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作者:幽雨      更新:2021-02-19 18:04      字数:9322
  strange;〃   he   said   to   me   one   morning   after   an   hour   of   riding   in   silence;
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  〃how a man will win two women while another man gets aged waitin' for
  one。〃
  〃Your hair seems black as ever;〃 said I。
  〃My   hopes   ain't   so   glossy   any   more;〃   he   answered。   〃Lin   has   done
  better this second trip。〃
  〃Mrs。 Lusk don't count;〃 said I。
  〃I reckon she counted mighty plentiful when he thought he'd got her
  clamped to him by lawful marriage。 But Lin's lucky。〃 And the Virginian
  fell silent again。
  Lucky  Lin   bestirred   him  over   his   work;  his   plans;   his   ranch   on   Box
  Elder   that   was   one   day   to   be   a   home   for   his   lady。   He   came   and   went;
  seeing his idea triumph and his girl respected。 Not only was she a girl; but
  a   good   shot   too。 And   as   if   she   and   her   small;   neat   home   were   a   sort   of
  possession; the cow…punchers would boast of her to strangers。 They would
  have dealt heavily now with the wretch who should trifle with the water…
  tank。   When   camp   came   within   visiting   distance;   you   would   see   one   or
  another shaving and parting his hair。 They wrote unnecessary letters; and
  brought   them   to   mail   as   excuses   for   an   afternoon   call。   Honey   Wiggin;
  more original; would look in the door with his grin; and hold up an ace of
  clubs。 〃I thought maybe yu' could spare a minute for a shootin'…match;〃 he
  would   insinuate;   and   Separ   now   heard   no   more   objectionable   shooting
  than this。 Texas   brought   her presents   of   gameantelope;  sage…chickens
  but;    shyness    intervening;     he   left  them   outside     the  door;   and    entering;
  dressed   in   all   the   〃Sunday〃   that   he   had;   would   sit   dumbly   in   the   lady's
  presence。   I   remember   his   emerging   from   one   of   these   placid   interviews
  straight into the hands of his tormentors。
  〃If   she   don't   notice   your    clothes;   Texas;〃    said   the   Virginian;    〃just
  mention them to her。〃
  〃Now   yer've   done   offended   her;〃   shrilled   Manassas   Donohoe。   〃She
  heard that。〃
  〃She'll hear you singin' sooprano;〃 said Honey Wiggin。 〃It's good this
  country has reformed; or they'd have you warblin' in some dance…hall and
  corrupt your morals。〃
  〃You sca'cely can corrupt the morals of a soprano man;〃 observed the
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  Virginian。 〃Go and play with Billy till you can talk bass。〃
  But it was the boldest adults that Billy chose for playmates。 Texas he
  found immature。 Moreover; when next he came; he desired play with no
  one。 Summer was done。 September's full moon was several nights ago; he
  had gone on his hunt with Lin; and now spelling…books were at hand。 But
  more than this clouded his mind; he had been brought to say good…bye to
  Jessamine      Buckner;     who     had   scarcely    seen   him;    and   to  give    her   a
  wolverene…skin;   a   hunting   trophy。   〃She   can   have  it;〃   he   told   me。   〃I   like
  her。〃 Then he stole a look at his guardian。 〃If they get married and send me
  back to mother;〃 said he; 〃I'll run away sure。〃 So school and this old dread
  haunted the child; while for the man; Lin the lucky; who suspected nothing
  of it; time was ever bringing love nearer to his hearth。 His Jessamine had
  visited Box   Elder; and   even said   she wanted  chickens there;   since   when
  Mr。   McLean   might   occasionally   have   been   seen   at   his   cabin;   worrying
  over   barn…yard   fowls;   feeding   and   cursing  them   with   equal   care。   Spring
  would see him married; he told me。
  〃This time right!〃 he exclaimed。 〃And I want her to know Billy some
  more before he goes to Bear Creek。〃
  〃Ah; Bear Creek!〃 said Billy; acidly。 〃Why can't I stay home?〃
  〃Home sounds kind o' slick;〃 said Lin to me。 〃Don't it; now? 'Home' is
  closer than 'neighbor;' you bet! Billy; put the horses in the corral; and ask
  Miss   Buckner   if   we   can   come   and   see   her   after   supper。   If   you're   good;
  maybe      she'll  take   yu'  for  a  ride   to…morrow。     And;    kid;   ask  her   about
  Laramie。〃
  Again suspicion quivered over Billy's face; and he dragged his horses
  angrily to the corral。
  Lin nudged me; laughing。 〃I can rile him every time about Laramie;〃
  said he; affectionately。 〃I wouldn't have believed the kid set so much store
  by me。 Nor I didn't need to ask Jessamine to love him for my sake。 What
  do yu' suppose? Before I'd got far as thinking of Billy at all right after
  Edgeford;  when   my  head   was   just   a   whirl   of   joyJessamine   says   to   me
  one   day;   'Read   that。'   It   was   Governor   Barker   writin'   to   her   about   her
  brother and her sorrow。〃 Lin paused。 〃And about me。 I can't never tell you…
  …but he said a heap I didn't deserve。 And he told her about me picking up
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  Billy in Denver streets that time; and doing for him because his own home
  was   not   a   good   one。   Governor   Barker   wrote Jessamine   all that;   and   she
  said;  'Why  did   you   never  tell   me?' And   I   said   it   wasn't   anything   to   tell。
  And she just said to me; 'It shall be as if he was your son and I was his
  mother。' And that's the first regular kiss she ever gave me I didn't have to
  take myself。 God bless her! God bless her!〃
  As   we   ate   our   supper;   young   Billy   burst   out   of   brooding   silence:   〃I
  didn't ask her about Laramie。 So there!〃
  〃Well; well; kid;〃 said the cow…puncher; patting his head; 〃yu' needn't
  to; I guess。〃
  But Billy's eye remained sullen and jealous。 He paid slight attention to
  the   picture…book   of   soldiers   and   war   that   Jessamine   gave   him   when   we
  went over to the station。 She had her own books; some flowers in pots; a
  rocking…chair;   and   a   cosey   lamp   that   shone   on   her   bright   face   and   dark
  dress。 We drew stools from the office desks; and Billy perched silently on
  one。
  〃Scanty room for company!〃 Jessamine said。 〃But we must make out
  this waytill we have another way。〃 She smiled on Lin; and Billy's face
  darkened。 〃Do you know;〃 she pursued to me; 〃with all those chickens Mr。
  McLean tells me about; never a one has he thought to bring here。〃
  〃Livin' or dead do you want 'em?〃 inquired Lin。
  〃Oh; I'll not bother you。 Mr。 Donohoe says he will〃
  〃Texas?   Chickens?   Him?   Then   he'll   have   to   steal   'em!〃   And   we   all
  laughed together。
  〃You   won't   make   me   go   back   to   Laramie;   will   you?〃   spoke   Billy;
  suddenly; from his stool。
  〃I'd like to see anybody try to make you?〃 exclaimed Jessamine。 〃Who
  says any such thing?〃
  〃Lin did;〃 said Billy。
  Jessamine   looked   at   her   lover   reproachfully。   〃What   a   way   to   tease
  him!〃 she said。 〃And you so kind。 Why; you've hurt his feelings!〃
  〃I never thought;〃 said Lin the boisterous。 〃I wouldn't have。〃
  〃Come sit here; Billy;〃 said Jessamine。 〃Whenever he teases; you tell
  me; and we'll make him behave。〃
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  〃Honest?〃 persisted Billy。
  〃Shake hands on it;〃 said Jessamine。
  〃Cause I'll go to school。 But I won't go back to Laramie for no one。
  And you're a…going to be Lin's wife; honest?〃
  〃Honest! Honest!〃 And Jessamine; laughing; grew red beside her lamp。
  〃Then   I   guess   mother   can't   never   come   back   to   Lin;   either;〃   stated
  Billy; relieved。
  Jessamine let fall the child's hand。
  〃Cause she liked him onced; and he liked her。〃
  Jessamine gazed at Lin。
  〃It's simple;〃 said the cow…puncher。 〃It's all right。〃
  But Jessamine sat by her lamp; very pale。
  〃It's all right;〃 repeated Lin in the silence; shifting his foot and looking
  down。 〃Once I made a fool of myself。 Worse than usual。〃
  〃Billy?〃 whispered Jessamine。 〃Then youBut his name is Lusk!〃
  〃Course it is;〃 said Billy。 〃Father and mother are living in Laramie。〃
  〃It's   all   straight;〃   said   the   cow…puncher。   〃I   never   saw   her   till   three
  years ago。 I haven't anything to hide; onlyonlyonly it don't come easy
  to tell。〃
  I rose。 〃Miss   Buckner;〃 said   I; 〃he  will tell you。  But he  will not   tell
  you he paid dearly for what was no fault of his。 It has been no s