第 12 节
作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 00:37      字数:9314
  Miles   Handford   and   Fayre…Michell   followed   the   church   party   in   the
  rear; and relieved their minds by criticizing Mr。 Travers。
  〃Officious ass!〃 said the stout man。            〃A typical touch that black tie!
  A   decent…minded   person   would   have   felt   this   appalling   tragedy   far   too
  much to think of such a trifle。         I hope I shall never see the brute again。〃
  〃It   seems   too   grotesque   marching   to   church   like   a   lot   of   children;
  because he tells us to do so;〃 murmured Fayre…Michell。
  〃I don't want to go。        I only want distraction。        In fact; I don't think I
  shall go;〃 added Mr。 Handford。            But a woman urged him to do so。
  〃Sir Walter would like it;〃 she said。
  〃It's   all  very    sad    and   very    exasperating      indeed;〃    declared     the
  Yorkshireman; 〃and it shows; if that wanted showing; that there's far; far
  less consideration among young men for their elders than there used to be
  in my young days。         If my father…in…law had told me not to do a thing; the
  very wish to do it would have disappeared at once。〃
  〃Sir Walter was as clear as need be;〃 added Felix。               〃We all heard him。
  Then the young fool … Heaven forgive him … behind everybody's back goes
  and plays with fire in this insane way。〃
  〃The   selfishness!      Just   look   at   the   inconvenience   …   the   upset   …   the
  suffering to his relations and the worry for all of us。              All our plans must
  be altered … everything upset; life for the moment turned upside down … a
  woman's heart broken very likely … and all for a piece of disobedient folly。
  Such   things   make   one   out   of   tune   with   Providence。      They   oughtn't   to
  happen。      They  don't   happen   in Yorkshire。         Devonshire   appears   to   be   a
  slacker's county。       It's the air; I shouldn't wonder。〃
  〃Education;   and   law   and   order;   and   the   discipline   inculcated   in   the
  Navy ought to have prevented this。〃 continued Fayre…Michell。                    〃Who; ver
  heard of a sailor disobeying…except Nelson?〃
  〃He's paid; poor fellow;〃 said his niece; who walked beside him。
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  〃We   have   all   paid;〃   declared   the   north   countryman。        〃We   have   all
  paid    the   price;  and   the   price   has   been   a  great   deal   of  suffering    and
  discomfort and stress of mind that we ought not have been called upon to
  endure。      One resents such things in a stable world。〃
  〃Well; I'm not going to church; anyway。              I must smoke for my nerves。
  I'm  a   psychic   myself;   and   I   react   to   a   thing   of   this   sort;〃   replied   Fayre…
  Michell。
  》From  a   distant   stile   between   two   fields   Mr。 Travers;   some   hundred
  yards ahead; was waving directions and pointing to the left。
  〃Go     to  Jericho!〃    snapped     Mr。   Handford;     but   not  loud   enough     for
  Ernest Travers to hear him。
  A   little   ring   of   bells   throbbed   thin   music。  It   rose   and   fell   on   the
  easterly breeze and a squat grey tower; over which floated a white ensign
  on   a   flagstaff;   appeared   upon   a   little   knoll   of   trees   in   the   midst   of   the
  village of Chadlands。
  Presently   the   bells   stopped;   and   the   flag   was   brought   down   to   half…
  mast。     Mr。 Travers had reached the church。
  〃A maddening sort of man;〃 said Miles Handford; who marked these
  phenomena。        〃Be  sure  Sir Walter  never   told  him  to   do   anything   of   that
  sort。    He   has   taken   it   upon   himself   …   a   theatrical   mind。 If   I   were   the
  vicar …〃
  Elsewhere Dr。 Mannering heard what Henry Lennox could tell him as
  they    returned    to  the   manor    house    together。     He    displayed     very   deep
  concern combined with professional interest。                 He recalled the story  that
  Sir Walter had related on the previous night。
  〃Not a shadow of evidence … a perfectly healthy little woman; and it
  will be the same here as sure as I'm alive;〃 he said。                〃To think … we shot
  side   by   side   yesterday;   and   I   remarked   his   fine   physique   and   wonderful
  high spirits … a big; tough fellow。         How's poor Mary?〃
  〃She is pretty bad; but keeping her nerve; as she would be sure to do;〃
  declared the other。
  Sir   Walter    was    with   his  daughter     when     Mannering      arrived。    The
  doctor had been a crony of the elder for many years。                   He was about the
  average of a country physician … a hard…bitten; practical man who loved his
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  profession;       loved     sport;    and     professed     conservative       principles。
  Experience stood in place of high qualifications; but he kept in touch with
  medical progress; to the extent of reading about it and availing himself of
  improved       methods     and   preparations     when     opportunity     offered。    He
  examined the dead man very carefully; indicated how his posture might be
  rendered     more    normal;     and   satisfied   himself   that   human     power    was
  incapable   of   restoring   the   vanished   life。   He   could   discover   no   visible
  indication of violence and no apparent excuse for Tom May's sudden end。
  He listened with attention to the little that Henry Lennox could tell him;
  and then went to see Mary May and her father。
  The young wife had grown more collected; but she was dazed rather
  than reconciled to her fate; her mind had not yet absorbed the full extent of
  her   sorrow。    She   talked   incessantly   and   dwelt   on   trivialities;   as   people
  will under a weight of events too large to measure or discuss。
  〃I   am   going   to   write   to   Tom's   father;〃   she   said。 〃This   will   be   an
  awful blow to him。        He was wrapped up in Tom。            And to think that I was
  troubling   about   his letter!    He   will never   see   the   sea   he   loved   so   much
  again。    He always hated that verse in the Bible that says there will be no
  more sea。      I was asleep so near him last night。 Yet I never heard him cry
  out or anything。〃
  Mannering talked gently to her。
  〃Be sure he did not cry out。         He felt no pain; no shock … I am sure of
  that。   To die is no hardship to the dead; remember。             He is at peace; Mary。
  You must   come and see him  presently。             Your   father will   call you   soon。
  There is just a look of wonder in his face … no fear; no suffering。                 Keep
  that in mind。〃
  〃He could not have felt fear。          He knew of nothing that a brave man
  might   fear;   except   doing   wrong。    Nobody  knows   how  good   he   was   but
  me。     His father loved him fiercely; passionately; but he never knew how
  good he was; because Tom did not think quite like old Mr。 May。 I  must
  write and say that Tom is dangerously ill; and cannot recover。                  That will
  break it to him。       Tom was the only earthly affection he had。              It will be
  terrible when he comes。〃
  They left her; and; after they had gone; she rose; fell on her knees; and
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  so   remained;   motionless   and   tearless;   for   a   long   time。 Through   her   own
  desolation;      as  yet   unrealized;     there   still  persisted    the   thought    of   her
  husband's   father。      It   seemed   that   her   mind   could   dwell on   his   isolation;
  while   powerless   to   present   the  truth   of   her   husband's   death   to   her。    By
  some strange mental operation; not unbeneficent; she saw his grief more
  vividly than as yet she felt her own。              She rose presently; quick…eared to
  wait the call; and went to her desk in the window。                 Then she wrote a letter
  to   her   father…in…law;   and   pictured   his   ministering   at   that   moment   to   his
  church。      Her inclination was to soften the blow; yet she knew that could
  only be a cruel kindness。           She told him; therefore; that his son must die。
  Then   she   remembered   that   he   was   so   near。       A  telegram   must   go   rather
  than    a   letter;  and   he   would     be   at  Chadlands       before    nightfall。    She
  destroyed   her   letter   and   set   about   a   telegram。    Jane   Bond   came   in;   and
  she asked   her to   dispatch the   telegram  as   quickly  as   possible。