第 40 节
作者:朝令夕改      更新:2021-02-21 16:09      字数:9321
  〃But why; Citizen…officer?〃 La Boulaye demanded; striving to exclude
  from his voice any shade of the chagrin that was besetting him。
  〃What do these orders mean?〃
  The officer was courtesy personified; but explanations he had none
  to give; for the excellent reason; he urged that he was possessed
  of none。  He was a soldier; and he had received orders which he must
  obey; without questioning either their wisdom or their justice。
  Appreciating the futility of bearing himself otherwise; since his
  retreat was already blocked by a couple of gendarmes; Caron
  submitted to the inevitable。
  He mounted leisurely to his study; and the ruin that stared him in
  the eyes was enough to have daunted the boldest of men。  Yet; to do
  him justice; he was more concerned at the moment with the
  consequences this turn of affairs might have for Mademoiselle than
  with his own impending downfall。  That he had Cecile to thank for
  his apprehension he never doubted。  Yet it was a reflection that he
  readily dismissed from his mind。  In such a pass as he now found
  himself none but a weakling could waste time and energy in bewailing
  the circumstances that had conspired to it。  In a man of La
  Boulaye's calibre and mettle it was more befitting to seek a means
  to neutralise as much as possible the evil done。
  He called Brutus and cross…questioned him regarding the attitude
  and behaviour of the soldiery since their coming。  He learnt that
  nothing had been touched by them; and that they were acting with
  the utmost discreetness; taking scrupulous care not to exceed the
  orders they had received; which amounted to detaining La Boulaye
  and nothing more。
  〃You think; then; that you might come and go unmolested?〃 he asked。
  〃I think that I might certainly go。  But whether they would permit
  me to return once I had left; I cannot say。  〃So that they will let
  you pass out; that is all that signifies at the moment;〃 said Caron。
  〃Should they question you; you can tell them that you are going to
  dine and to fetch me my dinner from Berthon's。  As a matter of fact;
  I shall want you to go to Choisy with a letter; which you must see
  does not fall into the hands of any of these people of the
  Convention。〃
  〃Give me the letter; Citizen; and trust me to do the rest;〃 answered
  the faithful Brutus。
  La Boulaye searched a drawer of his writing…table for the blank
  passport he required。  Having found it; he hesitated for a moment
  how to fill it in。  At last he decided; and set down three names
  … Pierre; Francois; and Julie Michael; players; going to Strasbourg
  … to which he added descriptions of himself; the Vicomte; and
  Mademoiselle。  He reasoned that in case it should ultimately prove
  impossible for him to accompany them; the passport; thus indited;
  would still do duty for the other two。  They could easily advance
  some excuse why the third person mentioned was not accompanying
  them。  From this it will be seen that La Boulaye was far from
  having abandoned hope of effecting his escape; either by his own
  resourcefulness or by the favour of Robespierre himself; whose
  kindness for him; after all; was a factor worth reckoning upon。
  To Mademoiselle he now wrote as follows:
  I am sending you the laissez…passer filled in for the three of
  us。  I am unfortunately unable to bring it myself as my
  abstraction of the order of release has already been discovered;
  and I am being detained pending the arrival of Robespierre。  But
  I am at my own lodging; and I have every hope that; either by
  the use of my own wit; or else by the favour of my friend
  Robespierre; I shall shortly be able to join you。  I would
  therefore ask you to wait a few days。  But should I presently
  send you word not to do so any longer; or should you hear of
  events which will render it impossible for me to accompany you;
  you can then set out with Ombreval; travelling under the guise
  described in the passport; and informing any questioners that
  the other person mentioned has been forced by ill health to
  interrupt his journey。  As I have said; I have every hope of
  winning through my present difficulties; but should I fail to
  do so; my most earnest prayer will be that you may make your
  way out of France in safety; and that lasting happiness may be
  your lot in whatever country you may elect to settle。  You may
  trust the bearer implicitly; patriotic though he may appear。
  He subscribed the letter with his initials; and; having enclosed
  the passport and sealed the package; he gave it to Brutus; with the
  most minute instructions touching its delivery。
  These instructions Brutus carried out with speed and fidelity。  He
  was allowed to quit the house without so much as a question; which
  left his plan for readmittance the greater likelihood of succeeding。
  In something less than an hour … for he hired himself a horse at
  the nearest post…house … he had delivered his letter to Mademoiselle
  at Choisy。
  Its contents sowed in her heart the very deepest consternation …
  a consternation very fully shared by the Vicomte。
  〃Tenez!〃 he exclaimed; when he had read it。  〃Perhaps now you will
  admit the justice of my plaint that you did not make a simple
  purchase of my liberty; as I counselled you; instead of entering
  into this idiotic compact with that sans…culotte。〃
  She looked at him a moment in silence。  She was suffering as it
  was at the very thought that La Boulaye's life might be in danger
  in consequence of what he had done for her。  With reluctance had
  she accepted the sacrifice of his career which he had made to serve
  her。  Now that it became the question of a sacrifice of life as
  well she was dismayed。  All the wrongs that she and hers had done
  that man seemed to rise up and reproach her now。  And so; when
  presently she answered the Vicomte; it was no more than natural
  that she should answer him impatiently。
  〃I thought; Monsieur; that we had already discussed and settled
  that?〃
  〃 Settled it?〃 he echoed; with a sneer。  〃It seems none so easy to
  settle。  Do you think that words will settle it。〃
  〃By no means;〃 she answered; her voice quivering。  〃It seems as if
  a man's life will be required for that。〃
  He shrugged his shoulders; and his face put on a look of annoyance。
  〃I hope; Mademoiselle; that you are not proposing to introduce
  sentimentality。  I think you would be better advised to leave that
  vulgarity to the vulgar。〃
  〃I do not propose to pursue the discussion at all; Monsieur;〃 was
  her chilly answer。
  〃The way of woman;〃 he reflected aloud。  〃Let her find that she is
  being worsted in argument; and she calmly tells you that she has
  no mind to pursue it。  But; Mademoiselle; will you tell me at least
  what you intend?〃
  〃What do I intend?〃 she questioned。  〃What choice have we?〃
  〃Whenever we are asked to follow a given course; we have always the
  choice between two alternatives;〃 he theorised。  〃We can comply;
  or not comply。〃
  〃In the present instance I am afraid your rule is inapplicable。
  There is no room for any alternative。  We can do nothing but wait。〃
  She looked at him impatiently; and wearily she sank on to a chair。
  〃Monsieur;〃 she said; as calmly as might be;〃 I am almost distracted
  by my thoughts as it is。  I don't know whether you are seeking to
  complete the rout of my senses。  Let me beg of you at least not to
  deal in riddles with me。  The time is ill…chosen。  Tell me bluntly
  what is in your mind; if; indeed; anything。〃
  He turned from her peevishly; and crossed to the window。  The
  twilight was descending; and the little garden was looking grey in
  the now pallid light。  Her seeming obtuseness was irritating him。
  〃Surely; Mademoiselle;〃 he exclaimed at last; 〃it is not necessary
  that I should tell you what other course is open to us?  It is a
  matter for our choice whether we depart at once。  We have a
  passport; and … and; enfin; every hour that we remain here our
  danger is increased; and our chances of escape are lessened。〃
  〃Ah!〃  She breathed the syllable contemptuously。  〃And what of La
  Boulaye?〃
  〃Pooh! he says himself that he is in no great danger。  He is among
  his fellows。  Leave him to extricate himself。  After all; it is his
  fault that we are here。  Why should we endanger our necks by waiting
  his convenience?〃
  〃But surely you forget what he has done for us。  You are forgetting
  that he has rescued you from the guillotine; dragged you out of the
  very jaws of death。  Do you think that to forsake him now would be
  a fair; an honest return?〃
  〃But name of a name;〃 rasped the Vicomte; 〃does he not say that he
  is far from despairing?  His position is not half so dangerous as
  ours。  If we are taken; there will be an end of us。  With him matters
  are far from being so bad。  He is one of the rabble himself; and the
  rabble will look after its own。〃
  She rose impatiently。
  〃Monsieur; I am afraid the subject is not one that we may profitably
  discuss。  I shall obey the voice of my conscience in the matter; and
  I shall wait until we hear again from La Boulaye。  That is the
  message I am about to return him by his servant。
  The Vicomte watched her fling out of the room; and his weak face was
  now white with anger。  He rapped out an oath as he