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作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 19:56      字数:9274
  them all; the satisfaction of a sleepless night。 Mrs。 Dashwood; too
  happy to be comfortable; knew not how to love Edward; nor praise
  Elinor enough; how to be enough thankful for his release without
  wounding   his   delicacy;   nor   how   at   once   to   give   them   leisure   for
  unrestrained conversation together; and yet enjoy; as she wished;
  the sight and society of both。
  Marianne        could      speak    her     happiness        only    by     tears。
  Comparisons         would     occur—regrets       would     arise;—and      her    joy;
  though sincere as her love for her sister; was of a kind to give her
  neither spirits nor language。
  But   Elinor—how   are  her   feelings   to   be   described?—From   the
  moment        of  learning    that   Lucy     was   married      to  another;     that
  Edward was free; to the moment of his justifying the hopes which
  had     so  instantly    followed;     she   was    every   thing    by   turns    but
  tranquil。     But   when    the   second   moment   had        passed;    when    she
  found      every    doubt;    every    solicitude     removed;      compared       her
  situation   with   what   so   lately   it   had   been;—saw   him   honourably
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  released from his former engagement; saw him instantly profiting
  by    the   release;   to  address     herself   and    declare    an   affection    as
  tender;   as   constant   as   she   had   ever   supposed   it   to   be;—she   was
  oppressed;   she   was   overcome   by   her   own   felicity;—and   happily
  disposed as is the human mind to be easily familiarized with any
  change for the better; it required several hours to give sedateness
  to her spirits; or any degree of tranquillity to her heart。
  Edward   was   now  fixed   at  the   cottage   at  least  for  a   week;—for
  whatever   other   claims   might   be   made   on   him;   it   was   impossible
  that   less   than   a   week   should     be   given   up   to   the  enjoyment   of
  Elinor’s company; or suffice to say half that was to be said of the
  past;   the   present;   and   the   future;—for   though   a   very   few   hours
  spent   in   the   hard   labour   of   incessant   talking   will   dispatch   more
  subjects than can really be in common between   any  two  rational
  creatures; yet with lovers it is different。 Between them no subject is
  finished; no communication is even made; till it has been made at
  least twenty times over。
  Lucy’s marriage; the unceasing and reasonable wonder among
  them   all;   formed   of   course   one   of   the   earliest   discussions   of   the
  lovers;—and   Elinor’s   particular knowledge   of  each party  made   it
  appear to her in every view; as one of the most extraordinary and
  unaccountable circumstances she had ever heard。 How they could
  be thrown together; and by what attraction Robert could be drawn
  on   to   marry   a   girl;   of   whose   beauty   she   had   herself   heard   him
  speak without any admiration;—a girl too  already  engaged  to  his
  brother; and on whose account that brother had been thrown   off
  by his family—it was beyond her comprehension to make out。 To
  her own heart it was a delightful affair; to her imagination it was
  even   a   ridiculous   one;   but   to   her   reason;   her   judgment;   it   was
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  completely a puzzle。
  Edward   could   only  attempt  an  explanation   by   supposing;   that
  perhaps   at   first   accidentally   meeting;   the   vanity   of   the   one   had
  been   so   worked      on   by   the  flattery   of  the  other;    as  to  lead   by
  degrees to all the rest。  Elinor  remembered   what  Robert  had  told
  her in Harley…street; of his opinion   of  what  his   own  mediation   in
  his   brother’s   affairs   might   have   done;   if   applied   to   in   time。   She
  repeated it to Edward。
  “That      was      exactly     like    Robert;”—was          his    immediate
  observation。—“And that;” he presently added; “might perhaps be
  in his head when the acquaintance between them first began。 And
  Lucy     perhaps     at  first  might    think    only   of  procuring     his   good
  offices in my favour。  Other designs might afterwards arise。”
  How long it had been carrying  on between   them;  however;  he
  was equally at a loss with herself to make out; for at Oxford; where
  he had remained for choice ever since his quitting London; he had
  had no means of hearing of her but from herself; and her letters to
  the very last were neither less frequent; nor less affectionate than
  usual。 Not the smallest suspicion; therefore; had ever occurred to
  prepare him for what followed;—and when at last it burst on him
  in   a  letter   from   Lucy    herself;   he   had   been    for  some     time;   he
  believed;   half   stupified   between   the   wonder;   the   horror;   and   the
  joy of such a deliverance。 He put the letter into Elinor’s hands。
  Dear Sir;
  Being very sure I have long lost your affections; I have thought
  myself at liberty to bestow my own on another; and have no doubt
  of being as happy with him as I once used to think I might be with
  you;   but  I   scorn   to  accept a   hand   while   the   heart   was   another’s。
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  Sincerely  wish  you  happy in   your   choice;   and   it   shall   not   be   my
  fault   if   we   are   not   always   good   friends;   as   our   near   relationship
  now makes proper。 I can safely say I owe   you  no  ill…will; and   am
  sure you will be too generous to do us any ill offices。 Your brother
  has gained my affections entirely; and as we could not live without
  one another; we are just returned from the altar; and are now on
  our way to Dawlish for a few weeks; which place your dear brother
  has   great   curiosity   to   see;   but   thought   I   would   first   trouble   you
  with these few lines; and shall always remain;
  Your sincere well…wisher; friend; and sister;
  LUCY FERRARS。
  I   have   burnt   all   your   letters;   and   will   return   your   picture   the
  first opportunity。 Please to destroy my scrawls—but the ring with
  my hair you are very welcome to keep。
  Elinor read and returned it without any comment。
  “I   will   not   ask   your   opinion     of  it  as  a   composition;”       said
  Edward。—“For worlds would not I have had a letter of hers seen
  by  you     in  former   days。—In   a      sister   it   is   bad  enough;   but   in   a
  wife!—how  I   have  blushed  over  the  pages   of  her   writing!—and   I
  believe   I   may   say   that   since   the   first   half   year   of   our   foolish—
  business—this is the only letter I ever received from her; of which
  the substance made me any amends for the defect of the style。”
  “However        it  may    have     come    about;”     said   Elinor;    after   a
  pause;—“they          are   certainly     married。     And     your     mother     has
  brought       on    herself     a   most     appropriate       punishment。         The
  independence she settled on  Robert;   through  resentment against
  you; has put it in his power to make his own choice; and she has
  actually   been   bribing   one   son   with   a   thousand   a…year;   to   do   the
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  very   deed   which   she   disinherited   the   other   for   intending   to   do。
  She will hardly be less hurt; I suppose; by Robert’s marrying Lucy;
  than she would have been by your marrying her。”
  “She     will   be   more    hurt    by   it;  for  Robert     always     was    her
  favourite。—She will be more hurt by it; and on the same principle
  will forgive him much sooner。”
  In what state the affair stood at present between them; Edward
  knew   not;   for   no   communication   with   any   of   his   family   had   yet
  been   attempted   by   him。   He   had   quitted   Oxford   within   four   and
  twenty hours after Lucy’s letter arrived; and with only one object
  before him; the nearest road to Barton; had had no leisur