第 44 节
作者:幽雨      更新:2021-02-19 18:04      字数:9322
  〃Oh;〃 cried Jessamine; crimsoning; 〃yes! Why; he sent you to me!〃
  〃Well; he got hot in camp when I said that about sending his clothes to
  you。 He quit supper pretty soon; and went away off a walking。 And that's
  another time they said I was too young。 But Lin don't come to see you any
  more。〃
  〃Why; I hope he loves me;〃 murmured Jessamine。 〃Always。〃
  〃Well;   I   hope   so   too;〃   said   Billy;   earnestly。   〃For   I   like   you。  When   I
  seen him show you our cabin on Box Elder; and the room he had fixed for
  you;   I   was   glad   you   were   coming   to   be   my   mother。   Mother   used   to   be
  awful。 I wouldn't 'a' minded her licking me if she'd done other things。 Ah;
  pshaw! I wasn't going to stand that。〃 Billy now came close to Jessamine。
  〃I   do   wish   you   would   come   and   live   with   me   and   Lin;〃   said   he。   〃Lin's
  awful nice。〃
  〃Don't I know it?〃 said Jessamine; tenderly。
  〃Cause I heard you say you were going to marry him;〃 went on Billy。
  〃And I seen him kiss you and you let him that time we went away when
  you found out about mother。 And you're not mad; and he's not; and nothing
  happens at all; all the same! Won't you tell me; please?〃
  Jessamine's eyes were glistening; and she took him in her lap。 She was
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  not going to tell him that he was too young this time。 But whatever things
  she had shaped to say to the boy were never said。
  Through the noise of the gale came the steadier sound of the train; and
  the girl rose quickly to preside over her ticket…office and duties behind the
  railing   in   the   front   room   of   the   station。   The   boy   ran   to   the   window   to
  watch the great event of Separ's day。 The locomotive loomed out from the
  yellow  clots   of   drift;   paused   at   the  water…tank;   and   then   with   steam  and
  humming   came   slowly   on   by   the   platform。   Slowly   its   long   dust…choked
  train emerged trundling behind it; and ponderously halted。 There was no
  one   to   go。   No   one   came   to   buy   a   ticket   of   Jessamine。   The   conductor
  looked   in   on   business;   but   she   had   no   telegraphic   orders   for   him。   The
  express agent jumped off and looked in for pleasure。 He received his daily
  smile and nod of friendly discouragement。 Then the light bundle of mail
  was flung inside the door。 Separ had no mail to go out。 As she was picking
  up   the   letters   young   Billy   passed   her   like   a   shadow;   and   fled   out。   Two
  passengers had descended from the train; a man and a large woman。 His
  clothes   were   loose   and   careless   upon   him。   He   held   valises;   and   stood
  uncertainly   looking   about   him   in   the   storm。   Her   firm;   heavy   body   was
  closely dressed。 In her hat was a large; handsome feather。 Along between
  the   several   cars   brakemen   leaned   out;   watched   her;   and   grinned   to   each
  other。 But her big; hard…shining blue eyes were fixed curiously upon the
  station where Jessamine was。
  〃It's all night we may be here; is it?〃 she said to the man; harshly。
  〃How am I to help that?〃 he retorted。
  〃I'll help it。 If this hotel's the sty it used to be; I'll walk to Tommy's。
  I've not saw him since I left Bear Creek。〃
  She stalked into the hotel; while the man went slowly to the station。 He
  entered; and found Jessamine behind her railing; sorting the slim mail。
  〃Good…evening;〃 he said。 〃Excuse me。 There was to be a wagon sent
  here。〃
  〃For   the   telegraph…mender? Yes;   sir。   It   came   Tuesday。 You're   to   find
  the pole…wagon at Drybone。〃
  This news was good; and all that he wished to know。 He could drive
  out and escape a night at the Hotel Brunswick。 But he lingered; because
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  Jessamine spoke so pleasantly to him。 He had heard of her also。
  〃Governor Barker has not been around here?〃 he said。
  〃Not yet; sir。 We understand he is expected through on a hunting…trip。〃
  〃I suppose there is room for two and a trunk on that wagon?〃
  〃I reckon so; sir。〃 Jessamine glanced at the man; and he took himself
  out。   Most   men   took   themselves   out   if   Jessamine   so   willed;   and   it   was
  mostly achieved thus; in amity。
  On the platform the man found his wife again。
  〃Then I needn't to walk to Tommy's;〃 she said。 〃And we'll eat as we
  travel。   But   you'll   wait   till   I'm   through   with   her。〃   She   made   a   gesture
  toward the station。
  〃Whywhywhat do you want with her。 Don't you know who she is?〃
  〃It was me told you who she was; James Lusk。 You'll wait till I've been
  and asked her after Lin McLean's health; and till I've saw how the likes of
  her talks to the likes of me。〃
  He made a feeble protest that this would do no one any good。
  〃Sew yourself up; James Lusk。 If it has been your idea I come with yus
  clear from Laramie to watch yus plant telegraph…poles in the sage…brush;
  why you're off。 I ain't heard much 'o Lin since the day he learned it was
  you and not him that was my husband。 And I've come back in this country
  to have a look at my old friendsand〃 (she laughed loudly and nodded at
  the station) 〃my old friends' new friends!〃
  Thus ordered; the husband wandered away to find his wagon and the
  horse。
  Jessamine; in the office; had finished her station duties and returned to
  her needle。 She sat contemplating the scorched sock of Billy's; and heard a
  heavy  step   at   the   threshold。   She   turned;   and   there   was   the   large   woman
  with the feather quietly surveying her。 The words which the stranger spoke
  then were usual enough for a beginning。 But there was something of threat
  in the strong animal countenance; something of laughter ready to break out。
  Much   beauty   of   its   kind   had   evidently   been   in   the   face;   and   now;   as
  substitute  for  what   was   gone;  was   the brag   look of   assertion   that   it   was
  still all there。 Many stranded travellers knocked at Jessamine's door; and
  now;   as   always;   she   offered the   hospitalities of   her   neat   abode;   the   only
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  room in Separ fit for a woman。 As she spoke; and the guest surveyed and
  listened; the door blew shut with a crash。
  Outside; in a shed; Billy had   placed the wagon between himself  and
  his father。
  〃How you have grown!〃 the man was saying; and he smiled。 〃Come;
  shake hands。 I did not think to see you here。〃
  〃Dare you to touch me!〃 Billy screamed。 〃No; I'll never come with you。
  Lin says I needn't to。〃
  The man passed his hand across his forehead; and leaned against the
  wheel。 〃Lord; Lord!〃 he muttered。
  His son warily slid out of the shed and left him leaning there。
  PART II
  Lin McLean; bachelor; sat out in front of his cabin; looking at a small
  bright pistol that lay in his hand。 He held it tenderly; cherishing it; and did
  not cease slowly to polish it。 Revery filled his eyes; and in his whole face
  was sadness unmasked; because only the animals were there to perceive
  his true feelings。 Sunlight and waving shadows moved together upon the
  green of his pasture; cattle and horses loitered in the opens by the stream。
  Down Box Elder's course; its valley and golden…chimneyed bluffs widened
  away   into    the  level   and   the  blue   of  the  greater   valley。  Upstream   the
  branches and shining; quiet leaves entered the mountains where the rock
  chimneys narrowed to a gateway; a citadel of shafts and turrets; crimson
  and   gold   above   the   filmy   emerald   of   the   trees。   Through   there   the   road
  went up from the cotton…woods into the cool quaking asps and pines; and
  so across the   range and   away to   Separ。 Along the ridge…pole of the new
  stable; two hundred yards down…stream; sat McLean's turkeys; and cocks
  and hens walked in front of him here by his cabin and fenced garden。 Slow
  smoke rose from the cabin's chimney into the air; in which were no sounds
  but    the  running    water    and   the   afternoon    chirp   of  birds。   Amid     this
  framework   of   a  home   the   cow…puncher  sat;  lonely;  inattentive;   polishing
  the treasured weapon as if it were not already long clean。 His target stood
  some   twenty   steps   in   front   of   hima   small   cottonwood…tree;   its   trunk
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