第 13 节
作者:津夏      更新:2021-02-21 14:26      字数:9322
  Kyrie eleison。 Sure no artist ever had a greater gravestone than that pure
  marble sanctuary gives to him in the heart of his birthplace in the chancel
  of St。 Jacques。
  Without   Rubens;   what   were Antwerp? A  dirty;   dusky;   bustling   mart;
  which   no   man   would   ever   care   to   look   upon   save   the   traders   who   do
  business on its wharves。 With Rubens; to the whole world of men it is a
  sacred name; a sacred soil; a Bethlehem  where a god of art saw light;   a
  Golgotha where a god of art lies dead。
  O   nations!   closely   should   you   treasure   your   great   men;   for   by   them
  alone will   the  future  know  of   you。 Flanders   in her  generations has been
  wise。 In his life she glorified this greatest of her sons; and in his death she
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  magnifies his name。 But her wisdom is very rare。
  Now; the trouble of Patrasche was this。 Into these great; sad piles of
  stones; that reared their melancholy majesty above the crowded roofs; the
  child   Nello   would   many   and   many   a   time   enter;   and   disappear   through
  their dark; arched portals; while Patrasche; left without upon the pavement;
  would wearily and vainly ponder on what could be the charm which thus
  allured from him his inseparable and beloved companion。 Once or twice
  he did essay to see for himself; clattering up the steps with his milk…cart
  behind him; but thereon he had been always sent back again summarily by
  a tall custodian in black clothes and silver chains of office; and fearful of
  bringing his little master into trouble; he desisted; and remained couched
  patiently before the churches until such time as the boy reappeared。 It was
  not the fact of his going into them which disturbed Patrasche; he knew that
  people   went   to   church;   all   the   village   went   to   the   small;   tumble…down;
  gray   pile   opposite   the   red   windmill。   What   troubled   him   was   that   little
  Nello always looked strangely when he came out; always very flushed or
  very pale; and whenever he returned home after such visitations would sit
  silent and dreaming; not caring to play; but gazing out at the evening skies
  beyond the line of the canal; very subdued and almost sad。
  What was it? wondered Patrasche。 He thought it could not be good or
  natural for the little lad to be so grave; and in his dumb fashion he tried all
  he could to keep Nello by him in the sunny fields or in the busy market…
  place。 But to the churches Nello would go; most often of all would he go
  to the great cathedral; and Patrasche; left without on the stones by the iron
  fragments of Quentin Matsys's gate; would stretch himself and yawn and
  sigh; and even howl now and then; all in vain; until the doors closed and
  the child perforce came forth again; and winding his arms about the dog's
  neck would kiss him on his broad; tawny…colored forehead; and murmur
  always the same words; 〃If I could only see them; Patrasche!if I could
  only see them!〃
  What were they? pondered Patrasche; looking up with large; wistful;
  sympathetic eyes。
  One day; when the custodian was out of the way and the doors left ajar;
  he   got   in   for a   moment   after   his   little   friend   and saw。   〃They〃   were   two
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  great covered pictures on either side of the choir。
  Nello was kneeling; rapt as in an ecstasy; before the altar…picture of the
  Assumption; and when he noticed Patrasche; and rose and drew the dog
  gently out into the air; his face was wet with tears; and he looked up at the
  veiled places as he passed them; and murmured to his companion; 〃It is so
  terrible not to see them; Patrasche; just because one is poor and cannot pay!
  He never meant that the poor should not see them when he painted them; I
  am sure。   He   would have had   us see   them  any day;  every  day; that   I   am
  sure。    And    they  keep    them   shrouded     thereshrouded!      in  the   dark;   the
  beautiful things! And they never feel the light; and no eyes look on them;
  unless   rich   people   come   and   pay。   If   I   could   only   see   them;   I   would   be
  content to die。〃
  But he could not see them; and Patrasche could not help him; for to
  gain the silver piece that the church exacts as the price for looking on the
  glories of the 〃Elevation of the Cross〃 and the 〃Descent of the Cross〃 was
  a thing   as   utterly  beyond the   powers   of   either of them  as   it   would   have
  been to scale the heights of the cathedral spire。 They had never so much as
  a sou to spare; if they cleared enough to get a little wood for the stove; a
  little broth for the pot; it was the utmost they could do。 And yet the heart
  of   the   child  was    set  in  sore  and   endless    longing    upon    beholding     the
  greatness of the two veiled Rubens。
  The   whole   soul   of   the   little   Ardennois   thrilled   and   stirred   with   an
  absorbing passion for art。 Going on his ways through the old city in the
  early days before the sun or the people had risen; Nello; who looked only a
  little peasant boy; with a great dog drawing milk to sell from door to door;
  was in a heaven of dreams whereof Rubens was the god。 Nello; cold and
  hungry;   with   stockingless   feet   in   wooden   shoes;   and   the   winter   winds
  blowing   among   his   curls   and   lifting   his   poor   thin   garments;   was   in   a
  rapture of meditation; wherein all that he saw was the beautiful fair face of
  the Mary of the Assumption; with the waves of her golden hair lying upon
  her shoulders; and the light of an eternal sun shining down upon her brow。
  Nello; reared in poverty; and buffeted by fortune; and untaught in letters;
  and unheeded by men; had the compensation or the curse which is called
  genius。 No one knew it; he as little as any。 No one knew it。 Only; indeed;
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  Patrasche; who; being with him always; saw him draw with chalk upon the
  stones any and every thing that grew or breathed; heard him on his little
  bed of hay murmur all manner of timid; pathetic prayers to the spirit of the
  great master; watched his gaze darken and his face radiate at the evening
  glow of sunset or the rosy rising of the dawn; and felt many and many a
  time the tears of a strange; nameless pain and joy; mingled together; fall
  hotly from the bright young eyes upon his own wrinkled yellow forehead。
  〃I should go to my grave quite content if I thought; Nello; that when
  thou growest a man thou couldst own this hut and the little plot of ground;
  and labor for thyself; and be called Baas by thy neighbours;〃 said the old
  man Jehan many an hour from his bed。 For to own a bit of soil; and to be
  called Baas (master) by the hamlet round; is to have achieved the highest
  ideal of a Flemish peasant; and the old soldier; who had wandered over all
  the earth in his youth; and had brought nothing back; deemed in his old
  age that to live and die on one spot in contented humility was the fairest
  fate he could desire for his darling。 But Nello said nothing。
  The same leaven was working in him that in other times begat Rubens
  and Jordaens and the Van Eycks; and all their wondrous tribe; and in times
  more recent begat in the green country of the Ardennes; where the Meuse
  washes   the   old   walls   of   Dijon;   the   great   artist   of   the   Patroclus;   whose
  genius is too near us for us aright to measure its divinity。
  Nello dreamed of other things in the future than of tilling the little rood
  of   earth;   and   living  under    the  wattle   roof;  and   being    called  Baas    by
  neighbours a little poorer or a little less poor than himself。 The cathedral
  spire; where it rose beyond the fields in the ruddy evening skies or in the
  dim; gray; misty mornings; said other things to him than this。 But these he
  told only to Patrasche; whispering; childlike; his fancies in the dog's ear
  when they went together at their work through the fogs of the daybreak; or
  lay together at their rest among the rustling rushes by the water's side。
  For such dreams are not easily shaped into speech to awake the slow
  sympathies of human auditors; and they would only have sorely perplexed
  and troubled the poor old man bedridden in his corner; who; for his part;
  whenever he had trodden the streets of Antwerp; had thought the daub of
  blue and   red that they  called a   Madonna;  on   the   walls   of the   wine…shop
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