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作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-21 16:11      字数:9322
  A disagreeable shudder crept over me; but I did my best against it。 It
  was not to be denied; I rejoined; that this was a remarkable coincidence;
  calculated   deeply   to   impress   his   mind。   But   it   was   unquestionable   that
  remarkable   coincidences   did   continually   occur;   and   they   must   be   taken
  into   account   in   dealing   with   such   a   subject。   Though   to   be   sure   I   must
  admit; I added (for I thought I saw that he was going to bring the objection
  to   bear    upon    me);   men    of   common      sense    did   not   allow   much     for
  coincidences in making the ordinary calculations of life。
  He again begged to remark that he had not finished。
  I again begged his pardon for being betrayed into interruptions。
  〃This;〃 he said; again laying his hand upon my arm; and glancing over
  his shoulder with hollow eyes; 〃was just a year ago。 Six or seven months
  passed;     and   I  had   recovered     from   the   surprise   and   shock;    when    one
  morning; as the day was breaking; I; standing at the door; looked towards
  the red light; and saw the spectre again。〃 He stopped; with a fixed look at
  me。
  〃Did it cry out?〃
  〃No。 It was silent。〃
  〃Did it wave its arm?〃
  〃No。 It leaned against the shaft of the light; with both hands before the
  face。 Like this。〃
  Once   more   I   followed   his   action   with   my   eyes。   It   was   an   action   of
  mourning。 I have seen such an attitude in stone figures on tombs。
  〃Did you go up to it?〃
  〃I came in and sat down; partly to collect my thoughts; partly because
  it had turned me faint。 When I went to the door again; daylight was above
  me; and the ghost was gone。〃
  〃But nothing followed? Nothing came of this?〃
  He touched me on the arm with his forefinger twice or thrice giving a
  ghastly nod each time:…
  〃That   very   day;   as   a   train   came   out   of   the   tunnel;   I   noticed;   at   a
  carriage window on my side; what looked like a confusion of hands and
  heads; and something waved。 I saw it just in time to signal the driver; Stop!
  He shut off; and put his brake on; but the train drifted past here a hundred
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  and fifty yards or more。 I ran after it; and; as I went along; heard terrible
  screams and cries。 A beautiful young lady had died instantaneously in one
  of the compartments; and was brought in here; and laid down on this floor
  between us。〃
  Involuntarily I pushed my chair back; as I looked from the boards at
  which he pointed to himself。
  〃True; sir。 True。 Precisely as it happened; so I tell it you。〃
  I   could   think   of   nothing   to   say;   to   any   purpose;   and   my   mouth   was
  very dry。 The wind and the wires took up the story with a long lamenting
  wail。
  He resumed。 〃Now; sir; mark this; and judge how my mind is troubled。
  The spectre came back a week ago。 Ever since; it has been there; now and
  again; by fits and starts。〃
  〃At the light?〃
  〃At the Danger…light。〃
  〃What does it seem to do?〃
  He   repeated;   if   possible   with   increased   passion   and   vehemence;   that
  former gesticulation of; 〃For God's sake; clear the way!〃
  Then   he   went   on。   〃I   have   no   peace   or   rest   for   it。   It   calls   to   me;   for
  many  minutes together;  in   an   agonised   manner;  'Below  there!   Look out!
  Look out!' It stands waving to me。 It rings my little bell〃
  I caught at that。 〃Did it ring your bell yesterday evening when I was
  here; and you went to the door?〃
  〃Twice。〃
  〃Why;   see;〃   said   I;   〃how   your   imagination   misleads   you。   My   eyes
  were on the bell; and my ears were open to the bell; and if I am a living
  man;   it   did   NOT  ring   at   those   times。   No;   nor   at   any   other   time;   except
  when it   was   rung   in   the   natural   course   of   physical   things   by  the   station
  communicating with you。〃
  He shook his head。 〃I have never made a mistake as to that yet; sir。 I
  have never confused the spectre's ring with the man's。 The ghost's ring is a
  strange vibration in the bell that it derives from nothing else; and I have
  not asserted that the bell stirs to the eye。 I don't wonder that you failed to
  hear it。 But I heard it。〃
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  〃And did the spectre seem to be there; when you looked out?〃
  〃It WAS there。〃'
  〃Both times?〃
  He repeated firmly: 〃Both times。〃
  〃Will you come to the door with me; and look for it now?〃
  He bit his under lip as though he were somewhat unwilling; but arose。
  I opened the door; and stood on the step; while he stood in the doorway。
  There   was   the   Danger…light。   There   was   the   dismal   mouth   of   the   tunnel。
  There were the high; wet stone walls of the cutting。 There were the stars
  above them。
  〃Do you   see it?〃 I   asked him; taking   particular note of   his   face。   His
  eyes   were   prominent   and   strained;  but   not very   much   more   so;   perhaps;
  than   my   own   had   been   when   I   had   directed   them   earnestly   towards   the
  same spot。
  〃No;〃 he answered。 〃It is not there。〃
  〃Agreed;〃 said I。
  We went in again; shut the door; and resumed our seats。 I was thinking
  how   best   to   improve   this   advantage;   if   it   might   be   called   one;   when   he
  took up the conversation in such a matter…of…course way; so assuming that
  there  could be no serious   question of   fact   between   us;  that   I  felt   myself
  placed in the weakest of positions。
  〃By    this   time   you   will   fully  understand;     sir;〃  he   said;  〃that   what
  troubles me so dreadfully is the question; What does the spectre mean?〃
  I was not sure; I told him; that I did fully understand。
  〃What   is   its   warning   against?〃   he said;  ruminating;  with his   eyes   on
  the   fire;   and   only   by   times   turning   them   on   me。   〃What   is   the   danger?
  Where is the danger? There is danger overhanging somewhere on the Line。
  Some dreadful calamity will happen。 It is not to be doubted this third time;
  after what has gone before。 But surely this is a cruel haunting of me。 What
  can I do?〃
  He pulled out his handkerchief; and wiped the drops from his heated
  forehead。
  〃If I telegraph Danger; on either side of me; or on both; I can give no
  reason for it;〃 he   went on; wiping   the palms of   his   hands。 〃I should get
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  into trouble; and do no good。 They would think I was mad。 This is the way
  it   would   work;Message:   'Danger!   Take   care!'   Answer:   'What   Danger?
  Where?'      Message:     'Don't   know。   But;   for  God's    sake;   take  care!'   They
  would displace me。 What else could they do?〃
  His pain of mind was most pitiable to see。 It was the mental torture of
  a   conscientious   man;   oppressed   beyond   endurance   by   an   unintelligible
  responsibility involving life。
  〃When it first stood under the Danger…light;〃 he went on; putting his
  dark hair back from his head; and drawing his hands outward across and
  across his temples in   an extremity of feverish distress; 〃why not tell   me
  where that accident was to happen;if it must happen? Why not tell   me
  how   it   could   be   averted;if   it   could   have   been   averted?   When   on   its
  second coming it hid its face; why not tell me; instead; 'She is going to die。
  Let them keep her at home'? If it came; on those two occasions; only to
  show me that its warnings were true; and so to prepare me for the third;
  why not warn me plainly now? And I; Lord help me! A mere poor signal…
  man   on this   solitary  station! Why  not   go to   somebody  with   credit   to   be
  believed; and power to act?〃
  When I saw him in   this state; I saw that   for the poor man's sake;  as
  well as for the public safety; what I had to do for the time was to compose
  his   mind。    Therefore;    setting   aside   all  question    of  reality   or  unreality
  between us; I represented to him that whoever thoroughly discharged his
  duty must do well; and that at least it was his comfort that he understood
  his duty; though he did not understand these confounding Appearances。 In
  this effort I succeeded far better than in the attempt to reason him out of
  his conviction。 He became calm; the occupations incidental to his post as
  the night advanced began to make larger demands on his attention: and