第 7 节
作者:冬冬      更新:2021-02-19 17:28      字数:9321
  thee; it was thee whom I loved in him。  Surely thou dost not desire
  that by a public avowal I should bring shame and disgrace on these
  children and on myself。〃
  She rose calm and strengthened: it seemed as if a heavenly
  inspiration had marked out her duty。  To suffer in silence; such was
  the course she adopted;a life of sacrifice and self…denial which
  she offered to God as an expiation for her involuntary sin。  But who
  can understand the workings of the human heart?  This man whom she
  ought to have loathed; this man who had made her an innocent partner
  in his crime; this unmasked impostor whom she should have beheld only
  with disgust; she…loved him!  The force of habit; the ascendancy he
  had obtained over her; the love he had shown her; a thousand
  sympathies felt in her inmost heart; all these had so much influence;
  that; instead of accusing and cursing him; she sought to excuse him
  on the plea of a passion to which; doubtless; he had yielded when
  usurping the name and place of another。  She feared punishment for
  him yet more than disgrace for herself; and though resolved to no
  longer allow him the rights purchased by crime; she yet trembled at
  the idea of losing his love。  It was this above all which decided her
  to keep eternal silence about her discovery; one single word which
  proved that his imposture was known would raise an insurmountable
  barrier between them。
  To conceal her trouble entirely was; however; beyond her power; her
  eyes frequently showed traces of her secret tears。  Martin several
  times asked the cause of her sorrow; she tried to smile and excuse
  herself; only immediately sinking back into her gloomy thoughts。
  Martin thought it mere caprice; he observed her loss of colour; her
  hollow cheeks; and concluded that age was impairing her beauty; and
  became less attentive to her。  His absences became longer and more
  frequent; and he did not conceal his impatience and annoyance at
  being watched; for her looks hung upon his; and she observed his
  coldness and change with much grief。  Having sacrificed all in order
  to retain his love; she now saw it slowly slipping away from her。
  Another person also observed attentively。  Pierre Guerre since his
  explanation with Bertrande had apparently discovered no more
  evidence; and did not dare to bring an accusation without some
  positive proofs。  Consequently he lost no chance of watching the
  proceedings of his supposed nephew; silently hoping that chance might
  put him on the track of a discovery。  He also concluded from
  Bertrande's state of melancholy that she had convinced herself of the
  fraud; but had resolved to conceal it。
  Martin was then endeavoring to sell a part of his property; and this
  necessitated frequent interviews with the lawyers of the neighbouring
  town。  Twice in the week he went to Rieux; and to make the journey
  easier; used to start horseback about seven in the evening; sleep at
  Rieux; and return the following afternoon。  This arrangement did not
  escape his enemy's notice; who was not long in convincing himself
  that part of the time ostensibly spent on this journey was otherwise
  employed。
  Towards ten o'clock on the evening of a dark night; the door of a
  small house lying about half a gunshot from the village opened gently
  for the exit of a man wrapped in a large cloak; followed by a young
  woman; who accompanied him some distance。  Arrived at the parting
  point; they separated with a tender kiss and a few murmured words of
  adieu; the lover took his horse; which was fastened to a tree;
  mounted; and rode off towards Rieux。  When the sounds died away; the
  woman turned slowly and sadly towards her home; but as she approached
  the door a man suddenly turned the corner of the house and barred her
  away。  Terrified; she was on the point of crying for help; when he
  seized her arm and ordered her to be silent。
  〃Rose;〃 he whispered; 〃I know everything: that man is your lover。  In
  order to receive him safely; you send your old husband to sleep by
  means of a drug stolen from your father's shop。  This intrigue has
  been going on for a month; twice a week; at seven o'clock; your door
  is opened to this man; who does not proceed on his way to the town
  until ten。  I know your lover: he is my nephew。〃
  Petrified with terror; Rose fell on her knees and implored mercy。
  〃Yes;〃 replied Pierre; 〃you may well be frightened: I have your
  secret。  I have only to publish it and you are ruined for ever:〃
  You will not do it!  〃entreated the guilty woman; clasping her hands。
  〃I have only to tell your husband;〃 continued Pierre; 〃that his wife
  has dishonoured him; and to explain the reason of his unnaturally
  heavy sleep。〃
  〃He will kill me!〃
  〃No doubt: he is jealous; he is an Italian; he will know how to
  avenge himselfeven as I do。〃
  〃But I never did you any harm;〃 Rose cried in despair。  〃Oh! have
  pity; have mercy; and spare me!〃
  〃On one condition。〃
  〃What is it?〃
  〃Come with me。〃
  Terrified almost out of her mind; Rose allowed him to lead her away。
  Bertrande had just finished her evening prayer; and was preparing for
  bed; when she was startled by several knocks at her door。  Thinking
  that perhaps some neighbour was in need of help; she opened it
  immediately; and to her astonishment beheld a dishevelled woman whom
  Pierre grasped by the arm。  He exclaimed vehemently
  〃Here is thy judge!  Now; confess all to Bertrande!〃
  Bertrande did not at once recognise the woman; who fell at her feet;
  overcome by Pierre's threats。
  〃Tell the truth here;〃 he continued; 〃or I go and tell it to your
  husband; at your own home!〃  〃 Ah! madame; kill me;〃 said the unhappy
  creature; hiding her face; 〃let me rather die by your hand than his!〃
  Bertrande; bewildered; did not understand the position in the least;
  but she recognised Rose
  〃But what is the matter; madame?  Why are you here at this hour; pale
  and weeping?  Why has my uncle dragged you hither?  I am to judge
  you; does he say?  Of what crime are you guilty?〃
  〃Martin might answer that; if he were here;〃 remarked Pierre。
  A lightning flash of jealousy shot through Bertrande's soul at these
  words; all her former suspicions revived。
  〃What!〃 she said; 〃my husband!  What do you mean?〃
  〃That he left this woman's house only a little while ago; that for a
  month they have been meeting secretly。  You are betrayed: I have seen
  them and she does not dare to deny it。〃
  〃Have mercy!〃 cried Rose; still kneeling。
  The cry was a confession。  Bertrande became pate as death。  〃O God!〃
  she murmured; 〃deceived; betrayedand by him!〃
  〃For a month past;〃 repeated the old man。
  〃Oh! the wretch;〃 she continued; with increasing passion; 〃 then his
  whole life is a lie!  He has abused my credulity; he now abuses my
  love!  He does not know me!  He thinks he can trample on meme; in
  whose power are his fortune; his honour; his very life itself!〃
  Then; turning to Rose
  〃And you; miserable woman! by what unworthy artifice did you gain his
  love?  Was it by witchcraft? or some poisonous philtre learned from
  your worthy father?〃
  〃Alas! no; madame; my weakness is my only crime; and also my only
  excuse。  I loved him; long ago; when I was only a young girl; and
  these memories have been my ruin。〃
  〃Memories?  What! did you also think you were loving the same man?
  Are you also his dupe?  Or are you only pretending; in order to find
  a rag of excuse to cover your wickedness?〃
  It was now Rose who failed to understand; Bertrande continued; with
  growing excitement
  〃Yes; it was not enough to usurp the rights of a husband and father;
  he thought to play his part still better by deceiving the mistress
  also 。  。  。  。  Ah! it is amusing; is it not?  You also; Rose; you
  thought he was your old lover!  Well; I at least am excusable; I the
  wife; who only thought she was faithful to her husband!〃
  〃What does it all mean?〃 asked the terrified Rose。
  〃It means that this man is an impostor and that I will unmask him。
  Revenge! revenge!〃
  Pierre came forward。  〃Bertrande;〃 he said; 〃so long as I thought you
  were happy; when I feared to disturb your peace; I was silent; I
  repressed my just indignation; and I spared the usurper of the name
  and rights of my nephew。  Do you now give me leave to speak?〃
  〃Yes;〃 she replied in a hollow voice。
  〃You will not contradict me?〃
  By way of answer she sat down by the table and wrote a few hasty
  lines with a trembling hand; then gave them to Pierre; whose eyes
  sparkled with joy。
  〃Yes;〃 he said; 〃vengeance for him; but for her pity。  Let this
  humiliation be her only punishment。  I promised silence in return for
  confession; will you grant it?〃
  Bertrande assented with a contemptuous gesture。
  〃Go; fear not;〃 said the old man; and Rose went out。  Pierre also
  left the house。
  Left to herself; Bertrande felt