第 30 节
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  you。〃
  〃No; madame;〃 he cried; quickly; 〃no; I would much rather you would
  not tell the queen; for who knows whether the news is good; or
  whether it would not trouble the noble heart of the queen; and then
  my name; if she should learn it; would only be disagreeable to her
  rather that she should never hear it than that it should be
  connected with unpleasant associations to her。〃
  〃Then you do not know what the sentence is?〃 replied Campan;
  astonished。 〃Have you come to bring me the sentence; and yet do not
  know yourself what it is?〃
  〃I do not know what it is; madame。 The councillor; the father of my
  sweetheart; has sent it by me in writing; and I have not allowed
  myself to take time to read it。 Perhaps; too; I was too cowardly for
  it; for if I had seen that it contained any thing that would trouble
  the queen; I should not have had courage to come here and deliver
  the paper to you。 So I did not read it; and thought only of this;
  that I might perhaps save the queen a quarter of an hour's disquiet
  and anxious expectation。 Here; madame; is the paper which contains
  the sentence。 Take it to her majesty; and may the God of justice
  grant that it contain nothing which may trouble the queen!〃
  He stood up; and handed Madame de Campan a paper。 〃And now; madame;〃
  he continued; 〃allow me to retire; that I may return to Paris; for
  my sweetheart is expecting me; and; besides; they are expecting some
  disturbance in the city。 I must go; therefore; to protect my house。〃
  〃Go; my young friend;〃 said Madame de Campan; warmly pressing his
  hand。 〃Receive my heartiest thanks for your devotion; and be sure
  the queen shall hear of it。 farewell; farewell!〃
  〃No;〃 cried Marie Antoinette; emerging from behind the screen with a
  laugh; 〃no; do not go; sir! Remain to receive your queen's thanks
  for the disinterested zeal which you have displayed for me this
  day。〃
  〃The queen!〃 whispered Toulan; turning pale; 〃the queen!〃
  And falling upon his knee he looked at the queen with such an
  expression of rapture and admiration that Marie Antoinette was
  touched。
  〃I have much to thank you for; Mr。 Toulan;〃 she said。 〃Not merely
  that you are the bearer of important newsI thank you besides for
  convincing me that the Queen of France has faithful and devoted
  friends; and to know this is so cheering to me that even if you
  bring me bad news; my sorrow will be softened by this knowledge。 I
  thank you again; Mr。 Toulan!〃
  Toulan perceived that the queen was dismissing him; he stood up and
  retreated to the door; his eyes fixed on the queen; and then; after
  opening the door; he sank; as it were; overcome by the storm of his
  emotions; a second time upon his knee; and folding his hands; raised
  his great; beaming eyes to heaven。
  〃God in heaven;〃 he said loudly and solemnly; 〃I thank Thee for the
  joy of this hour。 From this moment I devote myself to the service of
  my queen。 She shall henceforth be the divinity whom I serve; and to
  whom I will; if I can avail any thing; freely offer my blood and
  life。 This I swear; and God and the queen have heard my oath!〃
  And without casting another glance at the queen; without saluting
  her; Toulan rose and softly left the room; tightly closing the door
  after him。
  〃Singular;〃 murmured the queen; 〃really singular。 When he took the
  oath a shudder passed through my soul; and something seemed to say
  to me that I should some time be very unhappy; and that this young
  man should then be near me。〃
  〃Your majesty is excited to…day; and so every thing seems to have a
  sad meaning;〃 said Madame de Campan; softly。
  〃But the sentence; the sentence!〃 cried the queen。 〃Give me the
  paper; I will read it myself。〃
  Madame de Campan hesitated。 〃Would your majesty not prefer to
  receive it in the presence of the king; and have it read by his
  majesty?〃
  〃No; no; Campan。 If it is favorable; I shall have pleasure in
  carrying the good news to the king。 If it is unfavorable; then I can
  collect myself before I see him。〃
  〃But it is so dark here now that it will be impossible to read
  writing。〃
  〃You are right; let us go into my sitting…room;〃 said the queen。
  〃The candles must be lighted there already。 Come; Campan; since I am
  indebted to you for this early message; you shall be the first to
  learn it。 Come; Campan; go with me!〃
  With a quick step the queen returned to her apartments; and entered
  her sitting…room; followed by Madame de Campan; whose countenance
  was filled with sad forebodings。 The queen was right; the candles
  had already been lighted in her apartments; and diffused a light
  like that of day throughout her large sitting…room。 In the little
  porcelain cabinet; however; there was a milder light; as Marie
  Antoinette liked to have it when she was alone and sans ceremonial。
  The candles on the main chandelier were not lighted; and on the
  table of Sevres china and rosewood which stood before the divan were
  two silver candlesticks; each with two wax candles。 These four were
  the only lights in the apartment。
  〃Now; Campan;〃 said the queen; sinking into the armchair which stood
  before the table; near the divan; 〃now give me the paper。 But no;
  you would better read it to mebut exactly as it stands。 You
  promise me that?〃
  〃Your majesty has commanded; and I must obey;〃 said Campan; bowing。
  〃Read; read;〃 urged Marie Antoinette。 〃Let me know the sentence。〃
  Madame de Campan unfolded the paper; and went nearer to the light in
  order to see better。 Marie Antoinette leaned forward; folded both
  hands in her lap; and looked at Campan with an expression of eager
  expectation。
  〃Read; read!〃 she repeated; with trembling lips。 Madame de Campan
  bowed and read:
  〃First。The writing; the basis of the trial; the note and
  signatures; are declared to be forged in imitation of the queen's
  hand。
  〃Second。Count Lamotte is sentenced in contumacion to the galleys
  for life。
  〃Third。The woman Lamotte to be whipped; marked on both shoulders
  with the letter O; and to be confined for life。
  〃Fourth。Retaux de Vilette to be banished for life from France。
  〃Fifth。Mademoiselle Oliva is discharged。
  〃Sixth。The lord cardinal〃
  〃Well;〃 cried the queen; passionately; 〃why do you stammer; why do
  you tremble? He has been discharged; I know it already; for we are
  already at the names of the acquitted。 Read on; Campan。〃
  And Madame de Campan read on:
  〃The lord cardinal is acquitted from every charge; and is allowed to
  publish this acquittal。〃
  〃Acquitted!〃 cried the queen; springing from her seat; 〃acquitted!
  Oh; Campan; what I feared is true。 The Queen of France has become
  the victim of cabals and intrigues。 The Queen of France in her
  honor; dignity; and virtue; is injured and wounded by one of her own
  subjects; and there is no punishment for him; he is free。 Pity me;
  Campan! But no; on the contrary; I pity you; I pity France! If I can
  have no impartial judges in a matter which darkens my character;
  what can you; what can all others hope for; when you are tried in a
  matter which touches your happiness and honor? 'Footnote: The very
  words of the queen See 〃Memoires de Madame de Campan;〃 vol。 ii。; o。
  23。' I am sad; sad in my inmost soul; and it seems to me as if this
  instant were to overshadow my whole life; as if the shades of night
  had fallen upon me; andwhat is that? Did you blow out the light;
  Campan?〃
  〃Your majesty sees that I am standing entirely away from the
  lights。〃
  〃But only see;〃 cried the queen; 〃one of the candles is put out!〃
  〃It is true;〃 said Madame de Campan; looking at the light; over
  which a bluish cloud was yet hovering。 〃The light is put out; but if
  your majesty allows me; I〃
  She was silent; and her bearing assumed the appearance of amazement
  and horror。
  The candle which had been burning in the other arm of the
  candlestick went out like the one before。
  The queen said not a word。 She gazed with pale lips and wide…opened
  eyes at both the lights; the last spark of which had just
  disappeared。
  〃Will your majesty allow me to light the candles again?〃 asked
  Madame de Campan; extending her hand to the candlestick。
  But the queen held her hand fast。 〃Let them be;〃 she whispered; 〃I
  want to see whether both the other lights〃
  Suddenly she was convulsed; and; rising slowly from her arm…chair;
  pointed with silent amazement at the second candlestick。
  One of the two other lights had gone out。
  Only one was now burning; and dark shadows filled the cabinet。 The
  one light faintly illumined only the centre; and shone with its
  glare upon the pale; horrified face of the queen。
  〃Campan;〃 she whispered; raising her arm; and pointing at the single
  light which remained burning; 〃if this fourth light goes out like
  the other three; it is a bad omen for me; and forebodes the approach
  of misfortune。〃
  At this instant the light flared up and illumined the room more
  distinctly; then its flame began to die away。 One flare more and
  this light went out; and a deep darkness reigned in the cabinet。
  The queen uttered a loud; piercing cry; and sank in a swoon。
  CHAPTER VIII。
  BEFORE THE MARRIAGE。
  The wedding guests were assembled。 Madame Bugeaud had just put the
  veil upon the head of her daughter Margaret; and i