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作者:空白协议书      更新:2021-02-21 16:31      字数:9321
  For my too frequent letters; that disturb
  Her meditations; and that hinder me
  And keep me from my work; now graciously
  She thanks me for the crucifix I sent her;
  And says that she will keep it: with one hand
  Inflicts a wound; and with the other heals it。
  'Reading。
  〃Profoundly I believed that God would grant you
  A supernatural faith to paint this Christ;
  I wished for that which I now see fulfilled
  So marvellously; exceeding all my wishes。
  Nor more could be desired; or even so much。
  And greatly I rejoice that you have made
  The angel on the right so beautiful;
  For the Archangel Michael will place you;
  You; Michael Angelo; on that new day
  Upon the Lord's right hand!  And waiting that;
  How can I better serve you than to pray
  To this sweet Christ for you; and to beseech you
  To hold me altogether yours in all things。〃
  Well; I will write less often; or no more;
  But wait her coming。  No one born in Rome
  Can live elsewhere; but he must pine for Rome;
  And must return to it。  I; who am born
  And bred a Tuscan and a Florentine;
  Feel the attraction; and I linger here
  As if I were a pebble in the pavement
  Trodden by priestly feet。  This I endure;
  Because I breathe in Rome an atmosphere
  Heavy with odors of the laurel leaves
  That crowned great heroes of the sword and pen;
  In ages past。  I feel myself exalted
  To walk the streets in which a Virgil walked;
  Or Trajan rode in triumph; but far more;
  And most of all; because the great Colonna
  Breathes the same air I breathe; and is to me
  An inspiration。  Now that she is gone;
  Rome is no longer Rome till she return。
  This feeling overmasters me。  I know not
  If it be love; this strong desire to be
  Forever in her presence; but I know
  That I; who was the friend of solitude;
  And ever was best pleased when most alone;
  Now weary grow of my own company。
  For the first time old age seems lonely to me。
  'Opening the Divina Commedia。
  I turn for consolation to the leaves
  Of the great master of our Tuscan tongue;
  Whose words; like colored garnet…shirls in lava;
  Betray the heat in which they were engendered。
  A mendicant; he ate the bitter bread
  Of others; but repaid their meagre gifts
  With immortality。  In courts of princes
  He was a by…word; and in streets of towns
  Was mocked by children; like the Hebrew prophet;
  Himself a prophet。  I too know the cry;
  Go up; thou bald head! from a generation
  That; wanting reverence; wanteth the best food
  The soul can feed on。  There's not room enough
  For age and youth upon this little planet。
  Age must give way。  There was not room enough
  Even for this great poet。  In his song
  I hear reverberate the gates of Florence;
  Closing upon him; never more to open;
  But mingled with the sound are melodies
  Celestial from the gates of paradise。
  He came; and he is gone。  The people knew not
  What manner of man was passing by their doors;
  Until he passed no more; but in his vision
  He saw the torments and beatitudes
  Of souls condemned or pardoned; and hath left
  Behind him this sublime Apocalypse。
  I strive in vain to draw here on the margin
  The face of Beatrice。  It is not hers;
  But the Colonna's。  Each hath his ideal;
  The image of some woman excellent;
  That is his guide。  No Grecian art; nor Roman;
  Hath yet revealed such loveliness as hers。
  II
  VITERBO
  VITTORIA COLONNA at the convent window。
  VITTORIA。
  Parting with friends is temporary death;
  As all death is。  We see no more their faces;
  Nor hear their voices; save in memory;
  But messages of love give us assurance
  That we are not forgotten。  Who shall say
  That from the world of spirits comes no greeting;
  No message of remembrance?  It may be
  The thoughts that visit us; we know not whence;
  Sudden as inspiration; are the whispers
  Of disembodied spirits; speaking to us
  As friends; who wait outside a prison wall;
  Through the barred windows speak to those within。
  'A pause。
  As quiet as the lake that lies beneath me;
  As quiet as the tranquil sky above me;
  As quiet as a heart that beats no more;
  This convent seems。  Above; below; all peace!
  Silence and solitude; the soul's best friends;
  Are with me here; and the tumultuous world
  Makes no more noise than the remotest planet。
  O gentle spirit; unto the third circle
  Of heaven among the blessed souls ascended;
  Who; living in the faith and dying for it;
  Have gone to their reward; I do not sigh
  For thee as being dead; but for myself
  That I am still alive。  Turn those dear eyes;
  Once so benignant to me; upon mine;
  That open to their tears such uncontrolled
  And such continual issue。  Still awhile
  Have patience; I will come to thee at last。
  A few more goings in and out these doors;
  A few more chimings of these convent bells;
  A few more prayers; a few more sighs and tears;
  And the long agony of this life will end;
  And I shall be with thee。  If I am wanting
  To thy well…being; as thou art to mine;
  Have patience; I will come to thee at last。
  Ye minds that loiter in these cloister gardens;
  Or wander far above the city walls;
  Bear unto him this message; that I ever
  Or speak or think of him; or weep for him。
  By unseen hands uplifted in the light
  Of sunset; yonder solitary cloud
  Floats; with its white apparel blown abroad;
  And wafted up to heaven。  It fades away;
  And melts into the air。  Ah; would that I
  Could thus be wafted unto thee; Francesco;
  A cloud of white; an incorporeal spirit!
  III
  MICHAEL ANGELO AND BENVENUTO CELLINI
  MICHAEL ANGELO; BENVENUTO CELLINI in gay attire。
  BENVENUTO。
  A good day and good year to the divine
  Maestro Michael Angelo; the sculptor!
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Welcome; my Benvenuto。
  BENVENUTO。
  That is what
  My father said; the first time he beheld
  This handsome face。  But say farewell; not welcome。
  I come to take my leave。  I start for Florence
  As fast as horse can carry me。  I long
  To set once more upon its level flags
  These feet; made sore by your vile Roman pavements。
  Come with me; you are wanted there in Florence。
  The Sacristy is not finished。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Speak not of it!
  How damp and cold it was!  How my bones ached
  And my head reeled; when I was working there!
  I am too old。  I will stay here in Rome;
  Where all is old and crumbling; like myself;
  To hopeless ruin。  All roads lead to Rome。
  BENVENUTO。
  And all lead out of it。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  There is a charm;
  A certain something in the atmosphere;
  That all men feel; and no man can describe。
  BENVENUTO。
  Malaria?
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Yes; malaria of the mind;
  Out of this tomb of the majestic Past!
  The fever to accomplish some great work
  That will not let us sleep。  I must go on
  Until I die。
  BENVENUTO。
  Do you ne'er think of Florence?
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  Yes; whenever
  I think of anything beside my work;
  I think of Florence。  I remember; too;
  The bitter days I passed among the quarries
  Of Seravezza and Pietrasanta;
  Road…building in the marshes; stupid people;
  And cold and rain incessant; and mad gusts
  Of mountain wind; like howling dervishes;
  That spun and whirled the eddying snow about them
  As if it were a garment; aye; vexations
  And troubles of all kinds; that ended only
  In loss of time and money。
  BENVENUTO。
  True; Maestro;
  But that was not in Florence。  You should leave
  Such work to others。  Sweeter memories
  Cluster about you; in the pleasant city
  Upon the Arno。
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  In my waking dreams
  I see the marvellous dome of Brunelleschi;
  Ghiberti's gates of bronze; and Giotto's tower;
  And Ghirlandajo's lovely Benci glides
  With folded hands amid my troubled thoughts;
  A splendid vision!  Time rides with the old
  At a great pace。  As travellers on swift steeds
  See the near landscape fly and flow behind them;
  While the remoter fields and dim horizons
  Go with them; and seem wheeling round to meet them;
  So in old age things near us slip away;
  And distant things go with as。  Pleasantly
  Come back to me the days when; as a youth;
  I walked with Ghirlandajo in the gardens
  Of Medici; and saw the antique statues;
  The forms august of gods and godlike men;
  And the great world of art revealed itself
  To my young eyes。  Then all that man hath done
  Seemed possible to me。  Alas! how little
  Of all I dreamed of has my hand achieved!
  BENVENUTO。
  Nay; let the Night and Morning; let Lorenzo
  And Julian in the Sacristy at Florence;
  Prophets and Sibyls in the Sistine Chapel;
  And the Last Judgment answer。  Is it finished?
  MICHAEL ANGELO。
  The work is nearly done。  But this Last Judgment
  Has been the cause of more vexation to me
  Than it will be of honor。  Ser Biagio;
  Master of