第 7 节
作者:僻处自说      更新:2021-02-20 14:23      字数:9322
  there were male heirs was an excellent provision; whether to hinder
  the degeneration of the race; or to make households happier by
  abolishing scandalous unions and giving the sole preference to moral
  qualities and beauty。
  〃 'But then;' he exclaimed; lifting his hand with a gesture of
  disgust; 'how are we to perfect legislation in a country which insists
  on bringing together seven or eight hundred legislators!After all;
  if I am sacrificed;' he added; 'I have a child to succeed me。'
  〃 'Setting aside all the religious question;' my uncle said; 'I would
  remark to your Excellency that Nature only owes us life; and that it
  is society that owes us happiness。 Are you a father?' asked my uncle。
  〃 'And Ihave I any children?' said Comte Octave in a hollow voice;
  and his tone made such an impression that there was no more talk of
  wives or marriage。
  〃When coffee had been served; the two Counts and the two priests stole
  away; seeing that poor Octave had fallen into a fit of melancholy
  which prevented his noticing their disappearance。 My patron was
  sitting in an armchair by the fire; in the attitude of a man crushed。
  〃 'You now know the secret of my life; said he to me on noticing that
  we were alone。 'After three years of married life; one evening when I
  came in I found a letter in which the Countess announced her flight。
  The letter did not lack dignity; for it is in the nature of women to
  preserve some virtues even when committing that horrible sin。The
  story is now that my wife went abroad in a ship that was wrecked; she
  is supposed to be dead。 I have lived alone for seven years!Enough
  for this evening; Maurice。 We will talk of my situation when I have
  grown used to the idea of speaking of it to you。 When we suffer from a
  chronic disease; it needs time to become accustomed to improvement。
  That improvement often seems to be merely another aspect of the
  complaint。'
  〃I went to bed greatly agitated; for the mystery; far from being
  explained; seemed to me more obscure than ever。 I foresaw some strange
  drama indeed; for I understood that there could be no vulgar
  difference between the woman that Count could choose and such a
  character as his。 The events which had driven the Countess to leave a
  man so noble; so amiable; so perfect; so loving; so worthy to be
  loved; must have been singular; to say the least。 M。 de Grandville's
  remark had been like a torch flung into the caverns over which I had
  so long been walking; and though the flame lighted them but dimly; my
  eyes could perceive their wide extent! I could imagine the Count's
  sufferings without knowing their depths or their bitterness。 That
  sallow face; those parched temples; those overwhelming studies; those
  moments of absentmindedness; the smallest details of the life of this
  married bachelor; all stood out in luminous relief during the hour of
  mental questioning; which is; as it were; the twilight before sleep;
  and to which any man would have given himself up; as I did。
  〃Oh! how I loved my poor master! He seemed to me sublime。 I read a
  poem of melancholy; I saw perpetual activity in the heart I had
  accused of being torpid。 Must not supreme grief always come at last to
  stagnation? Had this judge; who had so much in his power; ever
  revenged himself? Was he feeding himself on her long agony? Is it not
  a remarkable thing in Paris to keep anger always seething for ten
  years? What had Octave done since this great misfortunefor the
  separation of husband and wife is a great misfortune in our day; when
  domestic life has become a social question; which it never was of old?
  〃We allowed a few days to pass on the watch; for great sorrows have a
  diffidence of their own; but at last; one evening; the Count said in a
  grave voice:
  〃 'Stay。'
  〃This; as nearly as may be; is his story。
  〃 'My father had a ward; rich and lovely; who was sixteen at the time
  when I came back from college to live in this old house。 Honorine; who
  had been brought up by my mother; was just awakening to life。 Full of
  grace and of childish ways; she dreamed of happiness as she would have
  dreamed of jewels; perhaps happiness seemed to her the jewel of the
  soul。 Her piety was not free from puerile pleasures; for everything;
  even religion; was poetry to her ingenuous heart。 She looked to the
  future as a perpetual fete。 Innocent and pure; no delirium had
  disturbed her dream。 Shame and grief had never tinged her cheek nor
  moistened her eye。 She did not even inquire into the secret of her
  involuntary emotions on a fine spring day。 And then; she felt that she
  was weak and destined to obedience; and she awaited marriage without
  wishing for it。 Her smiling imagination knew nothing of the corruption
  necessary perhapswhich literature imparts by depicting the
  passions; she knew nothing of the world; and was ignorant of all the
  dangers of society。 The dear child had suffered so little that she had
  not even developed her courage。 In short; her guilelessness would have
  led her to walk fearless among serpents; like the ideal figure of
  Innocence a painter once created。 We lived together like two brothers。
  〃 'At the end of a year I said to her one day; in the garden of this
  house; by the basin; as we stood throwing crumbs to the fish:
  〃 ' 〃Would you like that we should be married? With me you could do
  whatever you please; while another man would make you unhappy。〃
  〃 ' 〃Mamma;〃 said she to my mother; who came out to join us; 〃Octave
  and I have agreed to be married〃
  〃 ' 〃What! at seventeen?〃 said my mother。 〃No; you must wait eighteen
  months; and if eighteen months hence you like each other; well; your
  birth and fortunes are equal; you can make a marriage which is
  suitable; as well as being a love match。〃
  〃 'When I was six…and…twenty; and Honorine nineteen; we were married。
  Our respect for my father and mother; old folks of the Bourbon Court;
  hindered us from making this house fashionable; or renewing the
  furniture; we lived on; as we had done in the past; as children。
  However; I went into society; I initiated my wife into the world of
  fashion; and I regarded it as one of my duties to instruct her。
  〃 'I recognized afterwards that marriages contracted under such
  circumstances as ours bear in themselves a rock against which many
  affections are wrecked; many prudent calculations; many lives。 The
  husband becomes a pedagogue; or; if you like; a professor; and love
  perishes under the rod which; sooner or later; gives pain; for a young
  and handsome wife; at once discreet and laughter…loving; will not
  accept any superiority above that with which she is endowed by nature。
  Perhaps I was in the wrong? During the difficult beginnings of a
  household I; perhaps; assumed a magisterial tone? On the other hand; I
  may have made the mistake of trusting too entirely to that artless
  nature; I kept no watch over the Countess; in whom revolt seemed to me
  impossible? Alas! neither in politics nor in domestic life has it yet
  been ascertained whether empires and happiness are wrecked by too much
  confidence or too much severity! Perhaps again; the husband failed to
  realize Honorine's girlish dreams? Who can tell; while happy days
  last; what precepts he has neglected?'
  〃I remember only the broad outlines of the reproaches the Count
  addressed to himself; with all the good faith of an anatomist seeking
  the cause of a disease which might be overlooked by his brethren; but
  his merciful indulgence struck me then as really worthy of that of
  Jesus Christ when He rescued the woman taken in adultery。
  〃 'It was eighteen months after my father's deathmy mother followed
  him to the tomb in a few monthswhen the fearful night came which
  surprised me by Honorine's farewell letter。 What poetic delusion had
  seduced my wife? Was it through her senses? Was it the magnetism of
  misfortune or of genius? Which of these powers had taken her by storm
  or misled her?I would not know。 The blow was so terrible; that for a
  month I remained stunned。 Afterwards; reflection counseled me to
  continue in ignorance; and Honorine's misfortunes have since taught me
  too much about all these things。So far; Maurice; the story is
  commonplace enough; but one word will change it all: I love Honorine;
  I have never ceased to worship her。 From the day when she left me I
  have lived on memory; one by one I recall the pleasures for which
  Honorine no doubt had no taste。
  〃 'Oh!' said he; seeing the amazement in my eyes; 'do not make a hero
  of me; do not think me such a fool; as the Colonel of the Empire would
  say; as to have sought no diversion。 Alas; my boy! I was either too
  young or too much in love; I have not in the whole world met with
  another woman。 After frightful struggles with myself; I tried to
  forget; money in hand; I stood on the very threshold of infidelity;
  but there the memory of Honorine rose before me like a white statue。
  As I recalled the infinite delicacy of that exquisite skin; through
  which the blood might be seen coursing and the nerves quivering; as I
  saw in fancy that ingenuous face; as guileless on the eve of my
  sorrows as on the day when I said to her; 〃Shall we marry?〃 as I
  remembered a heavenly fragrance; the very odor of virtue; and the
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