第 3 节
作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:18      字数:9322
  notwithstanding outward agreement; were nevertheless not as his
  ways。  Mrs Pontifex felt nothing of this; to her George was pure and
  absolute perfection; and she saw; or thought she saw; with pleasure;
  that he resembled her and her family in feature as well as in
  disposition rather than her husband and his。
  When George was about twenty…five years old his uncle took him into
  partnership on very liberal terms。  He had little cause to regret
  this step。  The young man infused fresh vigour into a concern that
  was already vigorous; and by the time he was thirty found himself in
  the receipt of not less than 1500 pounds a year as his share of the
  profits。  Two years later he married a lady about seven years
  younger than himself; who brought him a handsome dowry。  She died in
  1805; when her youngest child Alethea was born; and her husband did
  not marry again。
  CHAPTER III
  In the early years of the century five little children and a couple
  of nurses began to make periodical visits to Paleham。  It is
  needless to say they were a rising generation of Pontifexes; towards
  whom the old couple; their grandparents; were as tenderly
  deferential as they would have been to the children of the Lord
  Lieutenant of the County。  Their names were Eliza; Maria; John;
  Theobald (who like myself was born in 1802); and Alethea。  Mr
  Pontifex always put the prefix 〃master〃 or 〃miss〃 before the names
  of his grandchildren; except in the case of Alethea; who was his
  favourite。  To have resisted his grandchildren would have been as
  impossible for him as to have resisted his wife; even old Mrs
  Pontifex yielded before her son's children; and gave them all manner
  of licence which she would never have allowed even to my sisters and
  myself; who stood next in her regard。  Two regulations only they
  must attend to; they must wipe their shoes well on coming into the
  house; and they must not overfeed Mr Pontifex's organ with wind; nor
  take the pipes out。
  By us at the Rectory there was no time so much looked forward to as
  the annual visit of the little Pontifexes to Paleham。  We came in
  for some of the prevailing licence; we went to tea with Mrs Pontifex
  to meet her grandchildren; and then our young friends were asked to
  the Rectory to have tea with us; and we had what we considered great
  times。  I fell desperately in love with Alethea; indeed we all fell
  in love with each other; plurality and exchange whether of wives or
  husbands being openly and unblushingly advocated in the very
  presence of our nurses。  We were very merry; but it is so long ago
  that I have forgotten nearly everything save that we WERE very
  merry。  Almost the only thing that remains with me as a permanent
  impression was the fact that Theobald one day beat his nurse and
  teased her; and when she said she should go away cried out; 〃You
  shan't go awayI'll keep you on purpose to torment you。〃
  One winter's morning; however; in the year 1811; we heard the church
  bell tolling while we were dressing in the back nursery and were
  told it was for old Mrs Pontifex。  Our manservant John told us and
  added with grim levity that they were ringing the bell to come and
  take her away。  She had had a fit of paralysis which had carried her
  off quite suddenly。  It was very shocking; the more so because our
  nurse assured us that if God chose we might all have fits of
  paralysis ourselves that very day and be taken straight off to the
  Day of Judgement。  The Day of Judgement indeed; according to the
  opinion of those who were most likely to know; would not under any
  circumstances be delayed more than a few years longer; and then the
  whole world would be burned; and we ourselves be consigned to an
  eternity of torture; unless we mended our ways more than we at
  present seemed at all likely to do。  All this was so alarming that
  we fell to screaming and made such a hullabaloo that the nurse was
  obliged for her own peace to reassure us。  Then we wept; but more
  composedly; as we remembered that there would be no more tea and
  cakes for us now at old Mrs Pontifex's。
  On the day of the funeral; however; we had a great excitement; old
  Mr Pontifex sent round a penny loaf to every inhabitant of the
  village according to a custom still not uncommon at the beginning of
  the century; the loaf was called a dole。  We had never heard of this
  custom before; besides; though we had often heard of penny loaves;
  we had never before seen one; moreover; they were presents to us as
  inhabitants of the village; and we were treated as grown up people;
  for our father and mother and the servants had each one loaf sent
  them; but only one。  We had never yet suspected that we were
  inhabitants at all; finally; the little loaves were new; and we were
  passionately fond of new bread; which we were seldom or never
  allowed to have; as it was supposed not to be good for us。  Our
  affection; therefore; for our old friend had to stand against the
  combined attacks of archaeological interest; the rights of
  citizenship and property; the pleasantness to the eye and goodness
  for food of the little loaves themselves; and the sense of
  importance which was given us by our having been intimate with
  someone who had actually died。  It seemed upon further inquiry that
  there was little reason to anticipate an early death for anyone of
  ourselves; and this being so; we rather liked the idea of someone
  else's being put away into the churchyard; we passed; therefore; in
  a short time from extreme depression to a no less extreme
  exultation; a new heaven and a new earth had been revealed to us in
  our perception of the possibility of benefiting by the death of our
  friends; and I fear that for some time we took an interest in the
  health of everyone in the village whose position rendered a
  repetition of the dole in the least likely。
  Those were the days in which all great things seemed far off; and we
  were astonished to find that Napoleon Buonaparte was an actually
  living person。  We had thought such a great man could only have
  lived a very long time ago; and here he was after all almost as it
  were at our own doors。  This lent colour to the view that the Day of
  Judgement might indeed be nearer than we had thought; but nurse said
  that was all right now; and she knew。  In those days the snow lay
  longer and drifted deeper in the lanes than it does now; and the
  milk was sometimes brought in frozen in winter; and we were taken
  down into the back kitchen to see it。  I suppose there are rectories
  up and down the country now where the milk comes in frozen sometimes
  in winter; and the children go down to wonder at it; but I never see
  any frozen milk in London; so I suppose the winters are warmer than
  they used to be。
  About one year after his wife's death Mr Pontifex also was gathered
  to his fathers。  My father saw him the day before he died。  The old
  man had a theory about sunsets; and had had two steps built up
  against a wall in the kitchen garden on which he used to stand and
  watch the sun go down whenever it was clear。  My father came on him
  in the afternoon; just as the sun was setting; and saw him with his
  arms resting on the top of the wall looking towards the sun over a
  field through which there was a path on which my father was。  My
  father heard him say 〃Good…bye; sun; good…bye; sun;〃 as the sun
  sank; and saw by his tone and manner that he was feeling very
  feeble。  Before the next sunset he was gone。
  There was no dole。  Some of his grandchildren were brought to the
  funeral and we remonstrated with them; but did not take much by
  doing so。  John Pontifex; who was a year older than I was; sneered
  at penny loaves; and intimated that if I wanted one it must be
  because my papa and mamma could not afford to buy me one; whereon I
  believe we did something like fighting; and I rather think John
  Pontifex got the worst of it; but it may have been the other way。  I
  remember my sister's nurse; for I was just outgrowing nurses myself;
  reported the matter to higher quarters; and we were all of us put to
  some ignominy; but we had been thoroughly awakened from our dream;
  and it was long enough before we could hear the words 〃penny loaf〃
  mentioned without our ears tingling with shame。  If there had been a
  dozen doles afterwards we should not have deigned to touch one of
  them。
  George Pontifex put up a monument to his parents; a plain slab in
  Paleham church; inscribed with the following epitaph:…
  SACRED TO THE MEMORY
  OF
  JOHN PONTIFEX
  WHO WAS BORN AUGUST 16TH;
  1727; AND DIED FEBRUARY 8; 1812;
  IN HIS 85TH YEAR;
  AND OF
  RUTH PONTIFEX; HIS WIFE;
  WHO WAS BORN OCTOBER 13; 1727; AND DIED JANUARY 10; 1811;
  IN HER 84TH YEAR。
  THEY WERE UNOSTENTATIOUS BUT EXEMPLARY
  IN THE DISCHARGE OF THEIR
  RELIGIOUS; MORAL; AND SOCIAL DUTIES。
  THIS MONUMENT WAS PLACED
  BY THEIR ONLY SON。
  CHAPTER IV
  In a year or two more came Waterloo and the European peace。  Then Mr
  George Pontifex went abroad more than once。  I remember seeing at
  Battersby in after years the diary which he kept on the first of
  these occasions。  It is a characteristic document。  I felt as I read
  it that the author before starting had made up his mind to admire
  only what he thought it would be creditable in him