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作者:九十八度      更新:2021-02-20 05:40      字数:9322
  nd to  die of grief when it came to nothing。
  Nor is the autobiography of Benvenuto Cellini; any more than that of  Pius II; founded on introspection。 And yet it describes the whole man not always willinglywith marvelous truth and completeness。 It is no  small matter that Benvenuto; whose most important works have perished  half finished; and who; as an artist; is perfect only in his little  decorative speciality; but in other respects; if judged by the works of  him which remain; is surpassed by so many of his greater  contemporariesthat Benvenuto as a man will interest mankind to the  end of time。 It does not spoil the impression when the reader often  detects him bragging or lying; the stamp of a mighty; energetic; and  thoroughly developed nature remains。 By his side our modern  autobiographers; though their tendency and moral character may stand  much higher; appear incomplete beings。 He is a man who can do all and  dares do all; and who carries his measure in himself。 Whether we like  him or not; he lives; such as he was; as a significant type of the  modern spirit。
  Another man deserves a brief mention in connection with this subjecta  man who; like Benvenuto; was not a model of veracity: Girolamo Cardano  of Milan (b。 1500)。 His little book; 'De propria vita;' will outlive  and eclipse his fame in philosophy and natural science; just as  Benvenuto's Life; though its value is of another kind; has thrown his  works into the shade。 Cardano is a physician who feels his own pulse;  and describes his own physical; moral; and intellectual nature;  together with all the conditions under which it had developed; and  this; to the best of his ability; honestly and sincerely。 The work  which he avowedly took as his modelthe 'Confessions' of Marcus  Aureliushe was able; hampered as he was by no stoical maxims; to  surpass in this particular。 He desires to spare neither himself nor  others; and begins the narrative of his career with the statement that  his mother tried; and failed; to procure abortion。 It is worth remark  that he attributes to the stars which presided over his birth only the  events of his life and his intellectual gifts; but not his moral  qualities; he confesses (cap。 10) that the astrological prediction that  he would not live to the age of forty or fifty years did him much harm  in his youth。 But there is no need to quote from so well…known md  accessible a book; whoever opens it will not lay it down il' the last  page。 Cardano admits that he cheated at play; that e was vindictive;  incapable of all compunction; purposely cruel in his speech。 He  confesses it without impudence and without feigned contrition; without  even wishing to make himself an object of interest; but with the same  simple and sincere love of fact which guided him in his scientific  researches。 And; what is to us the most repulsive of all; the old man;  after the most shocking experiences and with his confidence in his  fellowmen gone; finds himself after all tolerably happy and  comfortable。 He has still left him a grandson; immense learning; the  fame of his works; money; rank and credit; powerful friends; the  knowledge of many secrets; and; best of all; belief in God。 After this;  he counts the teeth in his head; and finds that he was fifteen。
  Yet when Cardano wrote; Inquisitors and Spaniards were already busy in  Italy; either hindering the production of such natures; or; where they  existed; by some means or other putting them out of the way。 There lies  a gulf between this book and the memoirs of Alfieri。
  Yet it would be unjust to close this list of autobiographers without  listening to a word from one man who was both worthy and happy。 This is  the well…known philosopher of practical life; Luigi Cornaro; whose  dwelling at Padua; classical as an architectural work; was at the same  time the home of all the muses。 In his famous treatise 'On the Sober  Life;' he describes the strict regimen by which he succeeded; after a  sickly youth; in reaching an advanced and healthy age; then of eighty… three years。 He goes on to answer those who despise life after the age  of sixty…five as a living death; showing them that his own life had  nothing deadly about it。 'Let them come and see; and wonder at my good  health; how I mount on horseback without help; how I run upstairs and  up hills; how cheerful; amusing; and contented I am; how free from care  and disagreeable thoughts。 Peace and joy never quit me。。。。 My friends  are wise; learned; and distinguished people of good position; and when  they are not with me I read and write; and try thereby; as by all other  means。 to be useful to others。 Each of these things I do at the proper  time; and at my ease; in my dwelling; which is beautiful and lies in  the best part of Padua; and is arranged both for summer and winter with  all the resources of architecture; and provided with a garden by the  running water。 In the spring and autumn; I go for awhile to my hill in  the most beautiful part of the Euganean mountains; where I have  fountains and gardens; and a comfortable dwelling; and there I amuse  myself with some easy and pleasant chase; which is suitable to my  years。 At other times I go to my villa on the plain; there all the  paths lead to an open space; in the middle of which stands a pretty  church; an arm of the Brenta flows through the plantations fruitful;  well…cultivated fields; now fully peopled; which the marshes and the  foul air once made fitter for snakes than for men。 It was I who drained  the country; then the air became good; and people settled there and  multiplied; and the land became cultivated as it now is; so that T can  truly say: 〃On this spot I gave to God an altar and a temple; and souls  to worship Him。〃 This is my consolation and my happiness whenever I  come here。 In the spring and autumn; I also visit the neighbouring  towns; to see and converse with my friends; through whom I make the  acquaintance of other distinguished men; architects; painters;  sculptors; musicians; and cultivators of the soil。 I see what new  things they have done; I look again at what I know already; and learn  much that is of use to me。 I see palaces; gardens; antiquities; public  grounds; churches; and fortifications。 But what most of all delights me  when I travel; is the beauty of the country and the places; lying now  on the plain; now on the slopes of the hills; or on the banks of rivers  and streams; surrounded by gardens and villas。 And these enjoyments are  not diminished through weakness of the eyes or the ears; all my senses  (thank God!) are in the best condition; including the sense of taste;  for I enjoy more the simple food which I now take in moderation; than  all the delicacies which I ate in my years of disorder。' After  mentioning the works he had undertaken on behalf of the republic for  draining the marshes; and the projects which he had constantly  advocated for preserving the lagoons; he thus concludes:
  'These are the true recreations of an old age which God has permitted  to be healthy; and which is free from those mental and bodily  sufferings to which so many young people and so many sickly older  people succumb。 And if it be allowable to add the little to the great;  to add jest to earnest; it may be mentioned as a result of my moderate  life; that in my eightythird year I have written a most amusing comedy;  full of blameless wit。 Such works are generally the business of youth;  as tragedy is the business of old age。 If it is reckoned to the credit  of the famous Greek that he wrote a tragedy in his seventythird year;  must I not; with my ten years more; be more cheerful and healthy than  he ever was? And that no consolation may be wanting in the overflowing  cup of my old age; I see before my eyes a sort of bodily immortality in  the persons of my descendants。 When I come home I see before me; not  one or two; but eleven grandchildren; between the ages of two and  eighteen; all from the same father and mother; all healthy; and; so far  as can already be judged; all gifted with the talent and disposition  for learning and a good life。 One of the younger I have as my playmate  (buffoncello); since children from the third to the fifth year are born  to tricks; the elder ones I treat as my companions; and; as they have  admirable voices; I take delight in hearing them sing and play on  different instruments。 And I sing myself; and find my voice better;  clearer; and louder than ever。 These are the pleasures of my last  years。 My life; therefore; is alive; and not dead; nor would I exchange  my age for the youth of such as live in the service of their passions。'
  In the 'Exhortation' which Cornaro added at a much later time; in his  ninety…fifth year; he reckons it among the elements of his happiness  that his 'Treatise' had made many converts。 He died at Padua in 1565;  at the age of over a hundred years。
  This national gift did not; however; confine itself to the criticism  and description of individuals; but felt itself competent to deal with  the qualities and characteristics of whole peoples。 Throughout the  Middle Ages the cities; families; and nations of all Europe were in the  habit of making insulting and derisive attacks on one another; which;  with muc