第 13 节
作者:风格1      更新:2021-02-20 15:32      字数:9322
  that the range of the Lozere; sparsely wooded and well enough
  modelled in the flanks; but straight and dull in outline。  There
  was scarce a sign of culture; only about Bleymard; the white high…
  road from Villefort to Mende traversed a range of meadows; set with
  spiry poplars; and sounding from side to side with the bells of
  flocks and herds。
  A NIGHT AMONG THE PINES
  FROM Bleymard after dinner; although it was already late; I set out
  to scale a portion of the Lozere。  An ill…marked stony drove…road
  guided me forward; and I met nearly half…a…dozen bullock…carts
  descending from the woods; each laden with a whole pine…tree for
  the winter's firing。  At the top of the woods; which do not climb
  very high upon this cold ridge; I struck leftward by a path among
  the pines; until I hit on a dell of green turf; where a streamlet
  made a little spout over some stones to serve me for a water…tap。
  'In a more sacred or sequestered bower 。 。 。 nor nymph nor faunus
  haunted。'  The trees were not old; but they grew thickly round the
  glade:  there was no outlook; except north…eastward upon distant
  hill…tops; or straight upward to the sky; and the encampment felt
  secure and private like a room。  By the time I had made my
  arrangements and fed Modestine; the day was already beginning to
  decline。  I buckled myself to the knees into my sack and made a
  hearty meal; and as soon as the sun went down; I pulled my cap over
  my eyes and fell asleep。
  Night is a dead monotonous period under a roof; but in the open
  world it passes lightly; with its stars and dews and perfumes; and
  the hours are marked by changes in the face of Nature。  What seems
  a kind of temporal death to people choked between walls and
  curtains; is only a light and living slumber to the man who sleeps
  afield。  All night long he can hear Nature breathing deeply and
  freely; even as she takes her rest; she turns and smiles; and there
  is one stirring hour unknown to those who dwell in houses; when a
  wakeful influence goes abroad over the sleeping hemisphere; and all
  the outdoor world are on their feet。  It is then that the cock
  first crows; not this time to announce the dawn; but like a
  cheerful watchman speeding the course of night。  Cattle awake on
  the meadows; sheep break their fast on dewy hillsides; and change
  to a new lair among the ferns; and houseless men; who have lain
  down with the fowls; open their dim eyes and behold the beauty of
  the night。
  At what inaudible summons; at what gentle touch of Nature; are all
  these sleepers thus recalled in the same hour to life?  Do the
  stars rain down an influence; or do we share some thrill of mother
  earth below our resting bodies?  Even shepherds and old country…
  folk; who are the deepest read in these arcana; have not a guess as
  to the means or purpose of this nightly resurrection。  Towards two
  in the morning they declare the thing takes place; and neither know
  nor inquire further。  And at least it is a pleasant incident。  We
  are disturbed in our slumber only; like the luxurious Montaigne;
  'that we may the better and more sensibly relish it。'  We have a
  moment to look upon the stars。  And there is a special pleasure for
  some minds in the reflection that we share the impulse with all
  outdoor creatures in our neighbourhood; that we have escaped out of
  the Bastille of civilisation; and are become; for the time being; a
  mere kindly animal and a sheep of Nature's flock。
  When that hour came to me among the pines; I wakened thirsty。  My
  tin was standing by me half full of water。  I emptied it at a
  draught; and feeling broad awake after this internal cold
  aspersion; sat upright to make a cigarette。  The stars were clear;
  coloured; and jewel…like; but not frosty。  A faint silvery vapour
  stood for the Milky Way。  All around me the black fir…points stood
  upright and stock…still。  By the whiteness of the pack…saddle; I
  could see Modestine walking round and round at the length of her
  tether; I could hear her steadily munching at the sward; but there
  was not another sound; save the indescribable quiet talk of the
  runnel over the stones。  I lay lazily smoking and studying the
  colour of the sky; as we call the void of space; from where it
  showed a reddish grey behind the pines to where it showed a glossy
  blue…black between the stars。  As if to be more like a pedlar; I
  wear a silver ring。  This I could see faintly shining as I raised
  or lowered the cigarette; and at each whiff the inside of my hand
  was illuminated; and became for a second the highest light in the
  landscape。
  A faint wind; more like a moving coolness than a stream of air;
  passed down the glade from time to time; so that even in my great
  chamber the air was being renewed all night long。  I thought with
  horror of the inn at Chasserades and the congregated nightcaps;
  with horror of the nocturnal prowesses of clerks and students; of
  hot theatres and pass…keys and close rooms。  I have not often
  enjoyed a more serene possession of myself; nor felt more
  independent of material aids。  The outer world; from which we cower
  into our houses; seemed after all a gentle habitable place; and
  night after night a man's bed; it seemed; was laid and waiting for
  him in the fields; where God keeps an open house。  I thought I had
  rediscovered one of those truths which are revealed to savages and
  hid from political economists:  at the least; I had discovered a
  new pleasure for myself。  And yet even while I was exulting in my
  solitude I became aware of a strange lack。  I wished a companion to
  lie near me in the starlight; silent and not moving; but ever
  within touch。  For there is a fellowship more quiet even than
  solitude; and which; rightly understood; is solitude made perfect。
  And to live out of doors with the woman a man loves is of all lives
  the most complete and free。
  As I thus lay; between content and longing; a faint noise stole
  towards me through the pines。  I thought; at first; it was the
  crowing of cocks or the barking of dogs at some very distant farm;
  but steadily and gradually it took articulate shape in my ears;
  until I became aware that a passenger was going by upon the high…
  road in the valley; and singing loudly as he went。  There was more
  of good…will than grace in his performance; but he trolled with
  ample lungs; and the sound of his voice took hold upon the hillside
  and set the air shaking in the leafy glens。  I have heard people
  passing by night in sleeping cities; some of them sang; one; I
  remember; played loudly on the bagpipes。  I have heard the rattle
  of a cart or carriage spring up suddenly after hours of stillness;
  and pass; for some minutes; within the range of my hearing as I lay
  abed。  There is a romance about all who are abroad in the black
  hours; and with something of a thrill we try to guess their
  business。  But here the romance was double:  first; this glad
  passenger; lit internally with wine; who sent up his voice in music
  through the night; and then I; on the other hand; buckled into my
  sack; and smoking alone in the pine…woods between four and five
  thousand feet towards the stars。
  When I awoke again (Sunday; 29th September); many of the stars had
  disappeared; only the stronger companions of the night still burned
  visibly overhead; and away towards the east I saw a faint haze of
  light upon the horizon; such as had been the Milky Way when I was
  last awake。  Day was at hand。  I lit my lantern; and by its glow…
  worm light put on my boots and gaiters; then I broke up some bread
  for Modestine; filled my can at the water…tap; and lit my spirit…
  lamp to boil myself some chocolate。  The blue darkness lay long in
  the glade where I had so sweetly slumbered; but soon there was a
  broad streak of orange melting into gold along the mountain…tops of
  Vivarais。  A solemn glee possessed my mind at this gradual and
  lovely coming in of day。  I heard the runnel with delight; I looked
  round me for something beautiful and unexpected; but the still
  black pine…trees; the hollow glade; the munching ass; remained
  unchanged in figure。  Nothing had altered but the light; and that;
  indeed; shed over all a spirit of life and of breathing peace; and
  moved me to a strange exhilaration。
  I drank my water…chocolate; which was hot if it was not rich; and
  strolled here and there; and up and down about the glade。  While I
  was thus delaying; a gush of steady wind; as long as a heavy sigh;
  poured direct out of the quarter of the morning。  It was cold; and
  set me sneezing。  The trees near at hand tossed their black plumes
  in its passage; and I could see the thin distant spires of pine
  along the edge of the hill rock slightly to and fro against the
  golden east。  Ten minutes after; the sunlight spread at a gallop
  along the hillside; scattering shadows and sparkle