第 26 节
作者:童舟      更新:2021-02-20 15:23      字数:9322
  Upon the 12th of this instant; November 1660; I was desired by some  of the friends in the country to come to teach at SAMSELL; by  HARLINGTON; in BEDFORDSHIRE。  To whom I made a promise; if the Lord  permitted; to be with them on the time aforesaid。  The justice  hearing thereof (whose name is Mr FRANCIS WINGATE); forthwith  issued out his warrant to take me; and bring me before him; and in  the meantime to keep a very strong watch about the house where the  meeting should be kept; as if we that were to meet together in that  place did intend to do some fearful business; to the destruction of  the country; when alas! the constable; when he came in; found us  only with our Bibles in our hands; ready to speak and hear the word  of God; for we were just about to begin our exercise。  Nay; we had  begun in prayer for the blessing of God upon our opportunity;  intending to have preached the word of the Lord unto them there  present:  but the constable coming in prevented us。  So I was taken  and forced to depart the room。  But had I been minded to have  played the coward; I could have escaped and kept out of his hands。   For when I was come to my friend's house; there was whispering that  that day I should be taken; for there was a warrant out to take me;  which when my friend heard; he being somewhat timorous; questioned  whether we had best have our meeting or not; and whether it might  not be better for me to depart; lest they should take me and have  me before the justice; and after that send me to prison (for he  knew better than I what spirit they were of; living by them):  to  whom I said; No; by no means; I will not stir; neither will I have  the meeting dismissed for this。  Come; be of good cheer; let us not  be daunted; our cause is good; we need not be ashamed of it; to  preach God's Word; is so good a work; that we shall be well  rewarded; if we suffer for that; or to this purpose … (But as for  my friend; I think he was more afraid of me; than of himself。)   After this I walked into the close; where I somewhat seriously  considering the matter; this came into my mind; That I had showed  myself hearty and courageous in my preaching; and had; blessed be  grace; made it my business to encourage others; therefore thought  I; if I should now run; and make an escape; it will be of a very  ill savour in the country。  For what will my weak and newly… converted brethren think of it; but that I was not so strong in  deed as I was in word?  Also I feared that if I should run now  there was a warrant out for me; I might by so doing make them  afraid to stand; when great words only should be spoken to them。   Besides I thought; that seeing God of His mercy should choose me to  go upon the forlorn hope in this country; that is; to be the first;  that should be opposed; for the gospel; if I should fly; it might  be a discouragement to the whole body that might follow after。  And  further; I thought the world thereby would take occasion at my  cowardliness; to have blasphemed the gospel; and to have had some  ground to suspect worse of me and my profession; than I deserved。   These things with others considered by me; I came in again to the  house; with a full resolution to keep the meeting; and not to go  away; though I could have been gone about an hour before the  officer apprehended me; but I would not; for I was resolved to see  the utmost of what they could say or do unto me。  For blessed be  the Lord; I knew of no evil that I had said or done。  And so; as  aforesaid; I begun the meeting。  But being prevented by the  constable's coming in with his warrant to take me; I could not  proceed。  But before I went away; I spake some few words of counsel  and encouragement to the people; declaring to them; that they saw  we were prevented of our opportunity to speak and hear the Word of  God; and were like to suffer for the same; desiring them that they  would not be discouraged; for it was a mercy to suffer upon so good  account。  For we might have been apprehended as thieves or  murderers; or for other wickedness; but blessed be God it was not  so; but we suffer as Christians for well doing:  and we had better  be the persecuted; than the persecutors; etc。  But the constable  and the justice's man waiting on us; would not be at quiet till  they had me away and that we departed the house。  But because the  justice was not at home that day; there was a friend of mine  engaged for me to bring me to the constable on the morrow morning。   Otherwise the constable must have charged a watch with me; or have  secured me some other way; my crime was so great。  So on the next  morning we went to the constable; and so to the justice。  He asked  the constable what we did; where we was met together; and what we  had with us?  I trow; he meant whether we had armour or not; but  when the constable told him that there were only met a few of us  together to preach and hear the Word; and no sign of anything else;  he could not well tell what to say:  yet because he had sent for  me; he did adventure to put out a few proposals to me; which were  to this effect; namely; What I did there?  And why I did not  content myself with following my calling? for it was against the  law; that such as I should be admitted to do as I did。
  JOHN BUNYAN。  To which I answered; That the intent of my coming  thither; and to other places; was to instruct; and counsel people  to forsake their sins; and close in with Christ; lest they did  miserably perish; and that I could do both these without confusion  (to wit); follow my calling; and preach the Word also。
  At which words; he was in a chafe; as it appeared; for he said that  he would break the neck of our meetings。
  BUN。  I said; It may be so。  Then he wished me to get sureties to  be bound for me; or else he would send me to the jail。
  My sureties being ready; I called them in; and when the bond for my  appearance was made; he told them; that they was bound to keep me  from preaching; and that if I did preach; their bonds would be  forfeited。  To which I answered; that then I should break them; for  I should not leave speaking the Word of God:  even to counsel;  comfort; exhort; and teach the people among whom I came; and I  thought this to be a work that had no hurt in it:  but was rather  worthy of commendation; than blame。
  WINGATE。  Whereat he told me; that if they would not be so bound;  my mittimus must be made; and I sent to the jail; there to lie to  the quarter sessions。
  Now while my mittimus was making; the justice was withdrawn; and in  comes an old enemy to the truth; Dr Lindale; who; when he was come  in; fell to taunting at me with many reviling terms。
  BUN。  To whom I answered; that I did not come thither to talk with  him; but with the justice。  Whereat he supposed that I had nothing  to say for myself; and triumphed as if he had got the victory;  charging and condemning me for meddling with that for which I could  show no warrant; and asked me; if I had taken the oaths? and if I  had not; it was pity but that I should be sent to prison; etc。
  I told him; that if I was minded; I could answer to any sober  question that he should put to me。  He then urged me again; how I  could prove it lawful for me to preach; with a great deal of  confidence of the victory。
  But at last; because he should see that I could answer him if I  listed; I cited to him that verse in Peter; which saith; EVERY MAN  HATH RECEIVED THE GIFT; EVEN SO LET HIM MINISTER THE SAME; ETC。
  LIND。  Aye; saith he; to whom is that spoken?
  BUN。  To whom; said I; why to every man that hath received a gift  from God。  Mark; saith the apostle; AS EVERY MAN THAT HATH RECEIVED  A GIFT FROM GOD; etc。; and again; YOU MAY ALL PROPHESY ONE BY ONE。   Whereat the man was a little stopt; and went a softlier pace:  but  not being willing to lose the day; he began again; and said:…
  LIND。  Indeed; I do remember that I have read of one Alexander a  coppersmith; who did much oppose; and disturb the apostles; …  (aiming it is like at me; because I was a tinker)。
  BUN。  To which I answered; that I also had read of very many  priests and pharisees; that had their hands in the blood of our  Lord Jesus Christ。
  LIND。  Aye; saith he; and you are one of those scribes and  pharisees:  for you; with a pretence; make long prayers to devour  widows' houses。
  BUN。  I answered; that if he had got no more by preaching and  praying than I had done; he would not be so rich as now he was。   But that scripture coming into my mind; ANSWER NOT A FOOL ACCORDING  TO HIS FOLLY; I was as sparing of my speech as I could; without  prejudice to truth。
  Now by this time my mittimus was made; and I committed to the  constable; to be sent to the jail in Bedford; etc。
  But as I was going; two of my brethren met with me by the way; and  desired the constable to stay; supposing that they should prevail  with the justice; through the favour of a pretended friend; to let  me go at liberty。  So we did stay; while they went to the justice;  and after much discourse with him; it came to this:  that if I  would come to him again; and say some certain words to him; I  should be released。  Which when they told me; I said if the words  was such that might be said with a good co