第 35 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-24 23:06      字数:9322
  any crisis likely to confront her in life: she had felt instinctively
  from the first that the friendship was not founded on; mental harmony;
  and now it was brought home to her that Eda's solution could never be
  hers。  Eda would have been thrilled on learning of Ditmar's attentions;
  would have advocated the adoption of a campaign leading up to matrimony。
  In matrimony; for Eda; the soul was safe。  Eda would have been horrified
  that Janet should have dallied with any other relationship; God would
  punish her。  Janet; in her conflict between alternate longing and
  repugnance; was not concerned with the laws and retributions of God。  She
  felt; indeed; the need of counsel; and knew not where to turn for it;
  the modern need for other than supernatural sanctions。  She did not
  resist her desire for Ditmar because she believed; in the orthodox sense;
  that it was wrong; but because it involved a loss of self…respect; a
  surrender of the personality from the very contemplation of which she
  shrank。  She was a true daughter of her time。
  On Friday afternoon; shortly after Ditmar had begun to dictate his
  correspondence; Mr。 Holster; the agent of the Clarendon Mill; arrived and
  interrupted him。  Janet had taken advantage of the opportunity to file
  away some answered letters when her attention was distracted from her
  work by the conversation; which had gradually grown louder。  The two men
  were standing by the window; facing one another; in an attitude that
  struck her as dramatic。  Both were vital figures; dominant types which
  had survived and prevailed in that upper world of unrelenting struggle
  for supremacy into which; through her relation to Ditmar; she had been
  projected; and the significance of which she had now begun to realize。
  She surveyed Holster critically。  He was short; heavily built; with an
  almost grotesque width of shoulder; a muddy complexion; thick lips; and
  kinky; greasy black hair that glistened in the sun。  His nasal voice was
  complaining; yet distinctly aggressive; and he emphasized his words by
  gestures。  The veins stood out on his forehead。  She wondered what his
  history had been。  She compared him to Ditmar; on whose dust…grey face
  she was quick to detect a look she had seen beforea contraction of the
  eyes; a tightening of the muscles of the jaw。  That look; and the
  peculiarly set attitude of the body accompanying it; aroused in her a
  responsive sense of championship。
  〃All right; Ditmar;〃 she heard the other exclaim。  〃I tell you again
  you'll never be able to pull it off。〃
  Ditmar's laugh was short; defiant。
  〃Why not?〃 he asked。
  〃Why not!  Because the fifty…four hour law goes into effect in January。〃
  〃What's that got to do with it?〃 Ditmar demanded。
  〃You'll seeyou'll remember what I told you fellows at the conference
  after that bill went through and that damned demagogue of a governor
  insisted on signing it。  I said; if we tried to cut wages down to a
  fifty…four hour basis we'd have a strike on our hands in every mill in
  Hampton;didn't I?  I said it would cost us millions of dollars; and
  make all the other strikes we've had here look like fifty cents。  Didn't
  I say that?  Hammond; our president; backed me up; and Rogers of the wool
  people。  You remember?  You were the man who stood out against it; and
  they listened to you; they voted to cut down the pay and say nothing
  about it。  Wait until those first pay envelopes are opened after that law
  goes into effect。  You'll see what'll happen!  You'll never be able to
  fill that Bradlaugh order in God's world。〃
  〃Oh hell;〃 retorted Ditmar; contemptuously。  〃You're always for lying
  down; Holster。  Why don't you hand over your mill to the unions and go to
  work on a farm?  You might as well; if you're going to let the unions run
  the state。  Why not have socialism right now; and cut out the agony?
  When they got the politicians to make the last cut from fifty…six to
  fifty…four and we kept on payin' 'em for fifty…six; against my advice;
  what happened?  Did they thank us?  I guess not。  Were they contented?
  Not on your life。  They went right on agitating; throwing scares into the
  party conventions and into the House and Senate Committees;and now it's
  fifty…four hours。  It'll be fifty in a couple of years; and then we'll
  have to scrap our machinery and turn over the trade to the South and
  donate our mills to the state for insane asylums。〃
  〃No; if we handle this thing right; we'll have the public on our side。
  They're getting sick of the unions now。〃
  Ditmar went to the desk for a cigar; bit it off; and lighted it。
  〃The public!〃 he exclaimed contemptuously。  〃A whole lot of good they'll
  do us。〃
  Holster approached him; menacingly; until the two men stood almost
  touching; and for a moment it seemed to Janet as if the agent of the
  Clarendon were ready to strike Ditmar。  She held her breath; her blood
  ran faster;the conflict between these two made an elemental appeal。
  〃All rightremember what I saywait and see where you come out with
  that order。〃  Holster's voice trembled with anger。  He hesitated; and
  left the office abruptly。  Ditmar stood gazing after him for a moment and
  then; taking his cigar from his mouth; turned and smiled at Janet and
  seated himself in his chair。  His eyes; still narrowed; had in them a
  gleam of triumph that thrilled her。  Combat seemed to stimulate and
  energize him。
  〃He thought he could bluff me into splitting that Bradlaugh order with
  the Clarendon;〃 Ditmar exclaimed。  〃Well; he'll have to guess again。
  I've got his number。〃  He began to turn over his letters。  〃Let's see;
  where were we?  Tell Caldwell not to let in any more idiots; and shut the
  door。〃
  Janet obeyed; and when she returned Ditmar was making notes with a pencil
  on a pad。  The conversation with Holter had given her a new idea of
  Ditmar's daring in attempting to fill the Bradlaugh order with the
  Chippering Mills alone; had aroused in her more strongly than ever that
  hot loyalty to the mills with which he had inspired her; and that strange
  surge of sympathy; of fellow…feeling for the operatives she had
  experienced after the interview with Mr。 Siddons; of rebellion against
  him; the conviction that she also was one of the slaves he exploited; had
  wholly disappeared。  Ditmar was the Chippering Mills; and she; somehow;
  enlisted once again on his side。
  〃By the way;〃 he said abruptly; 〃you won't mention thisI know。〃
  〃Won't mention what?〃 she asked。
  〃This matter about the pay envelopesthat we don't intend to continue
  giving the operatives fifty…six hours' pay for fifty…four when this law
  goes into effect。  They're like animals; most of 'em; they don't reason;
  and it might make trouble if it got out now。  You understand。  They'd
  have time to brood over it; to get the agitators started。  When the time
  comes they may kick a little; but they'll quiet down。  And it'll teach
  'em a lesson。〃
  〃I never mention anything I hear in this office;〃 she told him。
  〃I know you don't;〃 he assured her; apologetically。  〃I oughtn't to have
  said thatit was only to put you on your guard; in case you heard it
  spoken of。  You see how important it is; how much trouble an agitator
  might make by getting them stirred up?  You can see what it means to me;
  with this order on my hands。  I've staked everything on it。〃
  〃Butwhen the law goes into effect? when the operatives find out that
  they are not receiving their full wagesas Mr。 Holster said?〃 Janet
  inquired。
  〃Why; they may grumble a littlebut I'll be on the lookout for any move。
  I'll see to that。  I'll teach 'em a lesson as to how far they can push
  this business of shorter hours and equal pay。  It's the unskilled workers
  who are mostly affected; you understand; and they're not organized。  If
  we can keep out the agitators; we're all right。  Even then; I'll show 'em
  they can't come in here and exploit my operatives。〃
  In the mood in which she found herself his self…confidence; his
  aggressiveness continued to inspire and even to agitate her; to compel
  her to accept his point of view。
  〃Why;〃 he continued; 〃I trust you as I never trusted anybody else。  I've
  told you that before。  Ever since you've been here you've made life a
  different thing for mejust by your being here。  I don't know what I'd
  do without you。  You've got so much sense about thingsabout people;
  and I sometimes think you've got almost the same feeling about these
  mills that I have。  You didn't tell me you went through the mills with
  Caldwell the other day;〃 he added; accusingly。
  〃II forgot;〃 said Janet。  〃Why should I tellyou?〃  She knew that all
  thought of Holster had already slipped from his mind。  She did not look
  up。  〃If you're not going to finish your letters;〃 she said; a little
  faintly; 〃I've got some copying to do。〃
  〃You're a deep one;〃 he said。  And as he turned to the pile of
  correspondence she heard him sigh。  He began to dictate。  She took down
  his sentences automatically; scarcely knowing what she was writing; he
  was making love to her as intensely as though his words had been the
  absolute expression of his desire instead of the commonplace mediums of
  commercial intercourse。  Presently he stopped and began fumbling in one
  of the drawers of his desk。