第 5 节
作者:热带雨淋      更新:2021-02-20 05:18      字数:9322
  thousand years it will still be only a moment。 To the soul there is no past
  and no future; all is and will be
  ever; in now。 For artificial purposes time is mutually agreed
  on; but is really no such thing。 The shadow goes on upon the dial; the index
  moves round upon the clock; and what is the difference?  None whatever。 If
  the clock had never been set going; what would have been the difference?
  There may be time for the clock; the clock may make time for itself; there
  is none for me。
  I dip my hand in the brook and feel the stream; in an instant
  the particles of water which first touched me have floated
  yards down the current; my hand remains there。 I take my hand
  away; and the flowthe timeof the brook does not exist to me。
  The great clock of the firmament; the sun and the stars; the
  crescent moon; the earth circling two thousand times; is no
  more to me than the flow of the brook when my hand is withdrawn; my soul has
  never been; and never can be; dipped in
  time。 Time has never existed; and never will; it is a purely
  artificial arrangement。  It is eternity now; it always was eternity; and
  always will be。  By no possible means could I get into time if I tried。 I am
  in eternity now and must there remain。  Haste not; be at rest; this Now is
  eternity。  Because the idea of time has left my mindif ever it had any
  hold on itto me the man interred in the tumulus is living now as I live。
  We are both in eternity。
  There is no separation…no past; eternity; the Now; is
  continuous。 When all the stars have revolved they only produce
  Now again。 The continuity of Now is for ever。 So that it
  appears to me purely natural; and not super natural; that the
  soul whose temporary frame was interred in this mound should be
  existing as I sit on the sward。 How infinitely deeper is thought than the
  million miles of the firmament! The wonder is here; not there; now; not to
  be; now always。 Things that have been miscalled supernatural appear to me
  simple;more natural than nature; than earth; than sea;or sun。 It is beyond
  telling more natural that I should have a soul than not; that there should
  be
  immortality; I think there is much more than immortality。 It
  is matter which is the supernatural; and difficult of under…standing。 Why
  this clod of earth I hold in my hand? Why this water which drops sparkling
  from my fingers dipped in the brook?
  Why are they at all? When? How? What for?  Matter is beyond understanding;
  mysterious; impenetrable; I touch it easily; comprehend it; no。 Soul;
  mindthe thought; the ideais easily understood; it understands itself and
  is conscious。
  The supernatural miscalled; the natural in truth; is the real。
  To me everything is supernatural。 How strange that condition of mind which
  cannot accept anything but the earth; the sea; the tangible universe!
  Without the misnamed supernatural these to me seem incomplete; unfinished。
  Without soul all these are dead。 Except when I walk by the sea; and my soul
  is by it; the sea is dead。 Those seas by which no man has stood which no
  soul has beenwhether on earth or the planets; are dead。 No matter how
  majestic the planet rolls in space; unless a soul be there it is dead。 As I
  move about in the sunshine I feel in the midst of the supernatural: in the
  midst of immortal things。 It is impossibble to wrest the mind down to the
  same laws that rule pieces of timber; water; or earth。 They do not control
  the soul; however rigidly they may bind matter。  So full am I always of a
  sense of the immortality now at this moment round about me; that it would
  not surprise me in the least if a circumstance outside physical experience
  occurred。  It would seem to me quite natural。 Give the soul the power it
  conceives; and there would be nothing wonderful in it。
  I can see nothing astonishing in what are called miracles。
  Only those who are mesmerised by matter can find a difficulty in
  such events。 I am aware that the evidence for miracles is
  logically and historically untrustworthy; I am not defending
  recorded miracles。 My point is that in principle I see no
  reason at all why they should not take place this day。 I do not
  even say that there are or ever have been miracles; but I maintain that they
  would be perfectly natural。 The wonder rather is that they do not happen
  frequently。 Consider the limitless conceptions of the soul: let it possess
  but the power to realise those conceptions for one hour; and how little; how
  trifling would be the helping of the injured or the sick to regain health
  and happinessmerely to think it。 A soul…work would require but a thought。
  Soul…work is an expression better suited to my meaning than 〃miracle;〃 a
  term like others into which a special sense has been infused。
  When I consider that I dwell this moment in the eternal Now that
  has ever been and will be; that I am in the midst of immortal
  things this moment; that there probably are Souls as infinitely
  superior to mine as mine to a piece of timber; what then; pray;
  is a 〃miracle〃? As commonly understood; a 〃miracle〃 is a mere nothing。 I can
  conceive soul…works done by simple will or thought a thousand times greater。
  I marvel that they do not
  happen this moment。 The air; the sunlight; the night; all that
  surrounds me seems crowded with inexpressible powers; with the
  influence of Souls; or existences; so that I walk in the midst
  of immortal things。 I myself am a living witness of it。
  Sometimes I have concentrated myself; and driven away by continued will all
  sense of outward appearances; looking
  straight with the full power of my mind inwards on myself。
  I find 〃I〃 am there; an 〃I〃 I do not wholly understand; or knowsomething
  is there distinct from earth and timber; from flesh and bones。  Recognising
  it; I feel on the margin of a life unknown; very near; almost touching it:
  on the verge of powers which if I could grasp would give me an immense
  breadth of existence; an ability to execute what I now only conceive; most
  probably of far more than that。 To see that 〃I〃 is to know that I am
  surrounded with immortal things。 If; when I die; that 〃I〃 also dies; and
  becomes extinct; still even then I have had the
  exaltation of these ideas。
  How many words it has taken to describe so briefly the feelings
  and the thoughts that came to me by the tumulus; thoughts that
  swept past and were gone; and were succeeded by others while yet
  the shadow of the mound had not moved from one thyme flower to
  another; not the breadth of a grass blade。  Softly breathed the sweet south
  wind; gently the yellow corn waved beneath; the ancient; ancient sun shone
  on the fresh grass and the flower; my heart opened wide as the broad; broad
  earth。 I spread my arms out; laying them on the sward; seizing the grass; to
  take the fulness of the days。 Could I have my own way after death I would be
  burned on a pyre of pine…wood; open to the air; and placed on the summit of
  the hills。 Then let my ashes be scattered abroadnot collected urn an
  urnfreely sown wide and broadcast。 That is the natural interment of
  manof man whose Thought at least has been among the immortals; interment
  in the elements。 Burial is not enough; it does not give sufficient solution
  into the elements speedily; a furnace is confined。 The high open air of the
  topmost hill; there let the tawny flame lick up the fragment called the
  body; there cast the ashes into the space it longed for while living。  Such
  a luxury of interment is only for the wealthy; I fear I shall not be able to
  afford it。 Else the smoke of my resolution into the elements should
  certainly arise in time on the hill…top。
  The silky grass sighs as the wind comescarrying the blue butterfly more
  rapidly thanhis wings。 A large humble…bee burrs round the green dome against
  which I rest; my hands are scented with thyme。  The sweetness of the day;
  the fulness of the earth; the beauteous earth; how shall I say it?
  Three things only have been discovered of that which concerns the inner
  consciousness since before written history began。 Three things only in
  twelve thousand written; or sculptured; years; and in the dumb; dim time
  before then。 Three ideas the Cavemen primeval wrested from the unknown; the
  night which is round us still in daylightthe existence of the soul; im…
  mortality; the deity。 These things found; prayer followed as a sequential
  result。 Since then nothing further has been found in all the twelve thousand
  years; as if men had been satisfied and had found these to suffice。 They do
  not suffice me。 I desire to advance further; and to wrest afourth; and even
  still more than a fourth; from the darkness of thought。 I want more ideas of
  soul…life。 I am certain that there are more yet to be found。 A great
  lifean entire civilisationlies just outside the pale of common thought。
  Cities and countries; inhabitants; intelligences; culturean entire
  civilisation。  Except by illustrations drawn from familiar things; there is
  no way of
  indicating a new idea。 I do not mean actual cities; actual civilisation。
  Such life is different from any yet imagined。 A nexus of ideas exists of
  which nothing is knowna vast system of ideasa cosmos of thought。  There
  is an Entity; a Soul…Entity; as yet unrecognised。 These; rudely expressed;
  constitute