第 12 节
作者:风格1      更新:2021-02-20 15:32      字数:9322
  At this moment; whilst I was somewhat embarrassed how to answer; in
  came one of the monks; a little brown fellow; as lively as a grig;
  and with an Italian accent; who threw himself at once into the
  contention; but in a milder and more persuasive vein; as befitted
  one of these pleasant brethren。  Look at HIM; he said。  The rule
  was very hard; he would have dearly liked to stay in his own
  country; Italy … it was well known how beautiful it was; the
  beautiful Italy; but then there were no Trappists in Italy; and he
  had a soul to save; and here he was。
  I am afraid I must be at bottom; what a cheerful Indian critic has
  dubbed me; 'a faddling hedonist;' for this description of the
  brother's motives gave me somewhat of a shock。  I should have
  preferred to think he had chosen the life for its own sake; and not
  for ulterior purposes; and this shows how profoundly I was out of
  sympathy with these good Trappists; even when I was doing my best
  to sympathise。  But to the CURE the argument seemed decisive。
  'Hear that!' he cried。  'And I have seen a marquis here; a marquis;
  a marquis' … he repeated the holy word three times over … 'and
  other persons high in society; and generals。  And here; at your
  side; is this gentleman; who has been so many years in armies …
  decorated; an old warrior。  And here he is; ready to dedicate
  himself to God。'
  I was by this time so thoroughly embarrassed that I pled cold feet;
  and made my escape from the apartment。  It was a furious windy
  morning; with a sky much cleared; and long and potent intervals of
  sunshine; and I wandered until dinner in the wild country towards
  the east; sorely staggered and beaten upon by the gale; but
  rewarded with some striking views。
  At dinner the Work of the Propagation of the Faith was recommenced;
  and on this occasion still more distastefully to me。  The priest
  asked me many questions as to the contemptible faith of my fathers;
  and received my replies with a kind of ecclesiastical titter。
  'Your sect;' he said once; 'for I think you will admit it would be
  doing it too much honour to call it a religion。'
  'As you please; monsieur;' said I。  'LA PAROLE EST A VOUS。'
  At length I grew annoyed beyond endurance; and although he was on
  his own ground and; what is more to the purpose; an old man; and so
  holding a claim upon my toleration; I could not avoid a protest
  against this uncivil usage。  He was sadly discountenanced。
  'I assure you。' he said; 'I have no inclination to laugh in my
  heart。  I have no other feeling but interest in your soul。'
  And there ended my conversion。  Honest man! he was no dangerous
  deceiver; but a country parson; full of zeal and faith。  Long may
  he tread Gevaudan with his kilted skirts … a man strong to walk and
  strong to comfort his parishioners in death!  I daresay he would
  beat bravely through a snowstorm where his duty called him; and it
  is not always the most faithful believer who makes the cunningest
  apostle。
  UPPER GEVAUDAN
  (continued)
  The bed was made; the room was fit;
  By punctual eve the stars were lit;
  The air was still; the water ran;
  No need there was for maid or man;
  When we put up; my ass and I;
  At God's green caravanserai。
  OLD PLAY。
  ACROSS THE GOULET
  THE wind fell during dinner; and the sky remained clear; so it was
  under better auspices that I loaded Modestine before the monastery
  gate。  My Irish friend accompanied me so far on the way。  As we
  came through the wood; there was Pere Apollinaire hauling his
  barrow; and he too quitted his labours to go with me for perhaps a
  hundred yards; holding my hand between both of his in front of him。
  I parted first from one and then from the other with unfeigned
  regret; but yet with the glee of the traveller who shakes off the
  dust of one stage before hurrying forth upon another。  Then
  Modestine and I mounted the course of the Allier; which here led us
  back into Gevaudan towards its sources in the forest of Mercoire。
  It was but an inconsiderable burn before we left its guidance。
  Thence; over a hill; our way lay through a naked plateau; until we
  reached Chasserades at sundown。
  The company in the inn kitchen that night were all men employed in
  survey for one of the projected railways。  They were intelligent
  and conversible; and we decided the future of France over hot wine;
  until the state of the clock frightened us to rest。  There were
  four beds in the little upstairs room; and we slept six。  But I had
  a bed to myself; and persuaded them to leave the window open。
  'HE; BOURGEOIS; IL EST CINQ HEURES!' was the cry that wakened me in
  the morning (Saturday; September 28th)。  The room was full of a
  transparent darkness; which dimly showed me the other three beds
  and the five different nightcaps on the pillows。  But out of the
  window the dawn was growing ruddy in a long belt over the hill…
  tops; and day was about to flood the plateau。  The hour was
  inspiriting; and there seemed a promise of calm weather; which was
  perfectly fulfilled。  I was soon under way with Modestine。  The
  road lay for a while over the plateau; and then descended through a
  precipitous village into the valley of the Chassezac。  This stream
  ran among green meadows; well hidden from the world by its steep
  banks; the broom was in flower; and here and there was a hamlet
  sending up its smoke。
  At last the path crossed the Chassezac upon a bridge; and;
  forsaking this deep hollow; set itself to cross the mountain of La
  Goulet。  It wound up through Lestampes by upland fields and woods
  of beech and birch; and with every corner brought me into an
  acquaintance with some new interest。  Even in the gully of the
  Chassezac my ear had been struck by a noise like that of a great
  bass bell ringing at the distance of many miles; but this; as I
  continued to mount and draw nearer to it; seemed to change in
  character; and I found at length that it came from some one leading
  flocks afield to the note of a rural horn。  The narrow street of
  Lestampes stood full of sheep; from wall to wall … black sheep and
  white; bleating with one accord like the birds in spring; and each
  one accompanying himself upon the sheep…bell round his neck。  It
  made a pathetic concert; all in treble。  A little higher; and I
  passed a pair of men in a tree with pruning…hooks; and one of them
  was singing the music of a BOURREE。  Still further; and when I was
  already threading the birches; the crowing of cocks came cheerfully
  up to my ears; and along with that the voice of a flute discoursing
  a deliberate and plaintive air from one of the upland villages。  I
  pictured to myself some grizzled; apple…cheeked; country
  schoolmaster fluting in his bit of a garden in the clear autumn
  sunshine。  All these beautiful and interesting sounds filled my
  heart with an unwonted expectation; and it appeared to me that;
  once past this range which I was mounting; I should descend into
  the garden of the world。  Nor was I deceived; for I was now done
  with rains and winds and a bleak country。  The first part of my
  journey ended here; and this was like an induction of sweet sounds
  into the other and more beautiful。
  There are other degrees of FEYNESS; as of punishment; besides the
  capital; and I was now led by my good spirits into an adventure
  which I relate in the interest of future donkey…drivers。  The road
  zigzagged so widely on the hillside; that I chose a short cut by
  map and compass; and struck through the dwarf woods to catch the
  road again upon a higher level。  It was my one serious conflict
  with Modestine。  She would none of my short cut; she turned in my
  face; she backed; she reared; she; whom I had hitherto imagined to
  be dumb; actually brayed with a loud hoarse flourish; like a cock
  crowing for the dawn。  I plied the goad with one hand; with the
  other; so steep was the ascent; I had to hold on the pack…saddle。
  Half…a…dozen times she was nearly over backwards on the top of me;
  half…a…dozen times; from sheer weariness of spirit; I was nearly
  giving it up; and leading her down again to follow the road。  But I
  took the thing as a wager; and fought it through。  I was surprised;
  as I went on my way again; by what appeared to be chill rain…drops
  falling on my hand; and more than once looked up in wonder at the
  cloudless sky。  But it was only sweat which came dropping from my
  brow。
  Over the summit of the Goulet there was no marked road … only
  upright stones posted from space to space to guide the drovers。
  The turf underfoot was springy and well scented。  I had no company
  but a lark or two; and met but one bullock…cart between Lestampes
  and Bleymard。  In front of me I saw a shallow valley; and beyond
  that the range of the Lozere; sparsely wooded and well enough
  modelled in the flanks; but st