;
  grave gaze。
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  The    man's    face   flushed;   and   he   half   rose  from    his  seat   with   an
  impetuous movement; but Kathleen stopped him with a glance。
  〃Will   you   go    and   fetch   my   work?   I   left  it   in  the  tent;〃   she  said;
  speaking very clearly and distinctly; 〃and then will you go on reading? I
  will find the place while you are gone。〃
  She took the book from his hand; and he rose and stood before her。
  There was a mute appeal in his silence; and she raised her head slowly。
  Her   face   was   white   to   the   lips; but   she looked at him  unflinchingly;
  and without a word he turned and left her。
  Mrs。 Drayton was resting in the tent on Tuesday afternoon。 With the
  help   of   cushions   and   some   low   chairs;   she   had   improvised   a   couch;   on
  which     she   lay  quietly    with   her   eyes   closed。   There    was   a  tenseness;
  however; in her attitude which indicated that sleep was far from her。
  Her features seemed to have sharpened during the last few days; and
  there were hollows in her cheeks。 She had been very ill for a long time;
  but all at once; with a sudden movement; she turned her head and buried
  her face in the cushions with a groan。 Slipping from her place; she fell on
  her knees beside the couch; and put both hands before her mouth to force
  back the cry that she felt struggling to her lips。
  For some moments the wild effort she was making for outward calm;
  which even when she was alone was her first instinct; strained every nerve
  and blotted out sight and hearing; and it was not till the sound was very
  near that she was conscious of the ring of ho