第 31 节
作者:蒂帆      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9322
  rectitude is a crime。 To these magnificent types of
  uncompromising Right we owe two masterpiecesthe Alceste of
  Moliere; and; in our own day; the characters of Jeanie Deans and
  her father in Sir Walter Scott's novel。 Perhaps a work which
  should chronicle the opposite course; which should trace out all
  the devious courses through which a man of the world; a man of
  ambitions; drags his conscience; just steering clear of crime
  that he may gain his end and yet save appearances; such a
  chronicle would be no less edifying and no less dramatic。
  Rastignac went home。 He was fascinated by Mme。 de Nucingen; he
  seemed to see her before him; slender and graceful as a swallow。
  He recalled the intoxicating sweetness of her eyes; her fair
  hair; the delicate silken tissue of the skin; beneath which it
  almost seemed to him that he could see the blood coursing; the
  tones of her voice still exerted a spell over him; he had
  forgotten nothing; his walk perhaps heated his imagination by
  sending a glow of warmth through his veins。 He knocked
  unceremoniously at Goriot's door。
  〃I have seen Mme。 Delphine; neighbor;〃 said he。
  〃Where?〃
  〃At the Italiens。〃
  〃Did she enjoy it?。 。 。 。 Just come inside;〃 and the old man left
  his bed; unlocked the door; and promptly returned again。
  It was the first time that Eugene had been in Father Goriot's
  room; and he could not control his feeling of amazement at the
  contrast between the den in which the father lived and the
  costume of the daughter whom he had just beheld。 The window was
  curtainless; the walls were damp; in places the varnished wall…
  paper had come away and gave glimpses of the grimy yellow plaster
  beneath。 The wretched bed on which the old man lay boasted but
  one thin blanket; and a wadded quilt made out of large pieces of
  Mme。 Vauquer's old dresses。 The floor was damp and gritty。
  Opposite the window stood a chest of drawers made of rosewood;
  one of the old…fashioned kind with a curving front and brass
  handles; shaped like rings of twisted vine stems covered with
  flowers and leaves。 On a venerable piece of furniture with a
  wooden shelf stood a ewer and basin and shaving apparatus。 A pair
  of shoes stood in one corner; a night…table by the bed had
  neither a door nor marble slab。 There was not a trace of a fire
  in the empty grate; the square walnut table with the crossbar
  against which Father Goriot had crushed and twisted his posset…
  dish stood near the hearth。 The old man's hat was lying on a
  broken…down bureau。 An armchair stuffed with straw and a couple
  of chairs completed the list of ramshackle furniture。 From the
  tester of the bed; tied to the ceiling by a piece of rag; hung a
  strip of some cheap material in large red and black checks。 No
  poor drudge in a garret could be worse lodged than Father Goriot
  in Mme。 Vauquer's lodging…house。 The mere sight of the room sent
  a chill through you and a sense of oppression; it was like the
  worst cell in a prison。 Luckily; Goriot could not see the effect
  that his surroundings produced on Eugene as the latter deposited
  his candle on the night…table。 The old man turned round; keeping
  the bedclothes huddled up to his chin。
  〃Well;〃 he said; 〃and which do you like the best; Mme。 de Restaud
  or Mme。 de Nucingen?〃
  〃I like Mme。 Delphine the best;〃 said the law student; 〃because
  she loves you the best。〃
  At the words so heartily spoken the old man's hand slipped out
  from under the bedclothes and grasped Eugene's。
  〃Thank you; thank you;〃 he said; gratefully。 〃Then what did she
  say about me?〃
  The student repeated the Baroness' remarks with some
  embellishments of his own; the old man listening the while as
  though he heard a voice from Heaven。
  〃Dear child!〃 he said。 〃Yes; yes; she is very fond of me。 But you
  must not believe all that she tells you about Anastasie。 The two
  sisters are jealous of each other; you see; another proof of
  their affection。 Mme。 de Restaud is very fond of me too。 I know
  she is。 A father sees his children as God sees all of us; he
  looks into the very depths of their hearts; he knows their
  intentions; and both of them are so loving。 Oh! if I only had
  good sons…in…law; I should be too happy; and I dare say there is
  no perfect happiness here below。 If I might live with them
  simply hear their voices; know that they are there; see them go
  and come as I used to do at home when they were still with me;
  why; my heart bounds at the thought。 。 。 。 Were they nicely
  dressed?〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Eugene。 〃But; M。 Goriot; how is it that your
  daughters have such fine houses; while you live in such a den as
  this?〃
  〃Dear me; why should I want anything better?〃 he replied; with
  seeming carelessness。 〃I can't quite explain to you how it is; I
  am not used to stringing words together properly; but it all lies
  there〃 he said; tapping his heart。 〃My real life is in my two
  girls; you see; and so long as they are happy; and smartly
  dressed; and have soft carpets under their feet; what does it
  matter what clothes I wear or where I lie down of a night? I
  shall never feel cold so long as they are warm; I shall never
  feel dull if they are laughing。 I have no troubles but theirs。
  When you; too; are a father; and you hear your children's little
  voices; you will say to yourself; 'That has all come from me。'
  You will feel that those little ones are akin to every drop in
  your veins; that they are the very flower of your life (and what
  else are they?); you will cleave so closely to them that you seem
  to feel every movement that they make。 Everywhere I hear their
  voices sounding in my ears。 If they are sad; the look in their
  eyes freezes my blood。 Some day you will find out that there is
  far more happiness in another's happiness than in your own。 It is
  something that I cannot explain; something within that sends a
  glow of warmth all through you。 In short; I live my life three
  times over。 Shall I tell you something funny? Well; then; since I
  have been a father; I have come to understand God。 He is
  everywhere in the world; because the whole world comes from Him。
  And it is just the same with my children; monsieur。 Only; I love
  my daughters better than God loves the world; for the world is
  not so beautiful as God Himself is; but my children are more
  beautiful than I am。 Their lives are so bound up with mine that I
  felt somehow that you would see them this evening。 Great Heaven!
  If any man would make my little Delphine as happy as a wife is
  when she is loved; I would black his boots and run on his
  errands。 That miserable M。 de Marsay is a cur; I know all about
  him from her maid。 A longing to wring his neck comes over me now
  and then。 He does not love her! does not love a pearl of a woman;
  with a voice like a nightingale and shaped like a model。 Where
  can her eyes have been when she married that great lump of an
  Alsatian? They ought both of them to have married young men;
  good…looking and good…temperedbut; after all; they had their
  own way。〃
  Father Goriot was sublime。 Eugene had never yet seen his face
  light up as it did now with the passionate fervor of a father's
  love。 It is worthy of remark that strong feeling has a very
  subtle and pervasive power; the roughest nature; in the endeavor
  to express a deep and sincere affection; communicates to others
  the influence that has put resonance into the voice; and
  eloquence into every gesture; wrought a change in the very
  features of the speaker; for under the inspiration of passion the
  stupidest human being attains to the highest eloquence of ideas;
  if not of language; and seems to move in some sphere of light。 In
  the old man's tones and gesture there was something just then of
  the same spell that a great actor exerts over his audience。 But
  does not the poet in us find expression in our affections?
  〃Well;〃 said Eugene; 〃perhaps you will not be sorry to hear that
  she is pretty sure to break with de Marsay before long。 That
  sprig of fashion has left her for the Princesse Galathionne。 For
  my part; I fell in love with Mme。 Delphine this evening。〃
  〃Stuff!〃 said Father Goriot。
  〃I did indeed; and she did not regard me with aversion。 For a
  whole hour we talked of love; and I am to go to call on her on
  Saturday; the day after to…morrow。〃
  〃Oh! how I should love you; if she should like you。 You are kind…
  hearted; you would never make her miserable。 If you were to
  forsake her; I would cut your throat at once。 A woman does not
  love twice; you see! Good heavens! what nonsense I am talking; M。
  Eugene! It is cold; you ought not to stay here。 MON DIEU! so you
  have heard her speak? What message did she give you for me?〃
  〃None at all;〃 said Eugene to himself; aloud he answered; 〃She
  told me to tell you that your daughter sends you a good kiss。〃
  〃Good…night; neighbor! Sleep well; and pleasant dreams to you! I
  have mine already made for me by that message from her。 May God
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