第 30 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-20 04:45      字数:9322
  and she was gravely presented with a slip calling for
  four strings; one key; and a coat of varnish; total; one
  dollar fifty。  It seemed to Elnora she never could put the
  precious instrument in the case and start home。  Wesley left
  her in the music store where the proprietor showed her all
  he could about tuning; and gave her several beginners'
  sheets of notes and scales。  She carried the violin in her
  arms as far as the crossroads at the corner of their land;
  then reluctantly put it under the carriage seat。
  As soon as her work was done she ran down to Sintons'
  and began to play; and on Monday the violin went to
  school with her。  She made arrangements with the superintendent
  to leave it in his office and scarcely took time for her food
  at noon; she was so eager to practise。  Often one of the
  girls asked her to stay in town all night for some lecture
  or entertainment。  She could take the violin with her;
  practise; and secure help。  Her skill was so great that
  the leader of the orchestra offered to give her lessons
  if she would play to pay for them; so her progress was
  rapid in technical work。  But from the first day the
  instrument became hers; with perfect faith that she could
  play as her father did; she spent half her practice time in
  imitating the sounds of all outdoors and improvising the
  songs her happy heart sang in those days。
  So the first year went; and the second and third were
  a repetition; but the fourth was different; for that was the
  close of the course; ending with graduation and all its
  attendant ceremonies and expenses。  To Elnora these
  appeared mountain high。  She had hoarded every cent;
  thinking twice before she parted with a penny; but teaching
  natural history in the grades had taken time from her studies
  in school which must be made up outside。  She was a
  conscientious student; ranking first in most of her classes;
  and standing high in all branches。  Her interest in
  her violin had grown with the years。  She went to school
  early and practised half an hour in the little room adjoining
  the stage; while the orchestra gathered。  She put in a
  full hour at noon; and remained another half hour at night。
  She carried the violin to Sintons' on Saturday and practised
  all the time she could there; while Margaret watched the
  road to see that Mrs。 Comstock was not coming。  She had
  become so skilful that it was a delight to hear her play
  music of any composer; but when she played her own; that
  was joy inexpressible; for then the wind blew; the water
  rippled; the Limberlost sang her songs of sunshine; shadow;
  black storm; and white night。
  Since her dream Elnora had regarded her mother with
  peculiar tenderness。  The girl realized; in a measure; what
  had happened。  She avoided anything that possibly could
  stir bitter memories or draw deeper a line on the hard;
  white face。  This cost many sacrifices; much work; and
  sometimes delayed progress; but the horror of that awful
  dream remained with Elnora。  She worked her way cheerfully;
  doing all she could to interest her mother in things
  that happened in school; in the city; and by carrying books
  that were entertaining from the public library。
  Three years had changed Elnora from the girl of sixteen
  to the very verge of womanhood。  She had grown tall;
  round; and her face had the loveliness of perfect
  complexion; beautiful eyes and hair and an added touch
  from within that might have been called comprehension。
  It was a compound of self…reliance; hard knocks; heart
  hunger; unceasing work; and generosity。  There was no
  form of suffering with which the girl could not sympathize;
  no work she was afraid to attempt; no subject she had
  investigated she did not understand。  These things combined
  to produce a breadth and depth of character altogether unusual。
  She was so absorbed in her classes and her music that she
  had not been able to gather many specimens。  When she
  realized this and hunted assiduously; she soon found
  that changing natural conditions had affected such work。
  Men all around were clearing available land。  The trees
  fell wherever corn would grow。  The swamp was broken by
  several gravel roads; dotted in places around the edge
  with little frame houses; and the machinery of oil wells;
  one especially low place around the region of Freckles's
  room was nearly all that remained of the original。
  Wherever the trees fell the moisture dried; the creeks
  ceased to flow; the river ran low; and at times the
  bed was dry。  With unbroken sweep the winds of the
  west came; gathering force with every mile and howled and
  raved; threatening to tear the shingles from the roof;
  blowing the surface from the soil in clouds of fine dust and
  rapidly changing everything。  From coming in with two or
  three dozen rare moths in a day; in three years' time Elnora
  had grown to be delighted with finding two or three。
  Big pursy caterpillars could not be picked from their favourite
  bushes; when there were no bushes。  Dragonflies would
  not hover over dry places; and butterflies became scarce
  in proportion to the flowers; while no land yields over three
  crops of Indian relics。
  All the time the expense of books; clothing and
  incidentals had continued。  Elnora added to her bank
  account whenever she could; and drew out when she was
  compelled; but she omitted the important feature of calling
  for a balance。  So; one early spring morning in the last
  quarter of the fourth year; she almost fainted when she
  learned that her funds were gone。  Commencement with its
  extra expense was coming; she had no money; and very few
  cocoons to open in June; which would be too late。  She had
  one collection for the Bird Woman complete to a pair of
  Imperialis moths; and that was her only asset。  On the
  day she added these big Yellow Emperors she had been
  promised a check for three hundred dollars; but she would
  not get it until these specimens were secured。
  She remembered that she never had found an Emperor
  before June。
  Moreover; that sum was for her first year in college。
  Then she would be of age; and she meant to sell enough of
  her share of her father's land to finish。  She knew her
  mother would oppose her bitterly in that; for Mrs。
  Comstock had clung to every acre and tree that belonged to
  her husband。  Her land was almost complete forest where her
  neighbours owned cleared farms; dotted with wells that
  every hour sucked oil from beneath her holdings; but she
  was too absorbed in the grief she nursed to know or care。
  The Brushwood road and the redredging of the big Limberlost
  ditch had been more than she could pay from her income;
  and she had trembled before the wicket as she asked
  the banker if she had funds to pay it; and wondered why he
  laughed when he assured her she had。  For Mrs。 Comstock
  had spent no time on compounding interest; and
  never added the sums she had been depositing through
  nearly twenty years。  Now she thought her funds were
  almost gone; and every day she worried over expenses。
  She could see no reason in going through the forms of
  graduation when pupils had all in their heads that was
  required to graduate。  Elnora knew she had to have her
  diploma in order to enter the college she wanted to attend;
  but she did not dare utter the word; until high school
  was finished; for; instead of softening as she hoped her
  mother had begun to do; she seemed to remain very
  much the same。
  When the girl reached the swamp she sat on a log and
  thought over the expense she was compelled to meet。
  Every member of her particular set was having a large
  photograph taken to exchange with the others。  Elnora loved
  these girls and boys; and to say she could not have
  their pictures to keep was more than she could endure。
  Each one would give to all the others a handsome
  graduation present。  She knew they would prepare gifts for
  her whether she could make a present in return or not。
  Then it was the custom for each graduating class to give a
  great entertainment and use the funds to present the school
  with a statue for the entrance hall。  Elnora had been cast
  for and was practising a part in that performance。  She was
  expected to furnish her dress and personal necessities。
  She had been told that she must have a green gauze dress;
  and where was it to come from?
  Every girl of the class would have three beautiful new
  frocks for Commencement: one for the baccalaureate
  sermon; another; which could be plain; for graduation
  exercises; and a handsome one for the banquet and ball。
  Elnora faced the past three years and wondered how she
  could have spent so much money and not kept account of it。
  She did not realize where it had gone。  She did not
  know what she could do now。  She thought over the
  photographs; and at last settled that question to
  her satisfaction。  She studied longer over the gifts;
  ten handsome ones there must be; and at last decided she
  could arrang