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作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-21 16:11      字数:9322
  had heard it   was so in   workhouses; in the police force; even   in that   last
  desperate resource; the army; and that he knew it was so; more or less; in
  any  great   railway  staff。   He   had   been;   when   young   (if   I   could   believe   it;
  sitting in that hut;he scarcely could); a student of natural philosophy; and
  had attended lectures; but he had run wild; misused his opportunities; gone
  down; and never risen again。 He had no complaint to offer about that。 He
  had made his bed; and he lay upon it。 It was far too late to make another。
  All   that   I   have   here   condensed   he   said   in   a   quiet   manner;   with   his
  grave dark regards divided between me and the fire。 He threw in the word;
  〃Sir;〃 from time to time; and especially when he referred to his youth;as
  though to request me to understand that he claimed to be nothing but what
  I found him。 He was several times interrupted by the little bell; and had to
  read off messages; and send replies。 Once he had to stand without the door;
  and display a flag as a train passed; and make some verbal communication
  to   the   driver。   In   the   discharge     of  his   duties;   I  observed      him   to   be
  remarkably exact and vigilant; breaking off his discourse at a syllable; and
  remaining silent until what he had to do was done。
  In a word; I should have set this man down as one of the safest of men
  to be employed in that capacity; but for the circumstance that while he was
  speaking   to   me   he   twice   broke   off   with   a   fallen   colour;   turned   his   face
  towards the little bell when it did NOT ring; opened the door of the hut
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  (which   was   kept   shut   to   exclude   the   unhealthy   damp);   and   looked   out
  towards   the   red   light   near   the   mouth   of   the   tunnel。   On   both   of   those
  occasions;   he   came   back   to   the   fire   with   the   inexplicable   air   upon   him
  which I had remarked; without being able to define; when we were so far
  asunder。
  Said I;   when   I   rose   to   leave   him; 〃You   almost   make   me   think   that   I
  have met with a contented man。〃
  (I am afraid I must acknowledge that I said it to lead him on。)
  〃I believe I used to be so;〃 he rejoined; in the low voice in which he
  had first spoken; 〃but I am troubled; sir; I am troubled。〃
  He   would   have   recalled   the   words   if   he   could。   He   had   said   them;
  however; and I took them up quickly。
  〃With what? What is your trouble?〃
  〃It is very difficult to impart; sir。 It is very; very difficult to speak of。 If
  ever you make me another visit; I will try to tell you。〃
  〃But I expressly intend to make you another visit。 Say; when shall it
  be?〃
  〃I   go   off   early   in   the   morning;   and   I   shall   be   on   again   at   ten   to…
  morrow night; sir。〃
  〃I will come at eleven。〃
  He thanked me; and went out at the door with me。 〃I'll show my white
  light; sir;〃 he said; in his peculiar low voice; 〃till you have found the way
  up。 When you have found it; don't call out! And when you are at the top;
  don't call out!〃
  His manner seemed to make the place strike colder to me; but I said no
  more than; 〃Very well。〃
  〃And when   you   come   down to…morrow  night;  don't   call   out!   Let   me
  ask you a parting question。 What made you cry; 'Halloa! Below there!' to…
  night?〃
  〃Heaven knows;〃 said I。 〃I cried something to that effect〃
  〃Not to that effect; sir。 Those were the very words。 I know them well。〃
  〃Admit   those  were  the very  words。  I said   them;  no   doubt;  because  I
  saw you below。〃
  〃For no other reason?〃
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  〃What other reason could I possibly have?〃
  〃You     had    no   feeling    that   they   were     conveyed      to  you    in   any
  supernatural way?〃
  〃No。〃
  He wished me good…night; and held up his light。 I walked by the side
  of   the   down   Line   of   rails   (with   a   very   disagreeable   sensation   of   a   train
  coming behind me) until I found the path。 It was easier to mount than to
  descend; and I got back to my inn without any adventure。
  Punctual to my appointment; I placed my foot on the first notch of the
  zigzag     next   night;   as   the   distant   clocks   were   striking   eleven。   He  was
  waiting for me at the bottom; with his white light on。 〃I have not called
  out;〃   I said;   when   we   came   close   together;   〃may  I   speak now?〃   〃By  all
  means; sir。〃 〃Good…night; then; and here's my hand。〃 〃Good…night; sir; and
  here's   mine。〃   With   that   we   walked   side   by   side   to   his   box;   entered   it;
  closed the door; and sat down by the fire。
  〃I have made up my mind; sir;〃 he began; bending forward as soon as
  we were seated; and speaking in a tone but a little above a whisper; 〃that
  you shall not have to ask me twice what troubles me。 I took you for some
  one else yesterday evening。 That troubles me。〃
  〃That mistake?〃
  〃No。 That some one else。〃
  〃Who is it?〃
  〃I don't know。〃
  〃Like me?〃
  〃I don't know。 I never saw the face。 The left arm is across the face; and
  the right arm is waved;violently waved。 This way。〃
  I  followed his   action   with   my  eyes;   and   it   was   the  action   of  an   arm
  gesticulating;   with   the   utmost   passion   and   vehemence;   〃For   God's   sake;
  clear the way!〃
  〃One moonlight night;〃 said the man; 〃I was sitting here; when I heard
  a voice cry; 'Halloa! Below there!' I started up; looked from that door; and
  saw this Some one else standing by the red light near the tunnel; waving as
  I   just   now   showed   you。   The   voice   seemed   hoarse   with   shouting;   and   it
  cried; 'Look out! Look out!' And then attain; 'Halloa! Below there! Look
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  out!' I  caught   up   my  lamp;  turned   it   on   red;  and   ran   towards the  figure;
  calling; 'What's wrong? What has happened? Where?' It stood just outside
  the blackness of the tunnel。 I advanced so close upon it that I wondered at
  its keeping the sleeve across its eyes。 I ran right up at it; and had my hand
  stretched out to pull the sleeve away; when it was gone。〃
  〃Into the tunnel?〃 said I。
  〃No。 I ran on into the tunnel; five hundred yards。 I stopped; and held
  my lamp   above my  head; and saw   the figures   of the   measured distance;
  and saw the wet stains stealing down the walls and trickling through the
  arch。 I ran out again faster than I had run in (for I had a mortal abhorrence
  of the place upon me); and I looked all round the red light with my own
  red light; and I went up the iron ladder to the gallery atop of it; and I came
  down   again;   and   ran   back   here。   I   telegraphed   both   ways;   'An   alarm   has
  been given。 Is anything wrong?' The answer came back; both ways;   'All
  well。'〃
  Resisting   the   slow   touch   of   a   frozen   finger   tracing   out   my   spine;   I
  showed him how that this figure must be a deception of his sense of sight;
  and   how   that   figures;   originating   in   disease   of   the   delicate   nerves   that
  minister   to   the   functions   of the   eye;  were   known   to   have often   troubled
  patients;   some   of   whom   had   become   conscious   of   the   nature   of   their
  affliction; and had even proved it by experiments upon themselves。 〃As to
  an imaginary cry;〃 said I; 〃do but listen for a moment to the wind in this
  unnatural valley while we speak so low; and to the wild harp it makes of
  the telegraph wires。〃
  That   was   all   very   well;   he   returned;   after   we   had   sat   listening   for   a
  while;  and   he  ought   to  know  something   of   the  wind and   the  wires;   he
  who so often passed long winter nights there; alone and watching。 But he
  would beg to remark that he had not finished。
  I asked his pardon; and he slowly added these words; touching my arm;
  …
  〃Within   six   hours   after   the   Appearance;   the   memorable   accident   on
  this   Line   happened;   and   within   ten   hours   the   dead   and   wounded   were
  brought      along    through    the   tunnel    over   the   spot   where    the   figure   had
  stood。〃
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  A disagreeable shudder crept over me; but I did my best against it。 It
  was not