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作者:幽雨      更新:2021-02-19 18:04      字数:9322
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  chipped and honeycombed with bullets which he had fired into it each day
  for memory's sake。 Presently he lifted the pistol and looked at its name
  the word 〃Neighbor〃 engraved upon it。
  〃I wonder;〃 said he; aloud; 〃if she keeps the rust off mine?〃 Then he
  lifted it slowly to his lips and kissed the word 〃Neighbor。〃
  The clank of wheels sounded on the road; and he put the pistol quickly
  down。 Dreaminess vanished from his face。 He looked around alertly; but
  no   one   had   seen   him。   The   clanking   was   still   among   the   trees   a   little
  distance   up   Box   Elder。   It   approached   deliberately;   while   he   watched   for
  the vehicle to emerge upon the open where his cabin stood; and then they
  came; a man and a woman。 At sight of her Mr。 McLean half rose; but sat
  down   again。   Neither   of   them   had   noticed   him;   sitting   as   they   were   in
  silence and the drowsiness of a long drive。 The man was weak…faced; with
  good looks sallowed by dissipation; and a vanquished glance of the eye。
  As the woman had stood on the platform at Separ; so she sat now; upright;
  bold; and massive。 The brag of past beauty was a habit settled upon her
  stolid features。 Both sat inattentive to each other and to everything around
  them。   The   wheels   turned   slowly   and   with   a   dry;   dead   noise;   the   reins
  bellied loosely to the shafts; the horse's head hung low。 So they drew close。
  Then the man saw McLean; and color came into his face and went away。
  〃Good…evening;〃   said   he;   clearing   his   throat。   〃We   heard   you   was   in
  cow…camp。〃
  The cow…puncher noted how he tried to smile; and a freakish change
  crossed his own countenance。  He nodded slightly;   and stretched his legs
  out as he sat。
  〃You look natural;〃 said the woman; familiarly。
  〃Seem to be fixed nice here;〃 continued the man。 〃Hadn't heard of it。
  Well; we'll be going along。 Glad to have seen you。〃
  〃Your wheel wants greasing;〃 said McLean; briefly; his eye upon the
  man。
  〃Can't stop。 I expect she'll last to Drybone。 Good…evening。〃
  〃Stay to supper;〃 said McLean; always seated on his chair。
  〃Can't stop; thank you。 I expect we can last to Drybone。〃 He twitched
  the reins。
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  McLean       levelled   a  pistol   at  a  chicken;   and   knocked      off  its  head。
  〃Better stay to supper;〃 he suggested; very distinctly。
  〃It's business; I tell you。 I've got to catch Governor Barker before he〃
  The pistol cracked; and a second chicken shuffled in the dust。 〃Better
  stay to supper;〃 drawled McLean。
  The man looked up at his wife。
  〃So    yus   need   me!〃   she   broke    out。   〃Ain't   got   heart   enough   in  yer
  played…out body to stand up to a man。 We'll eat here。 Get down。〃
  The husband stepped to the ground。 〃I didn't suppose you'd want〃
  〃Ho! want? What's Lin; or you; or anything to me? Help me out。〃
  Both men   came   forward。  She   descended;  leaning heavily  upon   each;
  her blue staring eyes fixed upon the cow…puncher。
  〃No;   yus   ain't   changed;〃   she   said。   〃Same   in   your   looks   and   same   in
  your actions。 Was you expecting you could scare me; you; Lin McLean?〃
  〃I just wanted chickens for supper;〃 said he。
  Mrs。 Lusk gave a hard high laugh。 〃I'll eat 'em。 It's not I that cares。 As
  for〃   She    stopped。   Her    eye   had   fallen   upon   the   pistol  and   the  name
  〃Neighbor。〃       〃As   for  you;〃    she  continued     to  Mr。   Lusk;    〃don't   you   be
  standing dumb same as the horse。〃
  〃Better take him to the stable; Lusk;〃 said McLean。
  He picked the chickens up; showed the woman to the best chair in his
  room;   and   went   into   his   kitchen   to   cook   supper   for   three。   He   gave   his
  guests no further attention; nor did either of them come in where he was;
  nor did the husband rejoin the wife。 He walked slowly up and down in the
  air; and she sat by herself in the room。 Lin's steps as he made ready round
  the stove and table; and Lusk's slow tread out in the setting sunlight; were
  the only sounds about the cabin。 When the host looked into the door of the
  next   room   to   announce   that   his   meal   was   served;   the   woman   sat   in   her
  chair   no   longer;   but   stood   with   her   back   to   him   by   a   shelf。   She   gave   a
  slight start at his summons; and replaced something。 He saw that she had
  been examining 〃Neighbor;〃 and his face hardened suddenly to fierceness
  as he looked at her; but he repeated quietly that she had better come in。
  Thus   did   the   three   sit   down   to   their   meal。   Occasionally   a   word   about
  handing some dish fell from one or other of them; but nothing more; until
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  Lusk took out his watch and mentioned the hour。
  〃Yu've not ate especially hearty;〃 said Lin; resting his arms upon the
  table。
  〃I'm going;〃 asserted Lusk。 〃Governor Barker may start out。 I've got
  my interests to look after。〃
  〃Why; sure;〃 said Lin。 〃I can't hope you'll waste all your time on just
  me。〃
  Lusk   rose   and looked   at his   wife。  〃It'll   be ten   now  before   we get   to
  Drybone;〃 said he。 And he went down to the stable。
  The   woman   sat   still;  pressing   the   crumbs   of her   bread。  〃I   know   you
  seen me;〃 she said; without looking at him。
  〃Saw you when?〃
  〃I knowed it。 And I seen how you looked at me。〃 She sat twisting and
  pressing   the   crumb。   Sometimes   it   was   round;   sometimes   it   was   a   cube;
  now   and   then   she   flattened   it   to   a   disk。   Mr。   McLean   seemed   to   have
  nothing that he wished to reply。
  〃If you claim that pistol is yourn;〃 she said next; 〃I'll tell you I know
  better。 If you ask me whose should it be if not yourn; I would not have to
  guess the name。 She has talked to me; and me to her。〃
  She was still looking away from him at the bread…crumb; or she could
  have seen that McLean's hand was trembling as he watched her leaning on
  his arms。
  〃Oh yes; she was willing to talk to me!〃 The woman uttered another
  sudden laugh。 〃I knowed about herall。 Things get heard of in this world。
  Did not all about you and me come to her knowledge in its own good time;
  and it done and gone how many years? My; my; my!〃 Her voice grew slow
  and absent。 She stopped for a moment; and then more rapidly resumed: 〃It
  had travelled around about you and her like it always will travel。 It was
  known how you had asked her; and how she had told you she would have
  you; and then told you she would not when she learned about you and me。
  Folks that knowed yus and folks that never seen yus in their lives had to
  have their word about her facing you down you had another wife; though
  she knowed the truth about me being married to Lusk and him livin' the
  day you married me; and ten and twenty marriages could not have tied you
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  and me up; no matter how honest you swore to no hinderance。 Folks said it
  was plain she did not want yus。 It give me a queer feelin' to see that girl。 It
  give me a wish to tell her to her face that she did not love yus and did not
  know love。 Waitwait; Lin! Yu' never hit me yet。〃
  〃No;〃 said the cow…puncher。 〃Nor now。 I'm not Lusk。〃
  〃Yu' looked soso bad; Lin。 I never seen yu' look so bad in old days。
  Wait; now; and I must tell it。 I wished to laugh in her face and say; 'What
  do you know about love?' So I walked in。 Lin; she does love yus!〃
  〃Yes;〃 breathed McLean。
  〃She was sittin' back in her room at Separ。 Not the ticket…office; but〃
  〃I   know;〃   the  cow…puncher  said。  His   eyes   were burning。          〃It's   snug;
  the   way    she   has   it。  'Good…afternoon;'     I  says。   'Is  this  Miss   Jessamine
  Buckner?'〃
  At his sweetheart's name the glow in Lin's eyes seemed to quiver to a
  flash。
  〃And she spoke pleasant to mepleasant and gay…like。 But a woman
  can tell sorrow in a woman's eyes。 And she asked me would I rest in her
  room there; and what was my name。 'They tell me you claim to know it
  better than I do;' I says。 'They tell me you say it is Mrs。 McLean。' She put
  her hand on her breast; and she keeps lookin' at me without never speaking。
  'Maybe I am not so welcome now;' I says。 'One minute;' says she。 'Let me
  get used to it。' And she sat down。
  〃Lin; she is a square…lookin' girl。 I'll say