第 11 节
作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 01:11      字数:9322
  Monsieur de Chessel fully understood this。 They always met politely;
  but there was none of that daily intercourse or that agreeable
  intimacy which ought to have existed between Clochegourde and
  Frapesle; two estates separated only by the Indre; and whose
  mistresses could have beckoned to each other from their windows。
  Jealousy; however; was not the sole reason for the solitude in which
  the Count de Mortsauf lived。 His early education was that of the
  children of great families;an incomplete and superficial instruction
  as to knowledge; but supplemented by the training of society; the
  habits of a court life; and the exercise of important duties under the
  crown or in eminent offices。 Monsieur de Mortsauf had emigrated at the
  very moment when the second stage of his education was about to begin;
  and accordingly that training was lacking to him。 He was one of those
  who believed in the immediate restoration of the monarchy; with that
  conviction in his mind; his exile was a long and miserable period of
  idleness。 When the army of Conde; which his courage led him to join
  with the utmost devotion; was disbanded; he expected to find some
  other post under the white flag; and never sought; like other
  emigrants; to take up an industry。 Perhaps he had not the sort of
  courage that could lay aside his name and earn his living in the sweat
  of a toil he despised。 His hopes; daily postponed to the morrow; and
  possibly a scruple of honor; kept him from offering his services to
  foreign powers。 Trials undermined his courage。 Long tramps afoot on
  insufficient nourishment; and above all; on hopes betrayed; injured
  his health and discouraged his mind。 By degrees he became utterly
  destitute。 If to some men misery is a tonic; on others it acts as a
  dissolvent; and the count was of the latter。
  Reflecting on the life of this poor Touraine gentleman; tramping and
  sleeping along the highroads of Hungary; sharing the mutton of Prince
  Esterhazy's shepherds; from whom the foot…worn traveller begged the
  food he would not; as a gentleman; have accepted at the table of the
  master; and refusing again and again to do service to the enemies of
  France; I never found it in my heart to feel bitterness against him;
  even when I saw him at his worst in after days。 The natural gaiety of
  a Frenchman and a Tourangean soon deserted him; he became morose; fell
  ill; and was charitably cared for in some German hospital。 His disease
  was an inflammation of the mesenteric membrane; which is often fatal;
  and is liable; even if cured; to change the constitution and produce
  hypochondria。 His love affairs; carefully buried out of sight and
  which I alone discovered; were low…lived; and not only destroyed his
  health but ruined his future。
  After twelve years of great misery he made his way to France; under
  the decree of the Emperor which permitted the return of the emigrants。
  As the wretched wayfarer crossed the Rhine and saw the tower of
  Strasburg against the evening sky; his strength gave way。 〃'France!
  France!' I cried。 'I see France!'〃 (he said to me) 〃as a child cries
  'Mother!' when it is hurt。〃 Born to wealth; he was now poor; made to
  command a regiment or govern a province; he was now without authority
  and without a future; constitutionally healthy and robust; he returned
  infirm and utterly worn out。 Without enough education to take part
  among men and affairs; now broadened and enlarged by the march of
  events; necessarily without influence of any kind; he lived despoiled
  of everything; of his moral strength as well as his physical。 Want of
  money made his name a burden。 His unalterable opinions; his
  antecedents with the army of Conde; his trials; his recollections; his
  wasted health; gave him susceptibilities which are but little spared
  in France; that land of jest and sarcasm。 Half dead he reached Maine;
  where; by some accident of the civil war; the revolutionary government
  had forgotten to sell one of his farms of considerable extent; which
  his farmer had held for him by giving out that he himself was the
  owner of it。
  When the Lenoncourt family; living at Givry; an estate not far from
  this farm; heard of the arrival of the Comte de Mortsauf; the Duc de
  Lenoncourt invited him to stay at Givry while a house was being
  prepared for him。 The Lenoncourt family were nobly generous to him;
  and with them he remained some months; struggling to hide his
  sufferings during that first period of rest。 The Lenoncourts had
  themselves lost an immense property。 By birth Monsieur de Mortsauf was
  a suitable husband for their daughter。 Mademoiselle de Lenoncourt;
  instead of rejecting a marriage with a feeble and worn…out man of
  thirty…five; seemed satisfied to accept it。 It gave her the
  opportunity of living with her aunt; the Duchesse de Verneuil; sister
  of the Prince de Blamont…Chauvry; who was like a mother to her。
  Madame de Verneuil; the intimate friend of the Duchesse de Bourbon;
  was a member of the devout society of which Monsieur Saint…Martin
  (born in Touraine and called the Philosopher of Mystery) was the soul。
  The disciples of this philosopher practised the virtues taught them by
  the lofty doctrines of mystical illumination。 These doctrines hold the
  key to worlds divine; they explain existence by reincarnations through
  which the human spirit rises to its sublime destiny; they liberate
  duty from its legal degradation; enable the soul to meet the trials of
  life with the unalterable serenity of the Quaker; ordain contempt for
  the sufferings of this life; and inspire a fostering care of that
  angel within us who allies us to the divine。 It is stoicism with an
  immortal future。 Active prayer and pure love are the elements of this
  faith; which is born of the Roman Church but returns to the
  Christianity of the primitive faith。 Mademoiselle de Lenoncourt
  remained; however; in the Catholic communion; to which her aunt was
  equally bound。 Cruelly tried by revolutionary horrors; the Duchesse de
  Verneuil acquired in the last years of her life a halo of passionate
  piety; which; to use the phraseology of Saint…Martin; shed the light
  of celestial love and the chrism of inward joy upon the soul of her
  cherished niece。
  After the death of her aunt; Madame de Mortsauf received several
  visits at Clochegourde from Saint…Martin; a man of peace and of
  virtuous wisdom。 It was at Clochegourde that he corrected his last
  books; printed at Tours by Letourmy。 Madame de Verneuil; wise with the
  wisdom of an old woman who has known the stormy straits of life; gave
  Clochegourde to the young wife for her married home; and with the
  grace of old age; so perfect where it exists; the duchess yielded
  everything to her niece; reserving for herself only one room above the
  one she had always occupied; and which she now fitted up for the
  countess。 Her sudden death threw a gloom over the early days of the
  marriage; and connected Clochegourde with ideas of sadness in the
  sensitive mind of the bride。 The first period of her settlement in
  Touraine was to Madame de Mortsauf; I cannot say the happiest; but the
  least troubled of her life。
  After the many trials of his exile; Monsieur de Mortsauf; taking
  comfort in the thought of a secure future; had a certain recovery of
  mind; he breathed anew in this sweet valley the intoxicating essence
  of revived hope。 Compelled to husband his means; he threw himself into
  agricultural pursuits and began to find some happiness in life。 But
  the birth of his first child; Jacques; was a thunderbolt which ruined
  both the past and the future。 The doctor declared the child had not
  vitality enough to live。 The count concealed this sentence from the
  mother; but he sought other advice; and received the same fatal
  answer; the truth of which was confirmed at the subsequent birth of
  Madeleine。 These events and a certain inward consciousness of the
  cause of this disaster increased the diseased tendencies of the man
  himself。 His name doomed to extinction; a pure and irreproachable
  young woman made miserable beside him and doomed to the anguish of
  maternity without its joysthis uprising of his former into his
  present life; with its growth of new sufferings; crushed his spirit
  and completed its destruction。
  The countess guessed the past from the present; and read the future。
  Though nothing is so difficult as to make a man happy when he knows
  himself to blame; she set herself to that task; which is worthy of an
  angel。 She became stoical。 Descending into an abyss; whence she still
  could see the sky; she devoted herself to the care of one man as the
  sister of charity devotes herself to many。 To reconcile him with
  himself; she forgave him that for which he had no forgiveness。 The
  count grew miserly; she accepted the privations he imposed。 Like all
  who have known the world only to acquire its suspiciousness; he feared
  betrayal; she lived in solitude and yielded without a murmur to his
  mistrust。 With a woman's tact s