第 30 节
作者:美丽心点      更新:2021-02-21 16:08      字数:9322
  me no further; for he shall not move me。 Let him look to you; Ulysses;
  and to the other princes to save his ships from burning。 He has done
  much without me already。 He has built a wall; he has dug a trench deep
  and wide all round it; and he has planted it within with stakes; but
  even so he stays not the murderous might of Hector。 So long as I
  fought the Achaeans Hector suffered not the battle range far from
  the city walls; he would come to the Scaean gates and to the oak tree;
  but no further。 Once he stayed to meet me and hardly did he escape
  my onset: now; however; since I am in no mood to fight him; I will
  to…morrow offer sacrifice to Jove and to all the gods; I will draw
  my ships into the water and then victual them duly; to…morrow morning;
  if you care to look; you will see my ships on the Hellespont; and my
  men rowing out to sea with might and main。 If great Neptune vouchsafes
  me a fair passage; in three days I shall be in Phthia。 I have much
  there that I left behind me when I came here to my sorrow; and I shall
  bring back still further store of gold; of red copper; of fair
  women; and of iron; my share of the spoils that we have taken; but one
  prize; he who gave has insolently taken away。 Tell him all as I now
  bid you; and tell him in public that the Achaeans may hate him and
  beware of him should he think that he can yet dupe others for his
  effrontery never fails him。
  〃As for me; hound that he is; he dares not look me in the face。 I
  will take no counsel with him; and will undertake nothing in common
  with him。 He has wronged me and deceived me enough; he shall not cozen
  me further; let him go his own way; for Jove has robbed him of his
  reason。 I loathe his presents; and for himself care not one straw。
  He may offer me ten or even twenty times what he has now done; nay…
  not though it be all that he has in the world; both now or ever
  shall have; he may promise me the wealth of Orchomenus or of
  Egyptian Thebes; which is the richest city in the whole world; for
  it has a hundred gates through each of which two hundred men may drive
  at once with their chariots and horses; he may offer me gifts as the
  sands of the sea or the dust of the plain in multitude; but even so he
  shall not move me till I have been revenged in full for the bitter
  wrong he has done me。 I will not marry his daughter; she may be fair
  as Venus; and skilful as Minerva; but I will have none of her: let
  another take her; who may be a good match for her and who rules a
  larger kingdom。 If the gods spare me to return home; Peleus will
  find me a wife; there are Achaean women in Hellas and Phthia;
  daughters of kings that have cities under them; of these I can take
  whom I will and marry her。 Many a time was I minded when at home in
  Phthia to woo and wed a woman who would make me a suitable wife; and
  to enjoy the riches of my old father Peleus。 My life is more to me
  than all the wealth of Ilius while it was yet at peace before the
  Achaeans went there; or than all the treasure that lies on the stone
  floor of Apollo's temple beneath the cliffs of Pytho。 Cattle and sheep
  are to be had for harrying; and a man buy both tripods and horses if
  he wants them; but when his life has once left him it can neither be
  bought nor harried back again。
  〃My mother Thetis tells me that there are two ways in which I may
  meet my end。 If I stay here and fight; I shall not return alive but my
  name will live for ever: whereas if I go home my name will die; but it
  will be long ere death shall take me。 To the rest of you; then; I say;
  'Go home; for you will not take Ilius。' Jove has held his hand over
  her to protect her; and her people have taken heart。 Go; therefore; as
  in duty bound; and tell the princes of the Achaeans the message that I
  have sent them; tell them to find some other plan for the saving of
  their ships and people; for so long as my displeasure lasts the one
  that they have now hit upon may not be。 As for Phoenix; let him
  sleep here that he may sail with me in the morning if he so will。
  But I will not take him by force。〃
  They all held their peace; dismayed at the sternness with which he
  had denied them; till presently the old knight Phoenix in his great
  fear for the ships of the Achaeans; burst into tears and said;
  〃Noble Achilles; if you are now minded to return; and in the
  fierceness of your anger will do nothing to save the ships from
  burning; how; my son; can I remain here without you? Your father
  Peleus bade me go with you when he sent you as a mere lad from
  Phthia to Agamemnon。 You knew nothing neither of war nor of the arts
  whereby men make their mark in council; and he sent me with you to
  train you in all excellence of speech and action。 Therefore; my son; I
  will not stay here without you… no; not though heaven itself vouchsafe
  to strip my years from off me; and make me young as I was when I first
  left Hellas the land of fair women。 I was then flying the anger of
  father Amyntor; son of Ormenus; who was furious with me in the
  matter of his concubine; of whom he was enamoured to the wronging of
  his wife my mother。 My mother; therefore; prayed me without ceasing to
  lie with the woman myself; that so she hate my father; and in the
  course of time I yielded。 But my father soon came to know; and
  cursed me bitterly; calling the dread Erinyes to witness。 He prayed
  that no son of mine might ever sit upon knees… and the gods; Jove of
  the world below and awful Proserpine; fulfilled his curse。 I took
  counsel to kill him; but some god stayed my rashness and bade me think
  on men's evil tongues and how I should be branded as the murderer of
  my father: nevertheless I could not bear to stay in my father's
  house with him so bitter a against me。 My cousins and clansmen came
  about me; and pressed me sorely to remain; many a sheep and many an ox
  did they slaughter; and many a fat hog did they set down to roast
  before the fire; many a jar; too; did they broach of my father's wine。
  Nine whole nights did they set a guard over me taking it in turns to
  watch; and they kept a fire always burning; both in the cloister of
  the outer court and in the inner court at the doors of the room
  wherein I lay; but when the darkness of the tenth night came; I
  broke through the closed doors of my room; and climbed the wall of the
  outer court after passing quickly and unperceived through the men on
  guard and the women servants。 I then fled through Hellas till I came
  to fertile Phthia; mother of sheep; and to King Peleus; who made me
  welcome and treated me as a father treats an only son who will be heir
  to all his wealth。 He made me rich and set me over much people;
  establishing me on the borders of Phthia where I was chief ruler
  over the Dolopians。
  〃It was I; Achilles; who had the making of you; I loved you with all
  my heart: for you would eat neither at home nor when you had gone
  out elsewhere; till I had first set you upon my knees; cut up the
  dainty morsel that you were to eat; and held the wine…cup to your
  lips。 Many a time have you slobbered your wine in baby helplessness
  over my shirt; I had infinite trouble with you; but I knew that heaven
  had vouchsafed me no offspring of my own; and I made a son of you;
  Achilles; that in my hour of need you might protect me。 Now;
  therefore; I say battle with your pride and beat it; cherish not
  your anger for ever; the might and majesty of heaven are more than
  ours; but even heaven may be appeased; and if a man has sinned he
  prays the gods; and reconciles them to himself by his piteous cries
  and by frankincense; with drink…offerings and the savour of burnt
  sacrifice。 For prayers are as daughters to great Jove; halt; wrinkled;
  with eyes askance; they follow in the footsteps of sin; who; being
  fierce and fleet of foot; leaves them far behind him; and ever baneful
  to mankind outstrips them even to the ends of the world; but
  nevertheless the prayers come hobbling and healing after。 If a man has
  pity upon these daughters of Jove when they draw near him; they will
  bless him and hear him too when he is praying; but if he deny them and
  will not listen to them; they go to Jove the son of Saturn and pray
  that he may presently fall into sin… to his ruing bitterly
  hereafter。 Therefore; Achilles; give these daughters of Jove due
  reverence; and bow before them as all good men will bow。 Were not
  the son of Atreus offering you gifts and promising others later… if he
  were still furious and implacable… I am not he that would bid you
  throw off your anger and help the Achaeans; no matter how great
  their need; but he is giving much now; and more hereafter; he has sent
  his captains to urge his suit; and has chosen those who of all the
  Argives are most acceptable to you; make not then their words and
  their coming to be of none effect。 Your anger has been righteous so
  far。 We have heard in song how heroes of old time quarrelled when they
  were roused to fury; but still they could be won by gifts; and fair
  words could soothe them。
  〃I have an old story in my mind… a very old one… but you are all
  friends and I will tell it。 The Curetes and the Aetolians were
  fighting and killing one another round Calydon… the Aetolians
  defending the city and the Curetes trying to destroy i