第 48 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2021-02-19 19:46      字数:9322
  child。  How was she?  How did she look?  What did she
  say?  His comrade took his hand; and looked him in the
  face。
  〃George; she's dying;〃 William Dobbin saidand could
  speak no more。
  There was a buxom Irish servant…girl; who performed
  all the duties of the little house where the Sedley family
  had found refuge: and this girl had in vain; on many
  previous days; striven to give Amelia aid or consolation。
  Emmy was much too sad to answer; or even to be aware
  of the attempts the other was making in her favour。
  Four hours after the talk between Dobbin and Osborne;
  this servant…maid came into Amelia's room; where she
  sate as usual; brooding silently over her lettersher
  little treasures。  The girl; smiling; and looking arch and
  happy; made many trials to attract poor Emmy's
  attention; who; however; took no heed of her。
  〃Miss Emmy;〃 said the girl。
  〃I'm coming;〃 Emmy said; not looking round。
  〃There's a message;〃 the maid went on。  〃There's
  somethingsomebodysure; here's a new letter for you
  don't be reading them old ones any more。〃 And she gave
  her a letter; which Emmy took; and read。
  〃I must see you;〃 the letter said。  〃Dearest Emmy
  dearest lovedearest wife; come to me。〃
  George and her mother were outside; waiting until she
  had read the letter。
  CHAPTER XIX
  Miss Crawley at Nurse
  We have seen how Mrs。 Firkin; the lady's maid; as soon
  as any event of importance to the Crawley family came
  to her knowledge; felt bound to communicate it to Mrs。
  Bute Crawley; at the Rectory; and have before
  mentioned how particularly kind and attentive that good…
  natured lady was to Miss Crawley's confidential servant。
  She had been a gracious friend to Miss Briggs; the
  companion; also; and had secured the latter's good…will by a
  number of those attentions and promises; which cost so
  little in the making; and are yet so valuable and agreeable to
  the recipient。  Indeed every good economist and
  manager of a household must know how cheap and yet
  how amiable these professions are; and what a flavour
  they give to the most homely dish in life。  Who was the
  blundering idiot who said that 〃fine words butter no
  parsnips〃?  Half the parsnips of society are served and
  rendered palatable with no other sauce。  As the immortal
  Alexis Soyer can make more delicious soup for a half…
  penny than an ignorant cook can concoct with pounds of
  vegetables and meat; so a skilful artist will make a few
  simple and pleasing phrases go farther than ever so much
  substantial benefit…stock in the hands of a mere bungler。
  Nay; we know that substantial benefits often sicken some
  stomachs; whereas; most will digest any amount of fine
  words; and be always eager for more of the same food。
  Mrs。 Bute had told Briggs and Firkin so often of the
  depth of her affection for them; and what she would do;
  if she had Miss Crawley's fortune; for friends so excellent
  and attached; that the ladies in question had the deepest
  regard for her; and felt as much gratitude and
  confidence as if Mrs。 Bute had loaded them with the most
  expensive favours。
  Rawdon Crawley; on the other hand; like a selfish
  heavy dragoon as he was; never took the least trouble to
  conciliate his aunt's aides…de…camp; showed his contempt
  for the pair with entire franknessmade Firkin pull off
  his boots on one occasionsent her out in the rain on
  ignominious messagesand if he gave her a guinea; flung
  it to her as if it were a box on the ear。  As his aunt; too;
  made a butt of Briggs; the Captain followed the
  example; and levelled his jokes at herjokes about as
  delicate as a kick from his charger。  Whereas; Mrs。 Bute
  consulted her in matters of taste or difficulty; admired
  her poetry; and by a thousand acts of kindness and
  politeness; showed her appreciation of Briggs; and if she
  made Firkin a twopenny…halfpenny present; accompanied
  it with so many compliments; that the twopence…half…
  penny was transmuted into gold in the heart of the grateful
  waiting…maid; who; besides; was looking forwards
  quite contentedly to some prodigious benefit which must
  happen to her on the day when Mrs。 Bute came into her
  fortune。
  The different conduct of these two people is pointed
  out respectfully to the attention of persons commencing
  the world。  Praise everybody; I say to such: never be
  squeamish; but speak out your compliment both point…
  blank in a man's face; and behind his back; when
  you know there is a reasonable chance of his hearing it
  again。  Never lose a chance of saying a kind word。  As
  Collingwood never saw a vacant place in his estate but
  he took an acorn out of his pocket and popped it in;
  so deal with your compliments through life。  An acorn
  costs nothing; but it may sprout into a prodigious bit of
  timber。
  In a word; during Rawdon Crawley's prosperity; he was
  only obeyed with sulky acquiescence; when his disgrace
  came; there was nobody to help or pity him。  Whereas;
  when Mrs。 Bute took the command at Miss Crawley's
  house; the garrison there were charmed to act under
  such a leader; expecting all sorts of promotion from her
  promises; her generosity; and her kind words。
  That he would consider himself beaten; after one defeat;
  and make no attempt to regain the position he had
  lost; Mrs。 Bute Crawley never allowed herself to suppose。
  She knew Rebecca to be too clever and spirited and
  desperate a woman to submit without a struggle; and felt
  that she must prepare for that combat; and be incessantly
  watchful against assault; or mine; or surprise。
  In the first place; though she held the town; was she
  sure of the principal inhabitant?  Would Miss Crawley
  herself hold out; and had she not a secret longing to
  welcome back the ousted adversary?  The old lady liked
  Rawdon; and Rebecca; who amused her。  Mrs。 Bute could
  not disguise from herself the fact that none of her party
  could so contribute to the pleasures of the town…bred
  lady。  〃My girls' singing; after that little odious governess's;
  I know is unbearable;〃 the candid Rector's wife
  owned to herself。  〃She always used to go to sleep when
  Martha and Louisa played their duets。  Jim's stiff
  college manners and poor dear Bute's talk about his dogs
  and horses always annoyed her。  If I took her to the
  Rectory; she would grow angry with us all; and fly; I
  know she would; and might fall into that horrid
  Rawdon's clutches again; and be the victim of that little
  viper of a Sharp。  Meanwhile; it is clear to me that she is
  exceedingly unwell; and cannot move for some weeks; at
  any rate; during which we must think of some plan to
  protect her from the arts of those unprincipled people。〃
  In the very best…of moments; if anybody told Miss
  Crawley that she was; or looked ill; the trembling old
  lady sent off for her doctor; and I daresay she was very
  unwell after the sudden family event; which might serve
  to shake stronger nerves than hers。  At least; Mrs。 Bute
  thought it was her duty to inform the physician; and the
  apothecary; and the dame…de…compagnie; and the domestics;
  that Miss Crawley was in a most critical state; and
  that they were to act accordingly。  She had the street laid
  knee…deep with straw; and the knocker put by with Mr。
  Bowls's plate。  She insisted that the Doctor should call
  twice a day; and deluged her patient with draughts every
  two hours。  When anybody entered the room; she uttered
  a shshshsh so sibilant and ominous; that it frightened the
  poor old lady in her bed; from which she could
  not look without seeing Mrs。 Bute's beady eyes eagerly
  fixed on her; as the latter sate steadfast in the arm…chair
  by the bedside。  They seemed to lighten in the dark (for
  she kept the curtains closed) as she moved about the
  room on velvet paws like a cat。  There Miss Crawley lay
  for daysever so many daysMr。 Bute reading books
  of devotion to her: for nights; long nights; during which
  she had to hear the watchman sing; the night…light sputter;
  visited at midnight; the last thing; by the stealthy apothecary;
  and then left to look at Mrs。 Bute's twinkling eyes;
  or the flicks of yellow that the rushlight threw on the
  dreary darkened ceiling。  Hygeia herself would have
  fallen sick under such a regimen; and how much more
  this poor old nervous victim?  It has been said that when
  she was in health and good spirits; this venerable
  inhabitant of Vanity Fair had as free notions about religion
  and morals as Monsieur de Voltaire himself could desire;
  but when illness overtook her; it was aggravated by
  the most dreadful terrors of death; and an utter cowardice
  took possession of the prostrate old sinner。
  Sick…bed homilies and pious reflections are; to be sure;
  out of place in mere story…books; and we are not going
  (after the fashion of some novelists of the present day)
  to cajole the。public into a sermon; when it is only a
  comedy that the reader pays his money to witness。  But;
  without preaching; the truth may surely be borne in mind;
  that the bustle; and triumph; and laughter; and gaiety
  which Vanity Fair exhibits in public; do not always pursue
  the performer into private life; and that the most
  dreary depression of spirits and dismal repentances
  sometimes overcome him。  Recollection of the best ordained
  banquets will scarcely cheer sick epicures。  Reminiscences
  of the most becoming