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作者:点绛唇      更新:2021-02-20 16:44      字数:9322
  thoughts must have exaggerated and enlarged everything; he said。
  It   seemed;   then;   that   there   was   bitter   justice   in   the   speeches   of   the
  gaunt and bronzed vet…   erans。          He   veiled   a glance   of disdain   at   his   fel…
  lows   who strewed the  ground;   choking   with dust;  red   from  perspiration;
  misty…eyed; disheveled。
  They   were   gulping   at   their   canteens;   fierce   to   wring   every   mite   of
  water from them; and they polished at their swollen and watery features
  with coat sleeves and bunches of grass。
  However; to the youth there was a consider… able joy in musing upon
  his   performances   during   the   charge。       He   had   had   very   little   time   pre…
  viously     in  which    to  appreciate    himself;    so  that   there   was   now    much
  satisfaction in quietly think… ing of his actions。            He recalled bits of color
  that   in   the   flurry   had   stamped   themselves   unawares   upon   his   engaged
  senses。
  As the regiment lay  heaving from its hot   exer… tions the officer  who
  had named them as mule drivers came galloping along the line。                       He had
  lost his cap。     His tousled hair streamed wildly; and his face was dark with
  vexation and wrath。 His temper was displayed with more clearness by the
  way in which he managed his horse。              He jerked and wrenched savagely at
  his bridle; stop… ping the hard…breathing animal with a furious pull near the
  colonel of the regiment。         He im… mediately exploded in reproaches which
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  came unbidden to the ears of the men。               They were suddenly alert; being
  always curious about black words between officers。
  〃Oh;    thunder;    MacChesnay;       what    an  awful    bull  you   made    of   this
  thing!〃   began   the   officer。   He   attempted   low   tones;   but   his   indignation
  caused   certain   of   the   men   to   learn   the   sense   of   his   words。 〃What   an
  awful mess you made! Good Lord;  man; you stopped about a hun… dred
  feet this side of a very pretty success!           If your men had gone a hundred
  feet farther you would have made a great charge; but as it is what a lot of
  mud diggers you've got any… way!〃
  The   men;   listening   with   bated   breath;   now   turned   their   curious   eyes
  upon the colonel。 They had a ragamuffin interest in this affair。
  The colonel was seen to straighten his form and put one hand forth in
  oratorical fashion。 He wore an injured air; it was as if a deacon had been
  accused of stealing。       The men were wiggling in an ecstasy of excitement。
  But of a sudden the colonel's manner changed from that of a deacon to
  that of a Frenchman。 He shrugged his shoulders。                 〃Oh; well; general; we
  went as far as we could;〃 he said calmly。
  〃As far as you could?         Did you; b'Gawd?〃 snorted the other。             〃Well;
  that wasn't very far; was it?〃 he added; with a glance of cold con… tempt
  into the other's eyes。      〃Not very far; I think。       You were intended to make
  a diversion in favor of Whiterside。            How well you succeeded your own
  ears can now tell you。〃        He wheeled his horse and rode stiffly away。
  The colonel; bidden to hear the jarring noises of an engagement in the
  woods to the left; broke out in vague damnations。
  The   lieutenant;  who had listened   with   an   air of   impotent   rage   to   the
  interview;   spoke   suddenly   in   firm   and   undaunted   tones。        〃I   don't   care
  what a man iswhether he is a general or whatif he says th' boys didn't
  put up a good fight out there he's a damned fool。〃
  〃Lieutenant;〃 began the colonel; severely; 〃this is my own affair; and
  I'll trouble you〃
  The lieutenant made an obedient gesture。 〃All right; colonel; all right;〃
  he said。    He sat down with an air of being content with him… self。
  The news that the regiment had been re… proached went along the line。
  For    a  time    the  men    were    bewildered     by   it。  〃Good      thunder!〃     they
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  ejaculated; staring at the vanishing form of the general。                    They conceived
  it to be a huge mistake。
  Presently; however; they began to believe that in truth their efforts had
  been   called   light。     The  youth   could   see  this conviction   weigh   upon   the
  entire   regiment   until   the   men   were   like   cuffed   and   cursed   animals;   but
  withal rebellious。
  The friend; with a grievance in his eye; went to the youth。                     〃I wonder
  what   he   does   want;〃   he   said。      〃He   must   think   we   went   out   there   an'
  played marbles!         I never see sech a man!〃
  The     youth    developed      a  tranquil    philosophy      for   these   moments       of
  irritation。     〃Oh; well;〃 he rejoined; 〃he probably didn't see nothing of it at
  all   and   got   mad   as   blazes;   and   concluded   we   were   a   lot   of   sheep;   just
  because   we      didn't   do   what   he    wanted   done。      It's   a   pity   old  Grandpa
  Hender…   son   got   killed   yestirdayhe'd   have   known   that   we   did   our   best
  and fought good。          It's just our awful luck; that's what。〃
  〃I   should     say   so;〃   replied    the   friend。    He     seemed      to  be   deeply
  wounded at an injustice。 〃I should say we did have awful luck!                          There's
  no fun in fightin' fer people when everything yeh dono matter whatain't
  done right。       I have a notion t' stay behind next time an' let 'em take their
  ol' charge an' go t' th' devil with it。〃
  The youth spoke soothingly to his comrade。 〃Well; we both did good。
  I'd like to see the fool what'd say we both didn't do as good as we could!〃
  〃Of   course   we   did;〃   declared   the   friend   stoutly。       〃An'   I'd   break   th'
  feller's neck if he was as big as a church。              But we're all right; anyhow; for
  I heard one feller say that we two fit th' best in th' reg'ment; an' they had a
  great argument 'bout it。           Another feller; 'a course; he had t' up an' say it
  was   a   liehe   seen   all   what   was   goin'   on   an'   he   never   seen   us   from   th'
  beginnin' t' th' end。       An' a lot more struck in an' ses it wasn't a liewe did
  fight   like   thunder;   an'  they  give   us   quite   a   send…off。    But   this   is   what   I
  can't standthese everlastin' ol' soldiers; titterin' an' laughin'; an' then that
  general; he's crazy。〃
  The   youth   exclaimed   with   sudden   exaspera…   tion:   〃He's   a   lunkhead!
  He   makes   me   mad。   I   wish   he'd   come   along   next   time。        We'd   show   'im
  what〃
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  He ceased because several men had come hurrying up。                         Their faces
  expressed a bringing of great news。
  〃O Flem; yeh jest oughta heard!〃 cried one; eagerly。
  〃Heard what?〃 said the youth。
  〃Yeh jest oughta heard!〃 repeated the other; and he arranged himself to
  tell his tidings。     The others made an excited circle。             〃Well; sir; th' colonel
  met your lieutenant right by usit was damnedest thing I ever heardan'
  he ses: 'Ahem! ahem!' he ses。             'Mr。 Hasbrouck!' he ses; 'by th' way; who
  was that lad what carried th' flag?' he ses。               There; Flemin'; what d' yeh
  think   'a   that?   'Who   was   th'   lad   what   carried   th'   flag?'   he   ses;   an'   th'
  lieutenant; he speaks up right away: 'That's Flemin'; an' he's a jimhickey;'
  he ses; right away。        What?       I say he did。      'A jim… hickey;' he sesthose
  'r his words。      He did; too。 I say he did。           If you kin tell this story better
  than   I   kin;   go   ahead   an'   tell   it。 Well;   then;   keep   yer   mouth   shet。  Th'
  lieutenant; he ses: 'He's a jimhickey;' an' th' colonel; he ses: 'Ahem! ahem!
  he is; indeed; a very good man t' have; ahem!                 He kep' th' flag 'way t' th'
  front。    I   saw   'im。   He's   a   good   un;'   ses   th'   colonel。  'You   bet;'   ses   th'
  lieu… tenant; 'he an' a feller named Wilson was at th' head 'a th' charge; an'
  howlin' like Indians all th' time;' he ses。            'Head 'a th' charge all th' time;'
  he ses。     'A feller named Wilson;' he ses。            There; Wilson; m'boy; put that
  in a letter an' send it hum t' yer mother; hay?               'A feller named Wil… son;'
  he ses。     An' th' colonel; he