第 32 节
作者:蒂帆      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9322
  〃Good…night; neighbor! Sleep well; and pleasant dreams to you! I
  have mine already made for me by that message from her。 May God
  grant you all your desires! You have come in like a good angel on
  me to…night; and brought with you the air that my daughter
  breathes。〃
  〃Poor old fellow!〃 said Eugene as he lay down。 〃It is enough to
  melt a heart of stone。 His daughter no more thought of him than
  of the Grand Turk。〃
  Ever after this conference Goriot looked upon his neighbor as a
  friend; a confidant such as he had never hoped to find; and there
  was established between the two the only relationship that could
  attach this old man to another man。 The passions never
  miscalculate。 Father Goriot felt that this friendship brought him
  closer to his daughter Delphine; he thought that he should find a
  warmer welcome for himself if the Baroness should care for
  Eugene。 Moreover; he had confided one of his troubles to the
  younger man。 Mme。 de Nucingen; for whose happiness he prayed a
  thousand times daily; had never known the joys of love。 Eugene
  was certainly (to make use of his own expression) one of the
  nicest young men that he had ever seen; and some prophetic
  instinct seemed to tell him that Eugene was to give her the
  happiness which had not been hers。 These were the beginnings of a
  friendship that grew up between the old man and his neighbor; but
  for this friendship the catastrophe of the drama must have
  remained a mystery。
  The affection with which Father Goriot regarded Eugene; by whom
  he seated himself at breakfast; the change in Goriot's face;
  which as a rule; looked as expressionless as a plaster cast; and
  a few words that passed between the two; surprised the other
  lodgers。 Vautrin; who saw Eugene for the first time since their
  interview; seemed as if he would fain read the student's very
  soul。 During the night Eugene had had some time in which to scan
  the vast field which lay before him; and now; as he remembered
  yesterday's proposal; the thought of Mlle。 Taillefer's dowry
  came; of course; to his mind; and he could not help thinking of
  Victorine as the most exemplary youth may think of an heiress。 It
  chanced that their eyes met。 The poor girl did not fail to see
  that Eugene looked very handsome in his new clothes。 So much was
  said in the glance; thus exchanged; that Eugene could not doubt
  but that he was associated in her mind with the vague hopes that
  lie dormant in a girl's heart and gather round the first
  attractive newcomer。 〃Eight hundred thousand francs!〃 a voice
  cried in his ears; but suddenly he took refuge in the memories of
  yesterday evening; thinking that his extemporized passion for
  Mme。 de Nucingen was a talisman that would preserve him from this
  temptation。
  〃They gave Rossini's Barber of Seville at the Italiens yesterday
  evening;〃 he remarked。 〃I never heard such delicious music。 Good
  gracious! how lucky people are to have a box at the Italiens!〃
  Father Goriot drank in every word that Eugene let fall; and
  watched him as a dog watches his master's slightest movement。
  〃You men are like fighting cocks;〃 said Mme。 Vauquer; 〃you do
  what you like。〃
  〃How did you get back?〃 inquired Vautrin。
  〃I walked;〃 answered Eugene。
  〃For my own part;〃 remarked the tempter; 〃I do not care about
  doing things by halves。 If I want to enjoy myself that way; I
  should prefer to go in my carriage; sit in my own box; and do the
  thing comfortably。 Everything or nothing; that is my motto。〃
  〃And a good one; too;〃 commented Mme。 Vauquer。
  〃Perhaps you will see Mme。 de Nucingen to…day;〃 said Eugene;
  addressing Goriot in an undertone。 〃She will welcome you with
  open arms; I am sure; she would want to ask you for all sorts of
  little details about me。 I have found out that she will do
  anything in the world to be known by my cousin Mme。 de Beauseant;
  don't forget to tell her that I love her too well not to think of
  trying to arrange this。〃
  Rastignac went at once to the Ecole de Droit。 He had no mind to
  stay a moment longer than was necessary in that odious house。 He
  wasted his time that day; he had fallen a victim to that fever of
  the brain that accompanies the too vivid hopes of youth。
  Vautrin's arguments had set him meditating on social life; and he
  was deep in these reflections when he happened on his friend
  Bianchon in the Jardin du Luxembourg。
  〃What makes you look so solemn?〃 said the medical student;
  putting an arm through Eugene's as they went towards the Palais。
  〃I am tormented by temptations。〃
  〃What kind? There is a cure for temptation。〃
  〃What?〃
  〃Yielding to it。〃
  〃You laugh; but you don't know what it is all about。 Have you
  read Rousseau?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Do you remember that he asks the reader somewhere what he would
  do if he could make a fortune by killing an old mandarin
  somewhere in China by mere force of wishing it; and without
  stirring from Paris?〃
  〃Yes。〃
  〃Well; then?〃
  〃Pshaw! I am at my thirty…third mandarin。〃
  〃Seriously; though。 Look here; suppose you were sure that you
  could do it; and had only to give a nod。 Would you do it?〃
  〃Is he well stricken in years; this mandarin of yours? Pshaw!
  after all; young or old; paralytic; or well and sound; my word
  for it。 。 。 。 Well; then。 Hang it; no!〃
  〃You are a good fellow; Bianchon。 But suppose you loved a woman
  well enough to lose your soul in hell for her; and that she
  wanted money for dresses and a carriage; and all her whims; in
  fact?〃
  〃Why; here you are taking away my reason; and want me to reason!〃
  〃Well; then; Bianchon; I am mad; bring me to my senses。 I have
  two sisters as beautiful and innocent as angels; and I want them
  to be happy。 How am I to find two hundred thousand francs apiece
  for them in the next five years? Now and then in life; you see;
  you must play for heavy stakes; and it is no use wasting your
  luck on low play。〃
  〃But you are only stating the problem that lies before every one
  at the outset of his life; and you want to cut the Gordian knot
  with a sword。 If that is the way of it; dear boy; you must be an
  Alexander; or to the hulks you go。 For my own part; I am quite
  contented with the little lot I mean to make for myself somewhere
  in the country; when I mean to step into my father's shoes and
  plod along。 A man's affections are just as fully satisfied by the
  smallest circle as they can be by a vast circumference。 Napoleon
  himself could only dine once; and he could not have more
  mistresses than a house student at the Capuchins。 Happiness; old
  man; depends on what lies between the sole of your foot and the
  crown of your head; and whether it costs a million or a hundred
  louis; the actual amount of pleasure that you receive rests
  entirely with you; and is just exactly the same in any case。 I am
  for letting that Chinaman live。〃
  〃Thank you; Bianchon; you have done me good。 We will always be
  friends。〃
  〃I say;〃 remarked the medical student; as they came to the end of
  a broad walk in the Jardin des Plantes; 〃I saw the Michonneau and
  Poiret a few minutes ago on a bench chatting with a gentleman
  whom I used to see in last year's troubles hanging about the
  Chamber of Deputies; he seems to me; in fact; to be a detective
  dressed up like a decent retired tradesman。 Let us keep an eye on
  that couple; I will tell you why some time。 Good…bye; it is
  nearly four o'clock; and I must be in to answer to my name。〃
  When Eugene reached the lodging…house; he found Father Goriot
  waiting for him。
  〃Here;〃 cried the old man; 〃here is a letter from her。 Pretty
  handwriting; eh?〃
  Eugene broke the seal and read:
  〃Sir;I have heard from my father that you are fond of Italian
  music。 I shall be delighted if you will do me the pleasure of
  accepting a seat in my box。 La Fodor and Pellegrini will sing on
  Saturday; so I am sure that you will not refuse me。 M。 de
  Nucingen and I shall be pleased if you will dine with us; we
  shall be quite by ourselves。 If you will come and be my escort;
  my husband will be glad to be relieved from his conjugal duties。
  Do not answer; but simply come。Yours sincerely;
  D。 DE N。〃
  〃Let me see it;〃 said Father Goriot; when Eugene had read the
  letter。 〃You are going; aren't you?〃 he added; when he had
  smelled the writing…paper。 〃How nice it smells! Her fingers have
  touched it; that is certain。〃
  〃A woman does not fling herself at a man's head in this way;〃 the
  student was thinking。 〃She wants to use me to bring back de
  Marsay; nothing but pique makes a woman do a thing like this。〃
  〃Well;〃 said Father Goriot; 〃what are you thinking about?〃
  Eugene did not know the fever or vanity that possessed some women
  in those days; how should he imagine that to open a door in the
  Faubourg Saint…Germain a banker's wife would go to almost any
  length。 For the coterie of the Faubourg Saint…Germain was a
  charmed ci