第 7 节
作者:卡车      更新:2021-02-21 10:46      字数:9322
  child; it was with the humorous tolerance of an admiring superior;
  and not the didactic impulse of a guardian。  She did not say this;
  nor did her pretty eyes indicate it; as in the instance of her
  brief anger with Slinn。  She only said gently;
  〃I should have thought you; of all men; would have been particular
  about your wife doing the proper thing。  But never mind!  Don't let
  us talk any more about it。  Perhaps as it seems such a great thing
  to you; and so much trouble; there may be no necessity for it at
  all。〃
  I do not think that the young lady deliberately planned this
  charmingly illogical deduction from Don Caesar's speech; or that
  she calculated its effect upon him; but it was part of her nature
  to say it; and profit by it。  Under the unjust lash of it; his
  pride gave way。
  〃Ah; do you not see why I wish to go with you?〃 he said; with
  sudden and unexpected passion。  〃You are beautiful; you are good;
  it has pleased Heaven to make you rich also; but you are a child in
  experience; and know not your own heart。  With your beauty; your
  goodness; and your wealth; you will attract all to youas you do
  herebecause you cannot help it。  But you will be equally
  helpless; little one; if THEY should attract YOU; and you had no
  tie to fall back upon。〃
  It was an unfortunate speech。  The words were Don Caesar's; but the
  thought she had heard before from her mother; although the
  deduction had been of a very different kind。  Mamie followed the
  speaker with bright but visionary eyes。  There must be some truth
  in all this。  Her mother had said it; Mr。 Slinn had laughingly
  admitted it。  She HAD a brilliant future before her!  Was she right
  in making it impossible by a rash and foolish tie?  He himself had
  said she was inexperienced。  She knew it; and yet; what was he
  doing now but taking advantage of that inexperience?  If he really
  loved her; he would be willing to submit to the test。  She did not
  ask a similar one from him; and was willing; if she came out of it
  free; to marry him just the same。  There was something so noble in
  this thought that she felt for a moment carried away by an impulse
  of compassionate unselfishness; and smiled tenderly as she looked
  up in his face。
  〃Then you consent; Mamie?〃 he said; eagerly; passing his arm around
  her waist。
  〃Not now; Caesar;〃 she said; gently disengaging herself。  〃I must
  think it over; we are both too young to act upon it rashly; it
  would be unfair to you; who are so quiet and have seen so few
  girlsI mean Americansto tie yourself to the first one you have
  known。  When I am gone you will go more into the world。  There are
  Mr。 Slinn's two sisters coming hereI shouldn't wonder if they
  were far cleverer and talked far better than I doand think how I
  should feel if I knew that only a wretched pledge to me kept you
  from loving them!〃  She stopped; and cast down her eyes。
  It was her first attempt at coquetry; for; in her usual charming
  selfishness; she was perfectly frank and open; and it might not
  have been her last; but she had gone too far at first; and was not
  prepared for a recoil of her own argument。
  〃If you admit that it is possiblethat it is possible to you!〃 he
  said; quickly。
  She saw her mistake。  〃We may not have many opportunities to meet
  alone;〃 she answered; quietly; 〃and I am sure we would be happier
  when we meet not to accuse each other of impossibilities。  Let us
  rather see how we can communicate together; if anything should
  prevent our meeting。  Remember; it was only by chance that you were
  able to see me now。  If ma has believed that she ought to have been
  consulted; our meeting together in this secret way will only make
  matters worse。  She is even now wondering where I am; and may be
  suspicious。  I must go back at once。  At any moment some one may
  come here looking for me。〃
  〃But I have so much to say;〃 he pleaded。  〃Our time has been so
  short。〃
  〃You can write。〃
  〃But what will your mother think of that?〃 he said; in grave
  astonishment。
  She colored again as she returned; quickly; 〃Of course; you must
  not write to the house。  You can leave a letter somewhere for me
  say; somewhere about here。  Stop!〃 she added; with a sudden girlish
  gayety; 〃see; here's the very place。  Look there!〃
  She pointed to the decayed trunk of a blasted sycamore; a few feet
  from the trail。  A cavity; breast high; half filled with skeleton
  leaves and pine…nuts; showed that it had formerly been a squirrel's
  hoard; but for some reason had been deserted。
  〃Look! it's a regular letter…box;〃 she continued; gayly; rising on
  tip…toe to peep into its recesses。  Don Caesar looked at her
  admiringly; it seemed like a return to their first idyllic love…
  making in the old days; when she used to steal out of the cabbage
  rows in her brown linen apron and sun…bonnet to walk with him in
  the woods。  He recalled the fact to her with the fatality of a
  lover already seeking to restore in past recollections something
  that was wanting in the present。  She received it with the
  impatience of youth; to whom the present is all sufficient。
  〃I wonder how you could ever have cared for me in that holland
  apron;〃 she said; looking down upon her new dress。
  〃Shall I tell you why?〃 he said; fondly; passing his arm around her
  waist; and drawing her pretty head nearer his shoulder。
  〃Nonot now!〃 she said; laughingly; but struggling to free
  herself。  〃There's not time。  Write it; and put it in the box。
  There;〃 she added; hastily; 〃listen!what's that?〃
  〃It's only a squirrel;〃 he whispered reassuringly in her ear。
  〃No; it's somebody coming!  I must go!  Please!  Caesar; dear!
  There; then〃
  She met his kiss half…way; released herself with a lithe movement
  of her wrist and shoulder; and the next moment seemed to slip into
  the woods; and was gone。
  Don Caesar listened with a sigh as the last rustling ceased; cast a
  look at the decayed tree as if to fix it in his memory; and then
  slowly retraced his steps towards his tethered mustang。
  He was right; however; in his surmise of the cause of that
  interruption。  A pair of bright eyes had been watching them from
  the bough of an adjacent tree。  It was a squirrel; who; having had
  serious and prior intentions of making use of the cavity they had
  discovered; had only withheld examination by an apparent courteous
  discretion towards the intruding pair。  Now that they were gone he
  slipped down the tree and ran towards the decayed stump。
  CHAPTER III
  Apparently dissatisfied with the result of an investigation; which
  proved that the cavity was unfit as a treasure hoard for a discreet
  squirrel; whatever its value as a receptacle for the love…tokens of
  incautious humanity; the little animal at once set about to put
  things in order。  He began by whisking out an immense quantity of
  dead leaves; disturbed a family of tree…spiders; dissipated a drove
  of patient aphides browsing in the bark; as well as their attendant
  dairymen; the ants; and otherwise ruled it with the high hand of
  dispossession and a contemptuous opinion of the previous
  incumbents。  It must not be supposed; however; that his proceedings
  were altogether free from contemporaneous criticism; a venerable
  crow sitting on a branch above him displayed great interest in his
  occupation; and; hopping down a few moments afterwards; disposed of
  some worm…eaten nuts; a few larvae; and an insect or two; with
  languid dignity and without prejudice。  Certain incumbrances;
  however; still resisted the squirrel's general eviction; among them
  a folded square of paper with sharply defined edges; that declined
  investigation; and; owing to a nauseous smell of tobacco; escaped
  nibbling as it had apparently escaped insect ravages。  This; owing
  to its sharp angles; which persisted in catching in the soft
  decaying wood in his whirlwind of house…cleaning; he allowed to
  remain。  Having thus; in a general way; prepared for the coming
  winter; the self…satisfied little rodent dismissed the subject from
  his active mind。
  His rage and indignation a few days later may be readily conceived;
  when he found; on returning to his new…made home; another square of
  paper; folded like the first; but much fresher and whiter; lying
  within the cavity; on top of some moss which had evidently been
  placed there for the purpose。  This he felt was really more than he
  could bear; but it was smaller; and with a few energetic kicks and
  whisks of his tail he managed to finally dislodge it through the
  opening; where it fell ignominiously to the earth。  The eager eyes
  of the ever…attendant crow; however; instantly detected it; he flew
  to the ground; and; turning it over; examined it gravely。  It was
  certainly not edible; but it was exceedingly rare; and; as an old
  collector of curios; he felt he could not pass it by。  He lifted it
  in his beak; and; with a desperate struggle against the
  superincumbent weight; regained the branch with his prize。  Here;
  by one of those delicious vagaries of animal nature; he apparently
  at once discharged his mind of the whole affair; became utterly
  oblivious of it; allowed it to drop without the least concern; and
  eventually flew away with an abstracted air; as if he had been
  another bird entirely。  The pap