第 38 节
作者:悟来悟去      更新:2021-02-20 15:46      字数:9322
  Say nay  say nay!〃
  _ Bal_。  The song is English; and I oft have heard it
  In merry England  never so plaintively
  Hist! hist! it comes again!
  _Voice_            〃Is it so strong
  (_more loudly_)    As for to leave me thus
  Who hath loved thee so long
  In wealth and woe among?
  And is thy heart so strong
  As for to leave me thus?
  Say nay  say nay!〃
  _ Bal_。  'Tis hushed and all is still!
  _ Pol_。  All is _not_ still!
  _ Bal_。  Let us go down。
  _ Pol_。  Go down; Baldazzar; go!
  _ Bal_。  The hour is growing late  the Duke awaits use
  Thy presence is expected in the hall
  Below。 What ails thee; Earl Politian?
  _Voice_           〃Who hath loved thee so long
  (_distinctly_)        In wealth and woe among;
  And is thy heart so strong?
  Say nay  say nay!〃
  _ Bal_。  Let us descend!  'tis time。 Politian; give
  These fancies to the wind。 Remember; pray;
  Your bearing lately savored much of rudeness
  Unto the Duke。 Arouse thee! and remember
  _ Pol_。  Remember? I do。 Lead on! I _do_ remember。
  (_going。_)
  Let us descend。 Believe me I would give;
  Freely would give the broad lands of my earldom
  To look upon the face hidden by yon lattice
  〃To gaze upon that veiled face; and hear
  Once more that silent tongue。〃
  _ Bal_。  Let me beg you; sir;
  Descend with me  the Duke may be offended。
  Let us go down; I pray you。
  (_Voice loudly_) _Say nay!  say nay!_
  _ Pol。 (aside)_  'Tis strange!  'tis very strange  methought the
  voice
  Chimed in with my desires; and bade me stay!
  (_approaching the window。_)
  Sweet voice! I heed thee; and will surely stay。
  Now be this Fancy; by Heaven; or be it Fate;
  Still will I not descend。 Baldazzar; make
  Apology unto the Duke for me;
  I go not down to…night。
  _ Bal_。  Your lordship's pleasure
  Shall be attended to。 Good…night; Politian。
  _ Pol_。  Good…night; my friend; good…night。
  IV。
  The gardens of a Palace  Moonlight Lalage and Politian。
  _Lalge_。  And dost thou speak of love
  To me; Politian?  dost thou speak of love
  To Lalage?  ah; woe  ah; woe is me!
  This mockery is most cruel  most cruel indeed!
  _Politian_。  Weep not! oh; sob not thus!  thy bitter tears
  Will madden me。 Oh; mourn not; Lalage
  Be comforted! I know  I know it all;
  And _still_ I speak of love。 Look at me; brightest
  And beautiful Lalage!  turn here thine eyes!
  Thou askest me if I could speak of love;
  Knowing what I know; and seeing what I have seen。
  Thou askest me that  and thus I answer thee
  Thus on my bended knee I answer thee。                    (_kneeling。_)
  Sweet Lalage; _I love thee_  _love thee_  _love thee_;
  Thro' good and ill  thro' weal and wo I _love thee_。
  Not mother; with her first…born on her knee;
  Thrills with intenser love than I for thee。
  Not on God's altar; in any time or clime;
  Burned there a holier fire than burneth now
  Within my spirit for _thee_。 And do I love?                 (_arising。_)
  Even for thy woes I love thee… even for thy woes…
  Thy beauty and thy woes。
  _ Lal_。  Alas; proud Earl;
  Thou dost forget thyself; remembering me!
  How; in thy father's halls; among the maidens
  Pure and reproachless of thy princely line;
  Could the dishonored Lalage abide?
  Thy wife; and with a tainted memory…
  MY seared and blighted name; how would it tally
  With the ancestral honors of thy house;
  And with thy glory?
  _ Pol_。  Speak not to me of glory!
  I hate… I loathe the name; I do abhor
  The unsatisfactory and ideal thing。
  Art thou not Lalage and I Politian?
  Do I not love… art thou not beautiful…
  What need we more? Ha! glory!… now speak not of it。
  By all I hold most sacred and most solemn…
  By all my wishes now… my fears hereafter…
  By all I scorn on earth and hope in heaven…
  There is no deed I would more glory in;
  Than in thy cause to scoff at this same glory
  And trample it under foot。 What matters it…
  What matters it; my fairest; and my best;
  That we go down unhonored and forgotten
  Into the dust… so we descend together。
  Descend together… and then… and then; perchance…
  _ Lal_。  Why dost thou pause; Politian?
  _ Pol_。  And then; perchance
  Arise together; Lalage; and roam
  The starry and quiet dwellings of the blest;
  And still…
  _ Lal_。  Why dost thou pause; Politian?
  _ Pol_。  And still together… together。
  _ Lal_。  Now Earl of Leicester!
  Thou lovest me; and in my heart of hearts
  I feel thou lovest me truly。
  _ Pol_。  Oh; Lalage!
  (_throwing himself upon his knee。_)
  And lovest thou me?
  _ Lal_。  Hist! hush! within the gloom
  Of yonder trees methought a figure passed…
  A spectral figure; solemn; and slow; and noiseless…
  Like the grim shadow Conscience; solemn and noiseless。
  (_walks across and returns。_)
  I was mistaken  'twas but a giant bough
  Stirred by the autumn wind。 Politian!
  _ Pol_。  My Lalage  my love! why art thou moved?
  Why dost thou turn so pale? Not Conscience' self;
  Far less a shadow which thou likenest to it;
  Should shake the firm spirit thus。 But the night wind
  Is chilly  and these melancholy boughs
  Throw over all things a gloom。
  _ Lal_。  Politian!
  Thou speakest to me of love。 Knowest thou the land
  With which all tongues are busy  a land new found
  Miraculously found by one of Genoa
  A thousand leagues within the golden west?
  A fairy land of flowers; and fruit; and sunshine;
  And crystal lakes; and over…arching forests;
  And mountains; around whose towering summits the winds
  Of Heaven untrammelled flow  which air to breathe
  Is Happiness now; and will be Freedom hereafter
  In days that are to come?
  _ Pol_。  O; wilt thou  wilt thou
  Fly to that Paradise  my Lalage; wilt thou
  Fly thither with me? There Care shall be forgotten;
  And Sorrow shall be no more; and Eros be all。
  And life shall then be mine; for I will live
  For thee; and in thine eyes  and thou shalt be
  No more a mourner  but the radiant Joys
  Shall wait upon thee; and the angel Hope
  Attend thee ever; and I will kneel to thee
  And worship thee; and call thee my beloved;
  My own; my beautiful; my love; my wife;
  My all;  oh; wilt thou  wilt thou; Lalage;
  Fly thither with me?
  _ Lal_。  A deed is to be done
  Castiglione lives!
  _ Pol_。  And he shall die!                                (_exit_)
  _ Lal_。 (_after a pause。_)  And… he… shall… die!… alas!
  Castiglione die? Who spoke the words?
  Where am I?… what was it he said?… Politian!
  Thou art not gone… thou are not gone; Politian!
  I feel thou art not gone… yet dare not look;
  Lest I behold thee not; thou couldst not go
  With those words upon thy lips… O; speak to me!
  And let me hear thy voice… one word… one word;
  To say thou art not gone;… one little sentence;
  To say how thou dost scorn… how thou dost hate
  My womanly weakness。 Ha! ha! thou art not gone…
  O speak to me! I knew thou wouldst not go!
  I knew thou wouldst not; couldst not; durst not go。
  Villain; thou art not gone… thou mockest me!
  And thus I clutch thee… thus!… He is gone; he is gone
  Gone… gone。 Where am I?… 'tis well… 'tis very well!
  So that the blade be keen… the blow be sure;
  'Tis well; 'tis very well… alas! alas!
  V。
  The suburbs。 Politian alone。
  _Politian_。  This weakness grows upon me。 I am faint;
  And much I fear me ill… it will not do
  To die ere I have lived!… Stay; stay thy hand;
  O Azrael; yet awhile!… Prince of the Powers
  Of Darkness and the Tomb; O pity me!
  O pity me! let me not perish now;
  In the budding of my Paradisal Hope!
  Give me to live yet… yet a little while:
  'Tis I who pray for life… I who so late
  Demanded but to die!… what sayeth the Count?
  _Enter Baldazzar。_
  _ Baldazzar_。  That knowing no cause of quarrel or of feud
  Between the Earl Politian and himself。
  He doth decline your cartel。
  _ Pol_。  What didst thou say?
  What answer was it you brought me; good Baldazzar?
  With what excessive fragrance the zephyr comes
  Laden from yonder bowers!… a fairer day;
  Or one more worthy Italy; methinks
  No mortal eyes have seen!… what said the Count?
  _ Bal_。  That he; Castiglione' not being aware
  Of any feud existing; or any cause
  Of quarrel between your lordship and himself;
  Cannot accept the challenge。
  _ Pol_。  It is most true
  All this is very true。 When saw you; sir;
  When saw you now; Baldazzar; in the frigid
  Ungenial Britain which we left so lately;
  A heaven so calm as this… so utterly free
  From the evil taint of clouds?… and he did say?
  _ Bal_。  No more; my lord; than I have told you; sir:
  The Count Castiglione will not fight;
  Having no cause for quarrel。
  _ Pol_。  Now this is true…
  All very true。 Thou art my friend; Baldazzar;
  And I have not forgotten it… thou'lt do me
  A piece of service; wilt thou go back and say
  Unto this man; that I; the Earl of Leicester;
  Hold him a villain?… thus much; I prythee; say
  Unto the Count… it is exceeding j