第 7 节
作者:美丽心点      更新:2021-02-20 16:50      字数:9322
  grief and close contraction of himself; to turn away from reason; but he that sins through lust; being overcome by pleasure; doth in his very sin bewray a more impotent; and unmanlike disposition。  Well then and like a philosopher doth he say; that he of the two is the more to be condemned; that sins with pleasure; than he that sins with grief。  For indeed this latter may seem first to have been wronged; and so in some manner through grief thereof to have been forced to be angry; whereas he who through lust doth commit anything; did of himself merely resolve upon that action。
  VIII。  Whatsoever thou dost affect; whatsoever thou dost project; so do; and so project all; as one who; for aught thou knowest; may at this very present depart out of this life。 And as for death; if there be any gods; it is no grievous thing to leave the society of men。  The gods will do thee no hurt; thou mayest be sure。  But if it be so that there be no gods; or that they take no care of the world; why should I desire to live in a world void of gods; and of all divine providence? But gods there be certainly; and they take care for the world; and as for those things which be truly evil; as vice and。 wickedness; such things they have put in a man s own power; that he might avoid them if he would:  and had there been anything besides that had been truly bad and evil; they would have had a care of that also; that a man might have avoided it。 But why should that be thought to hurt and prejudice a man's life in this world; which cannot any ways make man himself the better; or the worse in his own person?  Neither must we think that the nature of the universe did either through ignorance pass these things; or if not as ignorant of them; yet as unable either to prevent; or better to order and dispose them。 It cannot be that she through want either of power or skill; should have committed such a thing; so as to suffer all things both good and bad; equally and promiscuously; to happen unto all both good and bad。  As for life therefore; and death; honour and dishonour; labour and pleasure; riches and poverty; all these things happen unto men indeed; both good and bad; equally; but as things which of themselves are neither good nor bad; because of themselves; neither shameful nor praiseworthy。
  IX。  Consider how quickly all things are dissolved and resolved: the bodies and substances themselves; into the matter and substance of the world:  and their memories into the general age and time of the world。  Consider the nature of all worldly sensible things; of those especially; which either ensnare by pleasure; or for their irksomeness are dreadful; or for their outward lustre and show are in great esteem and request; how vile and contemptible; how base and corruptible; how destitute of all true life and being they are。
  X。 It is the part of a man endowed with a good understanding faculty; to consider what they themselves are in very deed; from whose bare conceits and voices; honour and credit do proceed: as also what it is to die; and how if a man shall consider this by itself alone; to die; and separate from it in his mind all those things which with it usually represent themselves unto us; he can conceive of it no otherwise; than as of a work of nature; and he that fears any work of nature; is a very child。  Now death; it is not only a work of nature; but also conducing to nature。
  XI。  Consider with thyself how man; and by what part of his; is joined unto God; and how that part of man is affected; when it is said to be diffused。  There is nothing more wretched than that soul; which in a kind of circuit compasseth all things; searching (as he saith) even the very depths of the earth; and by all signs and conjectures prying into the very thoughts of other men's souls; and yet of this; is not sensible; that it is sufficient for a man to apply himself wholly; and to confine all his thoughts and cares to the tendance of that spirit which is within him; and truly and really to serve him。 His service doth consist in this; that a man keep himself pure from all violent passion and evil affection; from all rashness and vanity; and from all manner of discontent; either in regard of the gods or men。 For indeed whatsoever proceeds from the gods; deserves respect for their worth and excellency; and whatsoever proceeds from men; as they are our kinsmen; should by us be entertained; with love; always; sometimes; as proceeding from their ignorance; of that which is truly good and bad; (a blindness no less; than that by which we are not able to discern between white and black:) with a kind of pity and compassion also。
  XII。  If thou shouldst live three thousand; or as many as ten thousands of years; yet remember this; that man can part with no life properly; save with that little part of life; which he now lives:  and that which he lives; is no other; than that which at every instant he parts with。  That then which is longest of duration; and that which is shortest; come both to one effect。  For although in regard of that which is already past there may be some inequality; yet that time which is now present and in being; is equal unto all men。 And that being it which we part with whensoever we die; it doth manifestly appear; that it can be but a moment of time; that we then part with。  For as for that which is either past or to come; a man cannot be said properly to part with it。 For how should a man part with that which he hath not? These two things therefore thou must remember。 First; that all things in the world from all eternity; by a perpetual revolution of the same times and things ever continued and renewed; are of one kind and nature; so that whether for a hundred or two hundred years only; or for an infinite space of time; a man see those things which are still the same; it can be no matter of great moment。 And secondly; that that life which any the longest liver; or the shortest liver parts with; is for length and duration the very same; for that only which is present; is that; which either of them can lose; as being that only which they have; for that which he hath not; no man can truly be said to lose。
  XIII。  Remember that all is but opinion and conceit; for those things are plain and apparent; which were spoken unto Monimus the Cynic; and as plain and apparent is the use that may be made of those things; if that which is true and serious in them; be received as well as that which is sweet and pleasing。
  XIV。  A man's soul doth wrong and disrespect itself first and especially; when as much as in itself lies it becomes an aposteme; and as it were an excrescency of the world; for to be grieved and displeased with anything that happens in the world; is direct apostacy from the nature of the universe; part of which; all particular natures of the world; are。 Secondly; when she either is averse from any man; or led by contrary desires or affections; tending to his hurt and prejudice; such as are the souls of them that are angry。 Thirdly; when she is overcome by any pleasure or pain。 Fourthly; when she doth dissemble; and covertly and falsely either doth or saith anything。  Fifthly; when she doth either affect or endeavour anything to no certain end; but rashly and without due ratiocination and consideration; how consequent or inconsequent it is to the common end。  For even the least things ought not to be done; without relation unto the end; and the end of the reasonable creatures is; to follow and obey him; who is the reason as it were; and the law of this great city; and ancient commonwealth。  XV。  The time of a man's life is as a point; the substance of it ever flowing; the sense obscure; and the whole composition of the body tending to corruption。 His soul is restless; fortune uncertain; and fame doubtful; to be brief; as a stream so are all things belonging to the body; as a dream; or as a smoke; so are all that belong unto the soul。  Our life is a warfare; and a mere pilgrimage。 Fame after life is no better than oblivion。  What is it then that will adhere and follow?  Only one thing; philosophy。 And philosophy doth consist in this; for a man to preserve that spirit which is within him; from all manner of contumelies and injuries; and above all pains or pleasures; never to do anything either rashly; or feignedly; or hypocritically: wholly to depend from himself and his own proper actions: all things that happen unto him to embrace contentedly; as coming from Him from whom he himself also came; and above all things; with all meekness and a calm cheerfulness; to expect death; as being nothing else but the resolution of those elements; of which every creature is composed。 And if the elements themselves suffer nothing by this their perpetual conversion of one into another; that dissolution; and alteration; which is so common unto all; why should it be feared by any?  Is not this according to nature? But nothing that is according to nature can be evil。 whilst I was at Carnuntzim。
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  THE THIRD BOOK
  I。 A man must not only consider how daily his life wasteth and decreaseth; but this also; that if he live long; he cannot be certain; whether his understanding shall continue so able and sufficient; for either discreet consideration; in matter of