with　her　in　sin；　not　for　more　than　the　shortest　time　that　could
  elapse　before　their　marriage；　he　no　longer　believed　in　the
  supernatural　element　of　Christianity；　but　the　Christian　morality　at
  any　rate　was　indisputable。　　Besides；　they　might　have　children；　and　a
  stigma　would　rest　upon　them。　　Whom　had　he　to　consult　but　himself
  now？　　His　father　and　mother　never　need　know；　and　even　if　they　did；
  they　should　be　thankful　to　see　him　married　to　any　woman　who　would
  make　him　happy　as　Ellen　would。　　As　for　not　being　able　to　afford
  marriage；　how　did　poor　people　do？　　Did　not　a　good　wife　rather　help
  matters　than　not？　　Where　one　could　live　two　could　do　so；　and　if
  Ellen　was　three　or　four　years　older　than　he　waswell；　what　was
  that？
  Have　you；　gentle　reader；　ever　loved　at　first　sight？　　When　you　fell
  in　love　at　first　sight；　how　long；　let　me　ask；　did　it　take　you　to
  become　ready　to　fling　every　other　consideration　to　the　winds　except
  that　of　obtaining　possession　of　the　loved　one？　　Or　rather；　how　long
  would　it　have　taken　you　if　you　had　had　no　father　or　mother；　nothing
  to　lose　in　the　way　of　money；　position；　friends；　professional
  advancement；　or　what　not；　and　if　the　object　of　your　affections　was
  as　free　from　all　these　impedimenta　as　you　were　yourself？
  If　you　were　a　young　John　Stuart　Mill；　perhaps　it　would　have　taken
  you　some　time；　but　suppose　your　nature　was　Quixotic；　impulsive；
  altruistic；　guileless；　suppose　you　were　a　hungry　man　starving　for
  something　to　love　and　lean　upon；　for　one　whose　burdens　you　might
  bear；　and　who　might　help　you　to　bear　yours。　　Suppose　you　were　down
  on　your　luck；　still　stunned　by　a　horrible　shock；　and　this　bright
  vista　of　a　happy　future　floated　suddenly　before　you；　how　long　under
  these　circumstances　do　you　think　you　would　reflect　before　you　would
  decide　on　embracing　what　chance　had　thrown　in　your　way？
  It　did　not　take　my　hero　long；　for　before　he　got　past　the　ham　and
  beef　shop　near　the　top　of　Fetter　Lane；　he　had　told　Ellen　that　she
  must　come　home　with　him　and　live　with　him　till　they　could　get
  married；　which　they　would　do　upon　the　first　day　that　the　law
  allowed。
  I　think　the　devil　must　have　chuckled　and　made　tolerably　sure　of　his
  game　this　time。
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  Ernest　told　Ellen　of　his　difficulty　about　finding　employment。
  〃But　what　do　you　think　of　going　into　a　shop　for；　my　dear；〃　said
  Ellen。　　〃Why　not　take　a　little　shop　yourself？〃
  Ernest　asked　how　much　this　would　cost。　　Ellen　told　him　that　he　might
  take　a　house　in　some　small　street；　say　near　the　〃Elephant　and
  Castle；〃　for　17s。　or　18s。　a　week；　and　let　off　the　two　top　floors　for
  10s。；　keeping　the　back　parlour　and　shop　for　themselves。　　If　he　could
  raise　five　or　six　pounds　to　buy　some　second…hand　clothes　to　stock
  the　shop　with；　they　could　mend　them　and　clean　them；　and　she　could
  look　after　the　women's　clothes　while　he　did　the　men's。　　Then　he
  could　mend　and　make；　if　he　could　get　the　orders。
  They　could　soon　make　a　business　of　2　pounds　a　week　in　this　way；　she
  had　a　friend　who　began　like　that　and　had　now　moved　to　a　better　shop；
  where　she　made　5　pounds　or　6　pounds　a　week　at　leastand　she；　Ellen；
  had　done　the　greater　part　of　the　buying　and　selling　herself。
  Here　was　a　new　light　indeed。　　It　was　as　though　he　had　got　his　5000
  pounds　back　again　all　of　a　sudden；　and　perhaps　ever　so　much　more
  later　on　into　the　bargain。　　Ellen　seemed　more　than　ever　to　be　his
  good　genius。
  She　went　out　and　got　a　few　rashers　of　bacon　for　his　and　her
  breakfast。　　She　cooked　them　much　more　nicely　than　he　had　been　able
  to　do；　and　laid　breakfast　for　him　and　made　coffee；　and　some　nice
  brown　toast。　　Ernest　had　been　his　own　cook　and　housemaid　for　the
  last　few　days　and　had　not　given　himself　satisfaction。　　Here　he
  suddenly　found　himself　with　someone　to　wait　on　him　again。　　Not　only
  had　Ellen　pointed　out　to　him　how　he　could　earn　a　living　when　no　one
  except　himself　had　known　how　to　advise　him；　but　here　she　was　so
  pretty　and　smiling；　looking　after　even　his　comforts；　and　restoring
  him　practically　in　all　respects　that　he　much　cared　about　to　the
  position　which　he　had　lostor　rather　putting　him　in　one　that　he
  already　liked　much　better。　　No　wonder　he　was　radiant　when　he　came　to
  explain　his　plans　to　me。
  He　had　some　difficulty　in　telling　all　that　had　happened。　　He
  hesitated；　blushed；　hummed　and　hawed。　　Misgivings　began　to　cross　his
  mind　when　he　found　himself　obliged　to　tell　his　story　to　someone
  else。　　He　felt　inclined　to　slur　things　over；　but　I　wanted　to　get　at
  the　facts；　so　I　helped　him　over　the　bad　places；　and　questioned　him
  till　I　had　got　out　pretty　nearly　the　whole　story　as　I　have　given　it
  above。
  I　hope　I　did　not　show　it；　but　I　was　very　angry。　　I　had　begun　to　like
  Ernest。　　I　don't　know　why；　but　I　never　have　heard　that　any　young　man
  to　whom　I　had　become　attached　was　going　to　get　married　without
  hating　his　intended　instinctively；　though　I　had　never　seen　her；　I
  have　observed　that　most　bachelors　feel　the　same　thing；　though　we　are
  generally　at　some　pains　to　hide　the　fact。　　Perhaps　it　is　because　we
  know　we　ought　to　have　got　married　ourselves。　　Ordinarily　we　say　we
  are　delightedin　the　present　case　I　did　not　feel　obliged　to　do
  this；　though　I　made　an　effort　to　conceal　my　vexation。　　That　a　young
  man　of　much　promise　who　was　heir　also　to　what　was　now　a　handsome
  fortune；　should　fling　himself　away　upon　such　a　person　as　Ellen　was
  quite　too　provoking；　and　the　more　so　because　of　the　unexpectedness
  of　the　whole　affair。
  I　begged　him　not　to　marry　Ellen　yetnot　at　least　until　he　had　known
  her　for　a　longer　time。　　He　would　not　hear　of　it；　he　had　given　his
  word；　and　if　he　had　not　given　it　he　should　go　and　give　it　at　once。
  I　had　hitherto　found　him　upon　most　matters　singularly　docile　and
  easy　to　manage；　but　on　this　point　I　could　do　nothing　with　him。　　His
  recent　victory　over　his　father　and　mother　had　increased　his
  strength；　and　I　was　nowhere。　　I　would　have　told　him　of　his　true
  position；　but　I　knew　very　well　that　this　would　only　make　him　more
  bent　on　having　his　own　wayfor　with　so　much　money　why　should　he　not
  please　himself？　　I　said　nothing；　therefore；　on　this　head；　and　yet
  all　that　I　could　urge　went　for　very　little　with　one　who　believed
  himself　to　be　an　artisan　or　nothing。
  Really　from　his　own　standpoint　there　was　nothing　very　outrageous　in
  what　he　was　doing。　　He　had　known　and　been　very　fond　of　Ellen　years
  before。　　He　knew　her　to　come　of　respectable　people；　and　to　have
  borne　a　good　character；　and　to　have　been　universally　liked　at
  Battersby。　　She　was　then　a　quick；　smart；　hard…working　girland　a
  very　pretty　one。　　When　at　last　they　met　again　she　was　on　her　best
  behaviour；　in　fact；　she　was　modesty　and　demureness　itself。　　What
  wonder；　then；　that　his　imagination　should　fail　to　realise　the
  changes　that　eight　years　must　have　worked？　　He　knew　too　much　against
  himself；　and　was　too　bankrupt　in　love　to　be　squeamish；　if　Ellen　had
  been　only　what　he　thought　her；　and　if　his　prospects　had　been　in
  reality　no　better　than　he　believed　they　were；　I　do　not　know　that
  there　is　anything　much　more　imprudent　in　what　Ernest　proposed　than
  there　is　in　half　the　marriages　that　take　place　every　day。
  There　was　nothing　for　it；　however；　but　to　make　the　best　of　the
  inevitable；　so　I　wished　my　young　friend　good　fortune；　and　told　him
  he　could　have　whatever　money　he　wanted　to　start　his　shop　with；　if
  what　he　had　in　hand　was　not　sufficient。　　He　thanked　me；　asked　me　to
  be　kind　enough　to　let　him　do　all　my　mending　and　repairing；　and　to
  get　him　any　other　like　orders　that　I　could；　and　left　me　to　my　own
  reflections。
  I　was　even　more　angry　when　he　was　gone　than　I　had　been　while　he　was
  with　me。　　His　frank；　boyish　face　had　beamed　with　a　happiness　that
  had　rarely　visited　it。　　Except　at　Cambridge　he　had　hardly　known　what
  happiness　meant；　and　even　there　his　life　had　been　clouded　as　of　a
  man　for　whom　wisdom　at　the　greatest　of　its　entrances　was　quite　shut
  out。　　I　had　seen　enough　of　the　world　and　of　him　to　have　observed
  this；　but　it　was　impossible；　or　I　thought　it　had　been　impossible；
  for　me　to　have　helped　him。
  Whether　I　ought　to　have　tried　to　help　him　or　not　I　do　not　know；　but
  I　am　sure　that　the　young　of　all　animals　often　do　want　help　upon
  matters　about　which　anyone　would　say　a　priori　that　there　should　be
  no　difficulty。　　One　would　think　that　a　young　seal　would　want　no
  teaching　how　to　swim；　nor　yet　a　bird　to　fly；　but　in　practice　a　young
  seal　drowns　if　put　out　of　its　depth　before　its　parents　have　taught
  it　to　swim；　and　so　again；　even　the　young　hawk　must　be　taught　to　fly
  before　it　can　do　so。
  I　grant　that　the　tendency　of　the　times　is　to　exaggerate　the　good
  which　teaching　can　do；　but　in　trying　to　teach　too　much；　in　most
  matters；　we　have　neglected　others　in　respect　of　which　a　little
  sensible　teaching　would　do　no　harm。
  I　know　it　is　the　fashion　to　say　that　young　people　must　find　out
  things　for　themselves；　and　so　they　probably　would　if　they　had　fair
  play　to　the　extent　of　not　having　obstacles　put　in　their　way。　　But
  they　seldom　have　fair　play；　as　a　general　rule　they　meet　with　foul
  play；　and　foul　play　from　those　who　live　by　selling　them　stones　made
  into　a　great　variety　of　shapes　and　sizes　so　as　to　form　a　tolerable
  imitation　of　bread。
  Some　are　lucky　enough　to　mee