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作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-21 16:11      字数:9322
  the universal excitement。 But I knew that a verdict of Wilful Murder had
  been     found     against    the   suspected      murderer;     and    that   he   had    been
  committed        to  Newgate      for   trial。  I  also  knew     that  his   trial  had   been
  postponed over one Sessions of the Central Criminal Court; on the ground
  of general prejudice and want of time for the preparation of the defence。 I
  may further have known; but I believe I did not; when; or about when; the
  Sessions to which his trial stood postponed would come on。
  My   sitting…room;   bedroom;   and   dressing…room;   are   all   on   one   floor。
  With the last there is no communication but through the bedroom。 True;
  there is a door in it; once communicating with the staircase; but a part of
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  the fitting of my bath has beenand had then been for some yearsfixed
  across it。 At the same period; and as a part of the same arrangement;the
  door had been nailed up and canvased over。
  I was standing in my bedroom late one night; giving some directions to
  my servant before he went to bed。 My face was towards the only available
  door   of   communication   with   the   dressing…room;   and   it   was   closed。   My
  servant's back was towards that door。 While I was speaking to him; I saw it
  open; and a man look in; who very earnestly and mysteriously beckoned to
  me。    That    man    was   the   man    who    had   gone   second     of  the   two   along
  Piccadilly; and whose face was of the colour of impure wax。
  The figure; having beckoned; drew back; and closed the door。 With no
  longer   pause   than   was   made   by   my   crossing   the   bedroom;   I   opened   the
  dressing…room door; and looked in。 I had a lighted candle already in my
  hand。   I   felt   no   inward   expectation   of   seeing   the   figure   in   the   dressing…
  room; and I did not see it there。
  Conscious that my servant stood amazed; I turned round to him; and
  said: 〃Derrick; could you believe that in my cool senses I fancied I saw a
  〃 As I there laid my hand upon his breast; with a sudden start he trembled
  violently; and said; 〃O Lord; yes; sir! A dead man beckoning!〃
  Now  I   do not believe   that   this John   Derrick;  my  trusty  and   attached
  servant     for  more    than   twenty    years;   had    any   impression     whatever     of
  having seen any such figure; until I touched him。 The change in him was
  so    startling;  when     I  touched    him;   that   I  fully  believe    he  derived    his
  impression in some occult manner from me at that instant。
  I bade John Derrick bring some brandy; and I gave him a dram; and
  was     glad    to  take    one   myself。     Of   what     had   preceded      that   night's
  phenomenon;         I  told  him    not   a  single   word。    Reflecting     on   it;  I  was
  absolutely certain that I had never seen that face before; except on the one
  occasion   in   Piccadilly。   Comparing   its   expression   when   beckoning   at   the
  door   with   its   expression   when   it   had   stared   up   at   me   as   I   stood   at   my
  window; I came to the conclusion that on the first occasion it had sought to
  fasten   itself   upon   my   memory;   and   that   on   the   second   occasion   it   had
  made sure of being immediately remembered。
  I was not very comfortable that night; though I felt a certainty; difficult
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  to explain; that the figure would not return。 At daylight I fell into a heavy
  sleep;    from    which    I  was   awakened      by   John   Derrick's    coming     to  my
  bedside with a paper in his hand。
  This paper;  it   appeared; had   been the subject of   an   altercation   at   the
  door between its bearer and my servant。 It was a summons to me to serve
  upon a Jury at the forthcoming Sessions of the Central Criminal Court at
  the Old Bailey。 I had never before been summoned on such a Jury; as John
  Derrick well knew。 He believedI am not certain at this hour whether with
  reason or otherwisethat that class of Jurors were customarily chosen on a
  lower   qualification   than   mine;   and   he   had   at   first   refused   to   accept   the
  summons。 The man who served it had taken the matter very coolly。 He had
  said that my attendance or non…attendance was nothing to him; there the
  summons was; and I should deal with it at my own peril; and not at his。
  For a day or two I was undecided whether to respond to this call; or
  take no notice of it。 I was not conscious of the slightest mysterious bias;
  influence; or attraction; one way or other。 Of that I am as strictly sure as of
  every other statement that I make here。 Ultimately I decided; as a break in
  the monotony of my life; that I would go。
  The appointed morning was a raw morning in the month of November。
  There was a dense brown fog in Piccadilly; and it became positively black
  and in the last degree oppressive East of Temple Bar。 I found the passages
  and staircases of the Court…House flaringly lighted with gas; and the Court
  itself   similarly    illuminated。    I  THINK      that;   until  I  was   conducted      by
  officers into the Old Court and saw its crowded state; I did not know that
  the Murderer was to be tried that day。 I THINK that; until I was so helped
  into the Old Court with considerable difficulty; I did not know into which
  of the two Courts sitting my summons would take me。 But this must not
  be received as a positive assertion; for I am not completely satisfied in my
  mind on either point。
  I   took   my   seat   in   the   place   appropriated   to   Jurors   in   waiting;   and   I
  looked   about   the   Court   as   well   as   I   could   through   the   cloud   of   fog   and
  breath   that   was   heavy   in   it。   I   noticed   the   black   vapour   hanging   like   a
  murky curtain outside the great windows; and I noticed the stifled sound
  of wheels on the straw or tan that was littered in the street; also; the hum
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  of   the people  gathered there;  which   a  shrill   whistle;  or  a  louder song   or
  hail than the rest; occasionally pierced。 Soon afterwards the Judges; two in
  number; entered; and took their seats。 The buzz in the Court was awfully
  hushed。     The    direction   was    given   to  put   the  Murderer      to  the  bar。  He
  appeared there。 And in that same instant I recognised in him the first of the
  two men who had gone down Piccadilly。
  If my name had been called then; I doubt if I could have answered to it
  audibly。 But it was called about sixth or eighth in the panel; and I was by
  that time able to say; 〃Here!〃 Now; observe。 As I stepped into the box; the
  prisoner; who had been looking on attentively; but with no sign of concern;
  became   violently   agitated;   and   beckoned   to   his   attorney。   The   prisoner's
  wish to challenge me was so manifest; that it occasioned a pause; during
  which the attorney; with his hand upon the dock; whispered with his client;
  and   shook   his   head。   I   afterwards   had   it   from   that   gentleman;   that   the
  prisoner's     first  affrighted   words     to  him   were;    〃AT    ALL    HAZARDS;
  CHALLENGE THAT MAN!〃 But that; as he would give no reason for it;
  and admitted that he had not even known my name until he heard it called
  and I appeared; it was not done。
  Both on the ground already explained; that I wish to avoid reviving the
  unwholesome         memory      of  that  Murderer;     and    also  because     a  detailed
  account of his long trial is by no means indispensable to my narrative; I
  shall confine myself closely to such incidents in the ten days and nights
  during which we; the Jury; were kept together; as directly bear on my own
  curious personal experience。 It is in that; and not in the Murderer; that I
  seek to interest my reader。 It is to that; and not to a page of the Newgate
  Calendar; that I beg attention。
  I was chosen Foreman of the Jury。 On the second morning of the trial;
  after   evidence   had   been   taken   for   two   hours   (I   heard   the   church   clocks
  strike); happening   to cast   my eyes   over   my brother   jurymen; I   found   an
  inexplicable difficulty in counting them。 I counted them several times; yet
  always with the same difficulty。 In short; I made them one too many。
  I   touched    the   brother   jurymen      whose    place    was   next   me;    and   I
  whispered to him; 〃Oblige me by counting us。〃 He looked surprised by the
  request; but turned his he