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作者:淘气      更新:2021-02-20 04:22      字数:9322
  comparatively   cheerful   for   our   receptionwhere   we   glance   round   at   the
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  shadows; thrown on the blank walls by the crackling firewhere we feel
  very    lonely    when    the   village   innkeeper     and   his  pretty   daughter     have
  retired;   after   laying   down   a   fresh   store   of   wood   upon   the   hearth;   and
  setting forth   on the small table   such supper…cheer   as a   cold roast   capon;
  bread;   grapes;   and   a   flask   of   old   Rhine   wine…   …where   the   reverberating
  doors close on their retreat; one after another; like so many peals of sullen
  thunderand where; about the small hours of the night; we come into the
  knowledge of divers   supernatural mysteries。               Legion is   the name of   the
  haunted German students; in whose society we draw yet nearer to the fire;
  while the schoolboy in the corner opens his eyes wide and round; and flies
  off   the   footstool   he   has   chosen   for   his   seat;   when   the   door   accidentally
  blows open。       Vast is the crop of such fruit; shining on our Christmas Tree;
  in blossom; almost at the very top; ripening all down the boughs!
  Among the later toys and fancies hanging thereas idle often and less
  purebe the images once associated with the sweet old Waits; the softened
  music in the night; ever unalterable!            Encircled by the social thoughts of
  Christmas…time;        still  let  the  benignant     figure    of  my    childhood     stand
  unchanged!        In   every    cheerful    image    and   suggestion      that  the  season
  brings; may the bright star that rested above the poor roof; be the star of all
  the Christian World!         A moment's pause; O vanishing tree; of which the
  lower boughs are dark to me as yet; and let me look once more!                       I know
  there are blank spaces on thy branches; where eyes that I have loved have
  shone   and smiled;   from  which they  are   departed。            But;   far above;  I   see
  the raiser of the dead girl; and the Widow's Son; and God is good!                    If Age
  be hiding for me in the unseen portion of thy downward growth; O may I;
  with   a   grey   head;   turn   a   child's   heart   to   that   figure   yet;   and   a   child's
  trustfulness and confidence!
  Now; the tree is decorated with bright merriment; and song; and dance;
  and   cheerfulness。       And   they   are   welcome。       Innocent   and   welcome   be
  they ever held; beneath the branches of the Christmas Tree; which cast no
  gloomy shadow!          But; as it sinks into the ground; I hear a whisper going
  through   the   leaves。     〃This;   in   commemoration   of   the   law   of   love   and
  kindness; mercy and compassion。 This; in remembrance of Me!〃
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  WHAT CHRISTMAS IS AS WE
  GROW OLDER
  Time   was;   with   most   of   us;   when   Christmas   Day   encircling   all   our
  limited   world   like   a  magic   ring;  left   nothing out   for   us   to   miss   or   seek;
  bound together all our home enjoyments; affections; and hopes; grouped
  everything   and   every  one   around   the   Christmas   fire;   and   made   the   little
  picture shining in our bright young eyes; complete。
  Time came; perhaps; all so soon; when our thoughts over…leaped that
  narrow boundary; when there was some one (very dear; we thought then;
  very    beautiful;    and   absolutely    perfect)   wanting     to  the  fulness    of  our
  happiness; when we were wanting too (or we thought so; which did just as
  well) at the Christmas hearth by which that some one sat; and when we
  intertwined   with   every   wreath   and   garland   of   our   life   that   some   one's
  name。
  That   was   the   time   for   the   bright   visionary   Christmases   which   have
  long arisen from us to show faintly; after summer rain; in the palest edges
  of   the   rainbow!     That   was   the   time   for   the   beatified   enjoyment   of   the
  things that were to be; and never were; and yet the things that were so real
  in   our   resolute   hope   that   it   would   be   hard   to   say;   now;   what   realities
  achieved since; have been stronger!
  What!      Did    that   Christmas     never   really   come    when     we   and   the
  priceless pearl who was our young choice were received; after the happiest
  of totally impossible marriages; by the two united families previously at
  daggersdrawn on our account?              When brothers and sisters…in…law who
  had   always   been   rather   cool   to   us   before   our   relationship   was   effected;
  perfectly doted on us; and when fathers and mothers overwhelmed us with
  unlimited incomes?          Was that Christmas dinner never really eaten; after
  which   we   arose;   and   generously   and   eloquently   rendered   honour   to   our
  late   rival;   present   in   the   company;   then   and   there   exchanging   friendship
  and forgiveness; and founding an attachment; not to be surpassed in Greek
  or   Roman   story;  which   subsisted until death?          Has   that same   rival   long
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  ceased to care for that same priceless pearl; and married for money; and
  become   usurious?        Above   all;   do   we   really   know;   now;   that   we   should
  probably have been miserable if we had won and worn the pearl; and that
  we are better without her?
  That Christmas when we had recently achieved so much fame; when
  we had been carried in triumph somewhere; for doing something great and
  good; when we had won an honoured and ennobled name; and arrived and
  were received at home in a shower of tears of joy; is it possible that THAT
  Christmas has not come yet?
  And   is   our   life   here;   at   the   best;   so   constituted   that;   pausing   as   we
  advance at such a noticeable mile…stone in the track as this great birthday;
  we look back on the things that never were; as naturally and full as gravely
  as on the things that have been and are gone; or have been and still are?
  If it be so; and so it seems to be; must we come to the conclusion that life
  is little better than a dream; and little worth the loves and strivings that we
  crowd into it?
  No!     Far   be   such   miscalled     philosophy   from   us;     dear   Reader;    on
  Christmas Day!         Nearer and closer to our hearts be the Christmas spirit;
  which is the spirit of active usefulness; perseverance; cheerful discharge of
  duty; kindness and forbearance!            It is in the last virtues especially; that we
  are;   or   should   be;   strengthened   by   the   unaccomplished   visions   of        our
  youth; for; who shall say that they are not our teachers to deal gently even
  with the impalpable nothings of the earth!
  Therefore; as we grow older; let us be more thankful that the circle of
  our   Christmas   associations   and   of   the   lessons   that   they   bring;   expands!
  Let us welcome every one of them; and summon them to take their places
  by the Christmas hearth。
  Welcome;   old   aspirations;   glittering   creatures   of   an   ardent   fancy;   to
  your shelter underneath the holly!            We know you; and have not outlived
  you yet。     Welcome; old projects and old loves; however fleeting; to your
  nooks among the steadier lights that burn around us。                   Welcome; all that
  was   ever   real   to   our   hearts;   and   for   the   earnestness   that   made   you   real;
  thanks to Heaven!         Do we build no Christmas castles in the clouds now?
  Let    our   thoughts;     fluttering   like   butterflies   among      these   flowers    of
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  children;     bear   witness!   Before    this   boy;  there   stretches    out  a  Future;
  brighter than we ever looked on in our old romantic time; but bright with
  honour and with truth。         Around this little head on which the sunny curls
  lie   heaped;   the   graces   sport;   as   prettily;   as   airily;   as   when   there   was   no
  scythe within the reach of Time to shear away the curls of our first…love。
  Upon another  girl's   face near  itplacider but smiling   brighta quiet   and
  contented little face; we see Home fairly written。             Shining from the word;
  as rays shine from a star; we see how; when our graves are old; other hopes
  than ours are young; other hea