第 48 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:46      字数:9322
  If; when the proposition was first made to him;
  Arkwright was doubtful of his ability to be a
  successful ‘‘Johnny…on…the…spot;'' he was even
  more doubtful of it as the days passed; and he
  was attempting to carry out the suggestion。
  He had known that he was undertaking a most
  difficult and delicate task; and he soon began to
  fear that it was an impossible one; as well。  With
  a dogged persistence; however; he adhered to his
  purpose; ever on the alert to be more watchful;
  more tactful; more efficient in emergencies。
  Disagreeable as was the task; in a way; in
  another way it was a great pleasure to him。  He
  was glad of the opportunity to do anything for
  Billy; and then; too; he was glad of something
  absorbing enough to take his mind off his own
  affairs。  He told himself; sometimes; that this
  helping another man to fight his tiger skin was
  assisting himself to fight his own。
  Arkwright was trying very hard not to think
  of Alice Greggory these days。  He had come back
  hoping that he was in a measure ‘‘cured'' of his
  ‘‘folly;'' as he termed it; but the first look into
  Alice Greggory's blue…gray eyes had taught him
  the fallacy of that idea。  In that very first meeting
  with Alice; he feared that he had revealed
  his secret; for she was plainly so nervously distant
  and ill at ease with him that he could but
  construe her embarrassment and chilly dignity as
  pity for him and a desire to show him that she
  had nothing but friendship for him。  Since then
  he had seen but little of her; partly because he
  did not wish to see her; and partly because his
  time was so fully occupied。  Then; too; in a round…
  about way he had heard a rumor that Calderwell
  was engaged to be married; and; though no feminine
  name had been mentioned in connection
  with the story; Arkwright had not hesitated
  to supply in his own mind that of Alice Greggory。
  Beginning with the ‘‘jamboree;'' which came
  off quite in accordance with Calderwell's prophecies;
  Arkwright spent the most of such time as
  was not given to his professional duties in
  deliberately cultivating the society of Bertram and
  his friends。  To this extent he met with no difficulty;
  for he found that M。 J。 Arkwright; the
  new star in the operatic firmament; was obviously
  a welcome comrade。  Beyond this it was not so
  easy。  Arkwright wondered; indeed; sometimes;
  if he were making any progress at all。  But still
  he persevered。
  He walked with Bertram; he talked with Bertram;
  unobtrusively he contrived to be near Bertram
  almost always; when they were together
  with ‘‘the boys。''  Gradually he won from him
  the story of what the surgeon had said to him;
  and of how black the future looked in
  consequence。  This established a new bond between
  them; so potent that Arkwright ventured to test
  it one day by telling Bertram the story of the
  tiger skinthe first tiger skin in his uncle's
  library years ago; and of how; since then; any
  difficulty he had encountered he had tried to treat
  as a tiger skin。  In telling the story he was careful
  to draw no moral for his listener; and to preach
  no sermon。  He told the tale; too; with all possible
  whimsical lightness of touch; and immediately
  at its conclusion he changed the subject。
  But that he had not failed utterly in his design
  was evidenced a few days later when Bertram
  grimly declared that he guessed _his_ tiger skin
  was a lively beast; all right。
  The first time Arkwright went home with
  Bertram; his presence was almost a necessity。
  Bertram was not quite himself that night。  Billy
  admitted them。  She had plainly been watching
  and waiting。  Arkwright never forgot the look
  on her face as her eyes met his。  There was a
  curious mixture of terror; hurt pride; relief; and
  shame; overtopped by a fierce loyalty which almost
  seemed to say aloud the words:  ‘‘Don't
  you dare to blame him!''
  Arkwright's heart ached with sympathy and
  admiration at the proudly courageous way in
  which Billy carried off the next few painful
  minutes。  Even when he bade her good night a little
  later; only her eyes said ‘‘thank you。''  Her lips
  were dumb。
  Arkwright often went home with Bertram after
  that。  Not that it was always necessary
  far from it。  Some time; indeed; elapsed before
  he had quite the same excuse again for his presence。
  But he had found that occasionally he
  could get Bertram home earlier by adroit
  suggestions of one kind or another; and more and
  more frequently he was succeeding in getting
  him home for a game of chess。
  Bertram liked chess; and was a fine player。
  Since breaking his arm he had turned to games
  with the feverish eagerness of one who looks for
  something absorbing to fill an unrestful mind。
  It was Seaver's skill in chess that had at first
  attracted Bertram to the man long ago; but Bertram
  could beat him easilytoo easily for much
  pleasure in it now。  So they did not play chess
  often these days。  Bertram had found that; in
  spite of his injury; he could still take part in
  other games; and some of them; if not so intricate
  as chess; were at least more apt to take his
  mind off himself; especially if there were a bit
  of money up to add zest and interest。
  As it happened; however; Bertram learned
  one day that Arkwright could play chessand
  play well; too; as he discovered after their first
  game together。  This fact contributed not a
  little to such success as Arkwright was having
  in his efforts to wean Bertram from his undesirable
  companions; for Bertram soon found out
  that Arkwright was more than a match for himself;
  and the occasional games he did succeed in
  winning only whetted his appetite for more。
  Many an evening now; therefore; was spent by
  the two men in Bertram's den; with Billy
  anxiously hovering near; her eyes longingly
  watching either her husband's absorbed face or the
  pretty little red and white ivory figures; which
  seemed to possess so wonderful a power to hold
  his attention。  In spite of her joy at the chessmen's
  efficacy in keeping Bertram at home; however;
  she was almost jealous of them。
  ‘‘Mr。 Arkwright; couldn't you show _me_ how to
  play; sometime?'' she said wistfully; one evening;
  when the momentary absence of Bertram
  had left the two alone together。  ‘‘I used to
  watch Bertram and Marie play years ago; but
  I never knew how to play myself。  Not that I
  can see where the fun is in just sitting staring at
  a chessboard for half an hour at a time; though!
  But Bertram likes it; and so II want to learn
  to stare with him。  Will you teach me?''
  ‘‘I should be glad to;'' smiled Arkwright。
  ‘‘Then will you come; maybe; sometimes
  when Bertram is at the doctor's?  He goes every
  Tuesday and Friday at three o'clock for treatment。
  I'd rather you came then for two reasons:
  first; because I don't want Bertram to know
  I'm learning; till I can play _some_; and; secondly;
  becausebecause I don't want to take you
  awayfrom him。''
  The last words were spoken very low; and were
  accompanied by a painful blush。  It was the
  first time Billy had ever hinted to Arkwright;
  in words; that she understood what he was trying
  to do。
  ‘‘I'll come next Tuesday;'' promised Arkwright;
  with a cheerfully unobservant air。  Then Bertram
  came in; bringing the book of Chess Problems;
  for which he had gone up…stairs。
  CHAPTER XXIX
  CHESS
  Promptly at three o'clock Tuesday afternoon
  Arkwright appeared at the Strata; and for the
  next hour Billy did her best to learn the names
  and the moves of the pretty little ivory men。
  But at the end of the hour she was almost ready
  to give up in despair。
  ‘‘If there weren't so many kinds; and if they
  didn't all insist on doing something different; it
  wouldn't be so bad;'' she sighed。  ‘‘But how can
  you be expected to remember which goes diagonal;
  and which crisscross; and which can't go
  but one square; and which can skip 'way across
  the board; 'specially when that little pawn…thing
  can go straight ahead _two_ squares sometimes;
  and the next minute only one (except when it
  takes things; and then it goes crooked one square)
  and when that tiresome little horse tries to go
  all ways at once; and can jump 'round and hurdle
  over _anybody's_ head; even the king'show can
  you expect folks to remember?  But; then; Bertram
  remembers;'' she added; resolutely; ‘‘so I
  guess I can。''
  Whenever possible; after that; Arkwright came
  on Tuesdays and Fridays; and; in spite of her
  doubts; Billy did very soon begin to ‘‘remember。''
  Spurred by her great desire to play with Bertram
  and surprise him; Billy spared no pains to learn
  well her lessons。  Even among the baby's books
  and playthings these days might be found a
  ‘‘Manual of Chess;'' for Billy pursued her study
  at all hours; and some nights even her dreams
  were of ruined; castles where kings and queens
  and bishops di