第 31 节
作者:北方网      更新:2021-02-21 16:34      字数:9322
  The wedding guests were assembled。 Madame Bugeaud had just put the
  veil upon the head of her daughter Margaret; and impressed upon her
  forehead the last kiss of motherly love。 It was the hour when a
  mother holds her daughter as a child in her arms for the last time;
  bids adieu to the pleasant pictures of the past; and sends her child
  from her parents' house to go out into the world and seek a new
  home。 Painful always is such an hour to a mother's heart; for the
  future is uncertain; no one knows any thing about the new
  vicissitudes that may arise。
  And painful; too; to the wife of Councillor Bugeaud was this parting
  from her dearly…loved daughter; but she suppressed her deep emotion;
  restrained the tears in her heart; that not one should fall upon the
  bridal wreath of her loved daughter。 Tears dropped upon the bridal
  wreath are the heralds of coming misfortune; the seal of pain which
  destiny stamps upon the brow of the doomed one。
  And the tender mother would so gladly have taken away from her loved
  Margaret every pain and every misfortune! The times were
  threatening; and the horizon of the present was so full of stormy
  signs that it was necessary to look into the future with hope。
  〃Go; my daughter;〃 said Madame Bugeaud; with a smile; regarding
  which only God knew how much it cost the mother's heart〃 go out
  into your new world; be happy; and may you never regret the moment
  when yon left the threshold of your father's house to enter a new
  home!〃
  〃My dear mother;〃 cried Margaret; with beaming eyes; 〃the house to
  which I am going is the house of him I love; and my new home is his
  heart; which is noble; great; and good; and in which all the
  treasures in the earth for me rest。〃
  〃God grant; my daughter; that you may after many years be able to
  repeat those words!〃
  〃I shall repeat them; mother; for in my heart is a joyful trust。 I
  can never be unhappy; for Toulan loves me。 But; hark! I hear him
  coming; it is his step; and listen! he is calling me!〃
  And the young girl; with reddening cheeks; directed her glowing eyes
  to the door; which just then opened; where appeared her lover; in a
  simple; dark; holiday…suit; with a friendly; grave countenance; his
  tender; beaming eyes turned toward his affianced。
  He hastened to her; and kissed the little trembling hand which was
  extended to him。
  〃All the wedding guests are ready; my love。 The carriages are
  waiting; and as soon as we enter the church the clergyman will
  advance to the altar to perform the ceremony。〃
  〃Then let us go; Louis;〃 said Margaret; nodding to him; and arm…in…
  arm they went to the door。
  But Toulan held back。 〃Not yet; my dear one。 Before we go to the
  church; I want to have a few words with you。〃
  〃That is to say; my dear sir; that you would like to have me
  withdraw;〃 said the mother; with a smile。 〃Do not apologize; my son;
  that is only natural; and I dare not be jealous。 My daughter belongs
  to you; and I have no longer the right to press into your secrets。
  So I will withdraw; and only God may hear what the lover has to say
  to his affianced before the wedding。〃
  She nodded in friendly fashion to the couple; and left the room。
  〃We are now alone; my Margaret;〃 said Toulan; putting his arm around
  the neck of the fair young maiden; and drawing her to himself。 〃Only
  God is to hear what I have to say to you。〃
  〃I hope; Louis;〃 whispered the young girl; trembling; 〃I hope it is
  not bad news that you want to tell me。 Your face is so grave; your
  whole look so solemn。 You love me still; Louis?〃
  〃Yes; Margaret; I do love you;〃 answered he; softly; 〃but yet;
  before you speak the word which binds you to me forever; I must open
  my whole heart to you; and you must know all I feel; in order that;
  if there is a future to prove us; we may meet it with fixed gaze and
  joyful spirit。〃
  〃My God! what have I to hear?〃 whispered the young girl; pressing
  her hand to her heart; that began to beat with unwonted violence。
  〃You will have to hear; my Margaret; that I love you; and yet that
  the image of another woman is cherished in my heart。〃
  〃Who is this other woman?〃 cried Margaret。
  〃Margaret; it is Queen Marie Antoinette。〃
  The girl breathed freely; and laughed。 〃Ah! how you frightened me;
  Louis。 I was afraid you were going to name a rival; and now you
  mention her whom I; too; love and honor; to whom I pay my whole
  tribute of admiration; and who; although you ought to live there
  alone; has a place in my heart。 I shall never be jealous of the
  queen。 I love her just as devotedly as you do。〃
  A light; sympathetic smile played upon the lips of Toulan。 〃No;
  Margaret;〃 said he; gravely; 〃you do not love her as I do; and you
  cannot; for your duty to her is not like mine。 Listen; my darling;
  and I will tell you a little storya story which is so sacred to me
  that it has never passed over my lips; although; according to the
  ways of human thinking; there is nothing so very strange about it。
  Come; my dear; sit down with me a little while; and listen to me。〃
  He led the maiden to the little divan; and took a place with her
  upon it。 Her hand lay within his; and with a joyful and tender look
  she gazed into the bold; noble; and good face of the man to whom she
  was ready to devote her whole life。
  〃Speak now; Louis; I will listen!〃
  〃I want to tell you of my father; Margaret;〃 said the young man;
  with a gentle voice〃 of my father; who thirsted and hungered for
  me; in his efforts to feed; clothe; and educate me。 He had been an
  officer in the army; had distinguished himself in many a battle; was
  decorated; on account of his bravery; with the Order of St。 Louis;
  and discharged as an invalid。 That was a sad misfortune for my
  father; for he was poor; and his officer's pay was his only fortune。
  But nohe had a nobler; a fairer fortunehe had a wife whom he
  passionately loved; a little boy whom he adored。 And now the means
  of existence were taken away from this loved wife; this dear boy;
  and from him whose service had been the offering of his life for his
  king and country; the storming of fortifications; the defying of the
  bayonets of enemies; and who in this service had been so severely
  wounded; that his life was saved only by the amputation of his right
  arm。 Had it not been just this right arm; he would have been able to
  do something for himself; and to have found some employment in the
  government service。 But now he was robbed of all hope of employment;
  now he saw for himself and his family only destruction; starvation!
  But he could not believe it possible; he held it to be impossible
  that the king should allow his bold soldier; his knight of the Order
  of St。 Louis; to die of hunger; after becoming a cripple in his
  service。 He resolved to go to Paris; to declare his need to the
  king; and to implore the royal bounty。 This journey was the last
  hope of the family; and my father was just entering on it when my
  mother sickened and died。 She was the prop; the right arm of my
  father; she was the nurse; the teacher of his poor boy; now he had
  no hope more; except in the favor of the king and in death。 The last
  valuables were sold; and father and son journeyed to Paris: an
  invalid whose bravery had cost him an arm; and whose tears over a
  lost wife had nearly cost him his eyesight; and a lad of twelve
  years; acquainted only with pain and want from his birth; and in
  whose heart; notwithstanding; there was an inextinguishable germ of
  hope; spirit; and joy。 We went on foot; and when my shoes were torn
  with the long march; my feet swollen and bloody; my father told me
  to climb upon his back and let him carry me。 I would not allow it;
  Suppressed my pain; and went on till I dropped in a swoon。〃
  〃Oh!〃 cried Margaret; with tears in her eyes; 〃how much you have
  suffered; and I am learning it now for the first time; and you never
  told me this sad history。〃
  〃I forgot every thing sad when I began to love you; Margaret; and I
  did not want to trouble you with my stories。 Why should we darken
  the clear sky of the present with the clouds of the past? the future
  will unquestionably bring its own clouds。 I tell you all this now;
  in order that you may understand my feelings。 Now hear me further;
  Margaret! At last; after long…continued efforts; we reached
  Versailles; and it seemed to us as if all suffering and want were
  taken away from us when we found ourselves in a dark; poor inn; and
  lay down on the hard beds。 On the next; my father put on his
  uniform; decorated his breast with the order of St。 Louis; and; as
  the pain in his eyes prevented his going alone; I had to accompany
  him。 We repaired to the palace and entered the great gallery which
  the court daily traversed on returning from mass in the royal
  apartments。 My father; holding in his hand the petition which I had
  written to his dictation; took his place near the door through which
  the royal couple must pass。 I stood near him and looked with curious
  eyes at the brilliant throng which filled the great hall; and at the
  richly…dressed gentlemen who were present and held petitions in
  their hands; in spite of their cheerful looks and their fine
  clothes。 And these gentlemen crowded in front of my father; shoved
  him to the wall;