第 37 节
作者:幽雨      更新:2021-02-19 18:04      字数:9322
  pretend it was a matter of course。 Nate was not in; she told us at once。 He
  had business to attend to and friends to see he must get back to Riverside
  and down in that country where colts were waiting for him。  He was the
  only one the E。 K。 outfit would allow to handle their young stock。 Did we
  know that? And she was going to stay with a Mrs。 Pierce down there for a
  while; near where Nate would be working。 All this she told us; but when
  he did not return to dine with her on this first day; I think she found it hard
  to sustain her wilful cheeriness。 Lin offered to take her driving to see the
  military post and dress parade at retreat; and Cloud's Peak; and Buffalo's
  various     sights;   but   she  made     excuses    and   retired   to  her   room。    Nate;
  however; was at tea; shaven clean; with good clothes; and well conducted。
  His   tone   and   manner   to   Jessamine   were   confidential   and   caressing;   and
  offended   Mr。   McLean;   so   that   I   observed   to   him   that   it   was   scarcely
  reasonable to be jealous。
  〃Oh; no   jealousy!〃 said he。  〃But he   comes in   and kisses her;  and   he
  kisses her good…night; and us strangers looking on! It's such oncontrollable
  affection; yu' see; after never writing for five years。 I expect she must have
  some of her savings left。〃
  It is true that the sister gave the brother money more than once; and as
  our ways lay together; I had chances to see them both; and to wonder if her
  joy   at  being    with   him   once    again   was   going    to  last。  On   the   road   to
  Riverside   I   certainly   heard   Jessamine   beg   him   to   return   home   with   her;
  and he ridiculed such a notion。 What proper life for a live man was that
  dead   place   back   East?   he   asked   her。   I   thought   he   might   have   expressed
  some regret that they must dwell so far apart; or some intention to visit her
  now and then; but he said nothing of the sort; though he spoke volubly of
  himself   and   his   prospects。   I   suppose   this   spectacle   of   brother   and   sister
  had   rubbed   Lin the   wrong   way  too   much;  for   he held himself   and   Billy
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  aloof;  joining   me   on   the   road   but   once;  and   then   merely  to   give   me   the
  news that people here wanted no more of Nate Buckner; he would be run
  out of the country; and respect for the sister was all that meanwhile saved
  him。    But    Buckner;     like  so   many     spared    criminals;    seemed     brazenly
  unaware he was disgraced; and went hailing loudly any riders or drivers
  we   met;   while   beside   him   his   sister   sat   close   and   straight;   her   stanch
  affection and support for the world to see。 For all she let appear; she might
  have been bringing him back from some gallant heroism achieved; and as
  I   rode   along   the   travesty   seemed   more   and   more   pitiful;   the   outcome
  darker and darker。
  At   all   times   is   Riverside   beautiful;   but   most   beautiful   when   the   sun
  draws   down   through   the   openings   of   the   hills。   From   each   one   a   stream
  comes flowing clearly out into the plain; and fields spread green along the
  margins。 It was beneath the long…slanted radiance of evening that we saw
  Blue Creek and felt its coolness rise among the shifting veils of light。 The
  red bluff eastward; the tall natural fortress; lost its stern masonry of shapes;
  and loomed a soft towering enchantment of violet and amber and saffron
  in the  changing   rays。 The cattle  stood   quiet   about the levels;  and   horses
  were   moving   among   the   restless   colts。 These   the   brother   bade   his   sister
  look at; for with them was his glory; and I heard him boasting of his skill
  truthful boasting; to be sure。 Had he been honest in his dealings; the good…
  will that man's courage and dashing appearance beget in men would have
  brought   him   more   employment   than   he   could   have   undertaken。   He   told
  Jessamine   his   way   of   breaking   a   horse   that   few   would   dare;   and   she
  listened eagerly。 〃Do you remember when I used to hold the pony for you
  to get on?〃 she said。 〃You always would scare me; Nate!〃 And he replied;
  fluently; Yes; yes; did she see that horse there; near the fence? He was a
  four…year…old; an outlaw; and she would find no one had tried getting on
  his back since he had been absent。 This was the first question he asked on
  reaching the cabin; where various neighbors were waiting the mail…rider;
  and; finding he was right; he turned in pride to Jessamine
  〃They don't know how to handle that horse;〃 said he。 〃I told you so。
  Give me a rope。〃
  Did she notice the cold greeting Nate received? I think not。 Not only
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  was their welcome to her the kinder; but any one is glad to witness bold
  riding;   and   this   chance   made   a   stir   which   the   sister   may   have   taken   for
  cordiality。 But Lin gave me a look; for it was the same here as it had been
  in the Buffalo saloon。
  〃The   trick   is   easy   enough;〃   said   Nate;   arriving   with   his   outlaw;   and
  liking   an   audience。  〃You   don't   want   a  bridle;   but   a  rope   hackamore   like
  thisSpanish   style。   Then   let   them   run   as   hard   as   they   want;   and   on   a
  sudden reach down your arm and catch the hackamore short; close up by
  the mouth; and jerk them round quick and heavy at full speed。 They quit
  their fooling after one or two doses。 Now watch your outlaw!〃
  He went into the saddle so swift and secure that the animal; amazed;
  trembled       stock…still;    then    sprang     headlong。      It  stopped;     vicious     and
  knowing; and plunged in a rage; but could do nothing with the man; and
  bolted again; and away in a straight blind line over the meadow; when the
  rider   leaned   forward   to   his   trick。   The   horse   veered   in   a   jagged   swerve;
  rolled   over  and   over  with   its twisted   impetus;  and   up   on   its   feet   and   on
  without   a   stop;   the   man   still   seated   and   upright   in   the   saddle。   How   we
  cheered to see it! But the figure now tilted strangely; and something awful
  and   nameless   came   over   us   and   chilled   our   noise   to   silence。  The   horse;
  dazed   and   tamed   by  the  fall;   brought   its burden   towards us;   a   wobbling
  thing; falling by small shakes backward; until the head sank on the horse's
  rump。
  〃Come   away;〃   said   Lin   McLean   to   Jessamine   and   at   his   voice   she
  obeyed and went; leaning on his arm。
  Jessamine   sat   by   her   brother   until   he   died;   twelve   hours   afterwards;
  having   spoken   and   known   nothing。   The   whole   weight   of   the   horse   had
  crushed       him     internally。     He     must     have     become       almost      instantly
  unconscious; being held in the saddle by his spurs; which had caught in
  the   hair   cinch;   it   may   be   that   our   loud   cheer   was   the   last   thing   of   this
  world that he knew。 The injuries to his body made impossible any taking
  him   home;   which   his   sister   at   first   wished   to   do。   〃Why;   I   came   here   to
  bring him home;〃 she said; with a smile and tone like cheerfulness in wax。
  Her calm; the unearthly ease with which she spoke to any comer (and she
  was surrounded with rough kindness); embarrassed the listeners; she saw
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  her calamity clear as they did; but was sleep…walking in it。 It was Lin gave
  her what she neededthe repose of his strong; silent presence。 He spoke
  no   sympathy   and   no   advice;   nor   even   did   he   argue   with   her   about   the
  burial; he perceived somehow that she did not really hear what was said to
  her;    and   that   these   first  griefless;    sensible    words     came    from    some
  mechanism of the nerves; so he kept himself near her; and let her tell her
  story as she would。 Once I heard him say to her; with the same authority of
  that first 〃come away〃; 〃Now you've had enough of the talking。 Come for
  a walk。〃 Enough of the talkingas if it were a treatment! How did he think
  of that? Jessamine; at any rate; again obeyed him; and I saw the two going
  quietly about in the meadows and along the curving brook; and that night
  she slept well。 On one only point did the cow…puncher consult me。
  〃They figured to put Nate on top of that bald mound;〃 said he。 〃But
  she   has   talked   about   the   flowers   and   shade   w