第 14 节
作者:卡车      更新:2021-02-21 10:46      字数:9321
  showed signs of an early wandering reveller。  There were no lights
  to be seen at the closed works; a profound darkness encompassed the
  house; as if the distant pines in the hollow had moved up and round
  it。  The silence was broken now only by the occasional sighing of
  wind and rain。  It was not an inviting night for a perfunctory
  walk; but an idea struck himhe would call upon the Slinns; and
  anticipate his next day's visit!  They would probably have company;
  and be glad to see him: he could tell the girls of Mamie and her
  success。  That he had not thought of this before was a proof of his
  usual self…contained isolation; that he thought of it now was an
  equal proof that he was becoming at last accessible to loneliness。
  He was angry with himself for what seemed to him a selfish
  weakness。
  He returned to his office; and; putting the envelope that had been
  lying on Slinn's desk in his pocket; threw a serape over his
  shoulders; and locked the front door of the house behind him。  It
  was well that the way was a familiar one to him; and that his feet
  instinctively found the trail; for the night was very dark。  At
  times he was warned only by the gurgling of water of little
  rivulets that descended the hill and crossed his path。  Without the
  slightest fear; and with neither imagination nor sensitiveness; he
  recalled how; the winter before; one of Don Caesar's vaqueros;
  crossing this hill at night; had fallen down the chasm of a
  landslip caused by the rain; and was found the next morning with
  his neck broken in the gully。  Don Caesar had to take care of the
  man's family。  Suppose such an accident should happen to him?
  Well; he had made his will。  His wife and children would be
  provided for; and the work of the mine would go on all the same; he
  had arranged for that。  Would anybody miss him?  Would his wife; or
  his son; or his daughter?  No。  He felt such a sudden and
  overwhelming conviction of the truth of this that he stopped as
  suddenly as if the chasm had opened before him。  No!  It was the
  truth。  If he were to disappear forever in the darkness of the
  Christmas night there was none to feel his loss。  His wife would
  take care of Mamie; his son would take care of himself; as he had
  beforerelieved of even the scant paternal authority he rebelled
  against。  A more imaginative man than Mulrady would have combated
  or have followed out this idea; and then dismissed it; to the
  millionaire's matter…of…fact mind it was a deduction that; having
  once presented itself to his perception; was already a recognized
  fact。  For the first time in his life he felt a sudden instinct of
  something like aversion towards his family; a feeling that even his
  son's dissipation and criminality had never provoked。  He hurried
  on angrily through the darkness。
  It was very strange; the old house should be almost before him now;
  across the hollow; yet there were no indications of light!  It was
  not until he actually reached the garden fence; and the black bulk
  of shadow rose out against the sky; that he saw a faint ray of
  light from one of the lean…to windows。  He went to the front door
  and knocked。  After waiting in vain for a reply; he knocked again。
  The second knock proving equally futile; he tried the door; it was
  unlocked; and; pushing it open; he walked in。  The narrow passage
  was quite dark; but from his knowledge of the house he knew the
  〃lean…to〃 was next to the kitchen; and; passing through the dining…
  room into it; he opened the door of the little room from which the
  light proceeded。  It came from a single candle on a small table;
  and beside it; with his eyes moodily fixed on the dying embers of
  the fire; sat old Slinn。  There was no other light nor another
  human being in the whole house。
  For the instant Mulrady; forgetting his own feelings in the mute
  picture of the utter desolation of the helpless man; remained
  speechless on the threshold。  Then; recalling himself; he stepped
  forward and laid his hand gayly on the bowed shoulders。
  〃Rouse up out o' this; old man!  Come! this won't do。  Look!  I've
  run over here in the rain; jist to have a sociable time with you
  all。〃
  〃I knew it;〃 said the old man; without looking up; 〃I knew you'd
  come。〃
  〃You knew I'd come?〃 echoed Mulrady; with an uneasy return of the
  strange feeling of awe with which he regarded Slinn's abstraction。
  〃Yes; you were alonelike myselfall alone!〃
  〃Then; why in thunder didn't you open the door or sing out just
  now?〃 he said; with an affected brusquerie to cover his uneasiness。
  〃Where's your daughters?〃
  〃Gone to Rough…and…Ready to a party。〃
  〃And your son?〃
  〃He never comes here when he can amuse himself elsewhere。〃
  〃Your children might have stayed home on Christmas Eve。〃
  〃So might yours。〃
  He didn't say this impatiently; but with a certain abstracted
  conviction far beyond any suggestion of its being a retort。
  Mulrady did not appear to notice it。
  〃Well; I don't see why us old folks can't enjoy ourselves without
  them;〃 said Mulrady; with affected cheerfulness。  〃Let's have a
  good time; you and me。  Let's seeyou haven't any one you can send
  to my house; hev you?〃
  〃They took the servant with them;〃 said Slinn; briefly。  〃There is
  no one here。〃
  〃All right;〃 said the millionaire; briskly。  〃I'll go myself。  Do
  you think you can manage to light up a little more; and build a
  fire in the kitchen while I'm gone?  It used to be mighty
  comfortable in the old times。〃
  He helped the old man to rise from his chair; and seemed to have
  infused into him some of his own energy。  He then added; 〃Now;
  don't you get yourself down again into that chair until I come
  back;〃 and darted out into the night once more。
  In a quarter of an hour he returned with a bag on his broad
  shoulders; which one of his porters would have shrunk from lifting;
  and laid it before the blazing hearth of the now lighted kitchen。
  〃It's something the old woman got for her party; that didn't come
  off;〃 he said; apologetically。  〃I reckon we can pick out enough
  for a spread。  That darned Chinaman wouldn't come with me;〃 he
  added; with a laugh; 〃because; he said; he'd knocked off work
  'allee same; Mellican man!'  Look here; Slinn;〃 he said; with a
  sudden decisiveness; 〃my pay…roll of the men around here don't run
  short of a hundred and fifty dollars a day; and yet I couldn't get
  a hand to help me bring this truck over for my Christmas dinner。〃
  〃Of course;〃 said Slinn; gloomily。
  〃Of course; so it oughter be;〃 returned Mulrady; shortly。  〃Why;
  it's only their one day out of 364; and I can have 363 days off; as
  I am their boss。  I don't mind a man's being independent;〃 he
  continued; taking off his coat and beginning to unpack his sacka
  common 〃gunny bag〃used for potatoes。  〃We're independent
  ourselves; ain't we; Slinn?〃
  His good spirits; which had been at first labored and affected; had
  become natural。  Slinn; looking at his brightened eye and fresher
  color; could not help thinking he was more like his own real self
  at this moment than in his counting…house and officeswith all his
  simplicity as a capitalist。  A less abstracted and more observant
  critic than Slinn would have seen in this patient aptitude for real
  work; and the recognition of the force of petty detail; the
  dominance of the old market…gardener in his former humble; as well
  as his later more ambitious; successes。
  〃Heaven keep us from being dependent upon our children!〃 said
  Slinn; darkly。
  〃Let the young ones alone to…night; we can get along without them;
  as they can without us;〃 said Mulrady; with a slight twinge as he
  thought of his reflections on the hillside。  〃But look here;
  there's some champagne and them sweet cordials that women like;
  there's jellies and such like stuff; about as good as they make
  'em; I reckon; and preserves; and tongues; and spiced beeftake
  your pick!  Stop; let's spread them out。〃  He dragged the table to
  the middle of the floor; and piled the provisions upon it。  They
  certainly were not deficient in quality or quantity。  〃Now; Slinn;
  wade in。〃
  〃I don't feel hungry;〃 said the invalid; who had lapsed again into
  a chair before the fire。
  〃No more do I;〃 said Mulrady; 〃but I reckon it's the right thing to
  do about this time。  Some folks think they can't be happy without
  they're getting outside o' suthin'; and my directors down at
  'Frisco can't do any business without a dinner。  Take some
  champagne; to begin with。〃
  He opened a bottle; and filled two tumblers。  〃It's past twelve
  o'clock; old man; so here's a merry Christmas to you; and both of
  us ez is here。  And here's another to our familiesez isn't。〃
  They both drank their wine stolidly。  The rain beat against the
  windows sharply; but without the hollow echoes of the house on the
  hill。  〃I must write to the old woman and Mamie; and say that you
  and me had a high old time on Christmas Eve。〃
  〃By ourselves;〃 added the invalid。
  Mr。 Mulrady coughed。  〃Nat'rallyby ourselves。  And her
  provisions;〃 he added; with a laugh。  〃We're really beholden to HER
  for 'em。  If she hadn't thought of having them〃
  〃For somebody else; you wouldn't have had themwould you?〃 said
  Slinn; slowly; gazing at the fire。
  〃No;〃 said Mulrady; dubiously。