第 11 节
作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-20 15:53      字数:9322
  friends;   the   Vedders;   and   turned   my   face   again   to   the   open   country。   It
  began as quietly as any Sabbath morning of my life; but what an end it had!
  I  would    have   travelled  a  thousand    miles  for  the  adventures    which   a
  bounteous road that day spilled carelessly into my willing hands。
  I   can   give   no   adequate   reason   why   it   should   be   so;   but   there   are
  Sunday mornings in the springat least in our country which seem to put
  on; like a Sabbath garment; an atmosphere of divine quietude。 Warm; soft;
  clear; but; above all; immeasurably serene。
  Such was that Sunday morning; and I was no sooner well afoot than I
  yielded to the ingratiating mood of the day。 Usually I am an active walker;
  loving the sense of quick motion and the stir it imparts to both body and
  mind; but that morning I found myself loitering; looking widely about me;
  and enjoying the lesser and quieter aspects of nature。 It was a fine wooded
  country in which I found myself; and I soon struck off the beaten road and
  took to the forest and the fields。 In places the ground was almost covered
  with meadow…rue; like green shadows on the hillsides; not yet in seed; but
  richly   umbrageous。   In   the   long   green   grass   of   the   meadows   shone   the
  yellow star…flowers; and the sweet…flags were blooming along the marshy
  edges of the ponds。 The violets had disappeared; but they were succeeded
  by wild geraniums and rank…growing vetches。
  I remember that I kept thinking from time to time; all the forenoon; as
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  my mind went back swiftly and warmly to the two fine friends from whom
  I had so recently parted:
  How  the Vedders   would   enjoy  this!   Or;  I   must   tell   the Vedders   that。
  And   two   or   three   times   I   found   myself   in   animated   conversations   with
  them   in   which   I   generously   supplied   all   three   parts。   It   may   be   true   for
  some natures; as Leonardo said; that 〃if you are alone you belong wholly
  to yourself; if you have a companion; you belong only half to yourself〃;
  but   it   is   certainly   not   so   with   me。   With   me   friendship   never   divides:   it
  multiplies。 A friend always makes   me   more than I am; better than I   am;
  bigger I am。 We two make four; or fifteen; or forty。
  Well;   I   loitered   through   the   fields   and   woods   for   a   long   time   that
  Sunday forenoon; not knowing in the least that Chance held me close by
  the    hand    and   was    leading    me   onward      to  great   events。    I  knew;    of
  course;that I had yet to find a place for the night; and that this might be
  difficult   on   Sunday;   and   yet   I   spent   that   forenoon   as   a   man   spends   his
  immortal youthwith a glorious disregard for the future。
  Some time after noonfor the sun was high and the day was growing
  much warmer I turned from the road; climbed an inviting little hill; and
  chose a spot in an old meadow in the shade of an apple tree;and there I lay
  down on the grass; and looked up into the dusky shadows of the branches
  above me。 I could feel the soft airs on my face; I could hear the buzzing of
  bees in the meadow flowers; and by turning my head just a little I could
  see the slow fleecy clouds; high up; drifting across the perfect blue of the
  sky。 And the scent of the fields in spring!he who has known it; even once;
  may indeed die happy。
  Men     worship     God    in  various    ways:    seemed     to  me    that   Sabbath
  morning; as I lay quietly there in the warm silence of midday; that I was
  truly    worshipping      God。    That    Sunday     morning      everything     about    me
  seemed      somehow      to   be  a  miracle;a    miracle    gratefully    accepted    and
  explainable only by the presence of God。 There was another strange; deep
  feeling which I had that morning; which I have had a few other times in
  my life at the rare heights of experienceI hesitate always when I try to
  put    down      the   deep;    deep    things     of   the   human      hearta    feeling
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  immeasurably real; that if I should turn my head quickly I should indeed
  SEE that Immanent Presence。 。 。 。
  One of the few birds I know that sings through the long midday is the
  vireo。 The vireo sings when otherwise the woods are still。 You do not see
  him; you   cannot find   him; but   you know  he is there。 And   his singing   is
  wild; and shy; and mystical。 Often it haunts you like the memory of some
  former happiness。 That day I heard the vireo singing。 。 。 。
  I don't know how long I lay there under the tree in the meadow; but
  presently   I   heard;   from   no   great   distance;   the   sound   of   a   church…bell。   It
  was ringing for the afternoon service which among the farmers of this part
  of   the   country   often   takes   the   place;   in   summer;   of   both   morning   and
  evening services。
  〃I   believe    I'll  go;〃  I  said;  thinking    first  of  all;  I  confess;   of  the
  interesting people I might meet there。
  But    when     I  sat  up   and   looked     about   me    the   desire   faded;   and
  rummaging in my bag I came across my tin whistle。 Immediately I began
  practising a tune called 〃Sweet Afton;〃 which I had learned when a boy;
  and; as I played; my mood changed swiftly; and I began to smile at myself
  as a tragically  serious person; and to think   of pat phrases   with which to
  characterize      the  execrableness      of  my   attempts     upon   the   tin  whistle。   I
  should have liked some one near to joke with。
  Long ago I made a motto about boys: Look for a boy anywhere。 Never
  be surprised when you shake a cherry tree if a boy drops out of it; never be
  disturbed when you think yourself in complete solitude if you discover a
  boy peering out at you from a fence corner。
  I had not been playing long before I saw two boys looking at me from
  out of a thicket by the roadside; and a moment later two others appeared。
  Instantly I switched into 〃Marching Through Georgia;〃 and began to
  nod   my   head   and   tap   my   toe   in   the   liveliest   fashion。   Presently   one   boy
  climbed up on the   fence;   then   another;  then   a   third。  I   continued   to   play。
  The fourth boy; a little chap; ventured to climb up on the fence。
  They were bright…faced; tow…headed lads; all in Sunday clothes。
  〃It's   hard   luck;〃   said   I;   taking   my  whistle   from   my   lips;   〃to   have   to
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  wear shoes and stockings on a warm Sunday like this。〃
  〃You bet it is!〃 said the bold leader。
  〃In that case;〃 said I; 〃I will play 'Yankee Doodle。'〃
  I played。 All the boys; including the little chap; came up around me;
  and two of them sat down quite familiarly on the grass。 I never had a more
  devoted      audience。    I  don't   know     what    interesting    event   might    have
  happened   next;   for   the   bold   leader;   who   stood   nearest;   was   becoming
  dangerously       inflated   with   questionsI     don't   know    what    might    have
  happened had we not been interrupted by the appearance of a Spectre in
  Black。 It appeared before us there in the broad daylight in the middle of a
  sunny afternoon while we were playing 〃Yankee Doodle。〃 First I saw the
  top of a black hat rising over the rim of the hill。 This was followed quickly
  by a black tie; a long black coat; black trousers; and; finally; black shoes。 I
  admit   I   was   shaken;   but   being   a   person   of   iron   nerve   in   facing  such
  phenomena; I continued to play 〃Yankee Doodle。〃 In spite of this counter…
  attraction;  toward   which   all   four   boys   turned   uneasy  glances;   I   held   my
  audience。 The Black Spectre; with a black book under its arm; drew nearer。
  Still I continued to play and nod my head and tap my toe。 I felt like some
  modern Pied Piper piping away the children of these modern hillspiping
  them away from older people who could not understand them。
  I could see an accusing look on the Spectre's face。 I don't know what
  put it into my head; and I had no sooner said it I was sorry for my levity;
  but the figure with the sad garments there in the matchless and triumphant
  spring day affected me with a curious; sharp impatience。 Had any one the
  right to look out so dolefully upon such a day and such a scene of simple
  happiness as this? So I took my whistle from my lips and asked:
  〃Is God dead?〃
  I shall never forget the