第 11 节
作者:孤独半圆      更新:2021-02-24 22:24      字数:9322
  lacked   the   courage。     Cleggett   said   nothing。   He   was   too   fine   in   grain   to
  force a confidence。 After a moment she continued:                  〃I can tell you this;〃
  she   said;   with   a   catch   in   her   voice   that   was   almost   a   sob;   〃that   I   am
  practically friendless。 When you call a taxicab for me in a few moments;
  and I leave you; with Elmer and my boxes; I shall have no place to go。〃
  〃But; surely; madam〃
  〃Do   not   call   me   madam。     Call   me   Lady Agatha。  I   am   Lady Agatha
  Fairhaven。      What is your name?〃
  Cleggett told her。
  〃You have heard of me?〃 asked Lady Agatha。
  Cleggett   was   obliged   to   confess   that   he   had   not。   He   thought   that   a
  shade of disappointment passed over the lady's face; but in a moment she
  smiled and remarked:
  〃How relative a thing is fame!            You have never heard of me!              And
  yet I can assure you that I am well enough known in England。                     I was one
  of   the very  first   militant suffragettes   to   break a   windowif not the   very
  first。   The point is; indeed; in dispute。
  And were it not for my devotion to the cause I would not now be in
  my present terrible plightdoomed to wander from pillar to post with that
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  thing〃 (she pointed with a shudder to the box into which Elmer was still
  gloomily poking ice)…〃chained to me like alike a〃 She hesitated for a
  word; and Cleggett; tactlessly enough; with some vague recollection of a
  classical tale in his mind; suggested:
  〃Like a corpse。〃
  Lady Agatha turned pale。          She gazed at Cleggett with terror…stricken
  eyes; her beautiful face became almost haggard in an instant; he thought
  she   was   about   to   faint   again;   but   she   did   not。 As   he   looked   upon   the
  change     his  words    had   wrought;    filled  with   wonder     and   compunction;
  Cleggett suddenly divined that her occasional flashes of gayety had been;
  all   along;   merely   the   forced   vivacity  of   a   brave   and   clever   woman   who
  was making a gallant fight against total collapse。
  〃Mr。   Cleggett;〃   she   said;   in   a   voice   that   was   scarcely   louder   than   a
  whisper;   〃I   am   going   to   confide   everything   to   youthe   whole   truth。  I
  will spare myself nothing; I will throw myself upon your mercy。
  〃I firmly believe; Mr。 CleggettI am practically certainthat the box
  there;    upon    which    Elmer    is  sitting;  contains    the   body    of  Reginald
  Maltravers; natural son of the tenth Earl of Claiborne; and the cousin of
  my late husband; Sir Archibald Fairhaven。〃
  CHAPTER VI
  LADY AGATHA'S STORY
  It  was   with   the   greatest   difficulty  that  Cleggett    repressed    a  start。
  Another man might have shown the shock he felt。                 But Cleggett had the
  iron nerve of a Bismarck and the fine manner of a Richelieu。                 He did not
  even permit his eyes to wander towards the box in question。                  He merely
  sat and waited。
  Lady Agatha; having brought herself to the point of revelation; seemed
  to   find   a   difficulty   in   proceeding。 Cleggett;   mutely   asking   permission;
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  lighted a cigarette。
  〃Ohif you will!〃 said Lady Agatha; extending her hand towards the
  case。    He passed it over; and when she had chosen one of the little rolls
  and lighted it she said:
  〃Mr。 Cleggett; have you ever lived in England?〃
  〃I have never even visited England。〃
  〃I   wish   you   knew   England。〃     She   watched   the   curling   smoke   from
  her   tobacco   as   it   drifted   across   the   table。 〃If   you   knew   England   you
  would comprehend so much more readily some parts of my story。
  〃But; being an American; you can have no adequate conception of the
  conservatism that still prevails in certain quarters。           I refer to the really old
  families among the landed aristocracy。             Some of them have not changed
  essentially; in their attitude towards the world in general; since the reign of
  Queen Elizabeth。
  They make of family a fetish。 They are ready to sacrifice everything
  upon     the  altar  of   family。    They     may    exhibit   this  pride   of  race   less
  obviously than some of the French or Germans or Italians; but they have a
  deeper sense of their own dignity; and of what is due to it; than any of your
  more flighty and picturesque continentals。              There are certain things that
  are done。 Certain things are not done。           One must conform or〃
  She    interrupted     herself   and    delicately    flicked   the   ash   from    her
  cigarette。
  〃Conform;   or   be   jolly   well   damned;〃   she   finished;   crossing   one   leg
  over  the   other   and   leaning   back   in her   chair。  〃This;  by  the   way;   is   the
  only decent cigarette I have found in America。              I hate to smoke perfume
  I   like   tobaccoand   most   of   your   shops   seem   to   keep   nothing   but   the
  highly scented Turkish and Egyptian varieties。〃
  〃They were made in London;〃 said Cleggett; bowing。
  〃Ah!     But where was I?         Oh; yesone must conform。           Especially if
  one belongs to; or has married into; the Claiborne family。                Of all the men
  in   England     the  Earl   of  Claiborne     is  the  most    conservative;    the   most
  reactionary; the most deeply encrusted with prejudice。                He would stop at
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  little  where    the  question    concerned     the  prestige   of   the  aristocracy    in
  general;     he   would    stop   at   nothing    where    the   Claiborne     family    is
  concerned。
  〃I am telling you all this so that you may get an inkling of the blow it
  was to him when I became a militant suffragist。               It was blow enough to
  his nephew; Sir Archibald; my late husband。               The Earl maintains that it
  hastened poor Archibald's death。           But that is ridiculous。      Archibald had
  undermined       his   constitution    with   dissipation;   and   died   following     an
  operation for gravel。       He was to have succeeded to the title; as both of the
  Earl's legitimate sons were dead without issueone of them perished in the
  Boer War; and the other was killed in the hunting field。
  〃Upon Archibald's death the old Earl publicly acknowledged Reginald
  Maltravers; his natural son; and took steps to have him legitimatized。                For
  all of the bend sinister upon his escutcheon; Reginald Maltravers was as
  fanatical   concerning   the   family   as   his   father。  Perhaps   more   fanatical;
  because he secretly suffered for the irregularity of his own position in the
  world。
  〃At any  rate;  supported   at   first   by  the old   Earl;  he began   a series   of
  persecutions designed to make me renounce my suffragist principles; or at
  least to make me cease playing a conspicuous public part in the militant
  propaganda。       As   my   husband   was   dead   and   there   were   no   children;   I
  could   not    see   that  I   was  accountable   to  the   Claiborne    family   for  my
  actions。     But    the   Claibornes     took   a  different   view    of  it。  In   their
  philosophy;      once   a  Claiborne;     always    a  Claiborne。     I   was    bringing
  disgrace and humiliation upon   the family; in   their opinion。 Knowing the
  old Earl as I do; I am aware that his suffering was genuine and intense。
  But what was I to do?        One cannot desert one's principles merely because
  they cause suffering; otherwise there could be no such thing as revolution。
  〃Reginald   Maltravers   had   another   reason   for  his   persecution。      After
  the death of Sir Archibald he himself sought my hand in marriage。                 I shall
  always remember the form of his proposal; it concluded with these words:
  'Had Archibald lived you would have been a countess。                You may still be a
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  countessbut   you   must   drop   this   suffragist   show;   you   know。           It   is   all
  bally rot; Agatha; all bally rot。' I would not have married him without the
  condition;   for   I   despised   the   man   himself;   but   the   condition   made   m