第 10 节
作者:月寒      更新:2024-04-14 09:15      字数:9322
  throat was a single string of pearls; and on her hair of golden…rod was a
  great hat of black velvet; shaped like a bell; with the curving lips of a lily。
  And   from   beneath       its   brim   Anita  Flagg;   sitting   rigidly   erect   with   her
  white…gloved hands resting lightly on her knee; was gazing down at him;
  smiling with pleasure; with surprise; with excitement。
  When she saw that; in spite of her altered appearance; he recognized
  her; she bowed so violently and bent her head so eagerly that above her the
  ostrich   plumes   dipped   and   courtesied   like   wheat   in   a   storm。   But   Sam
  neither bowed nor courtesied。 Instead; he turned his head slowly over his
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  left shoulder; as though he thought she was speaking not to him but some
  one beyond him; across the aisle。 And then his eyes returned to the stage
  and did not again look toward her。 It was not the cut direct; but it was a cut
  that hurt; and in their turn the eyes of Miss Flagg quickly sought the stage。
  At the moment; the people in the audience happened to be laughing; and
  she forced a smile and then laughed with them。
  Out   of   the   corner   of   his   eye   Sam   could   not   help   seeing   her   profile
  exposed pitilessly in the glow of the foot…lights; saw her lips tremble like
  those   of   a   child   about   to   cry;   and   then   saw   the   forced;   hard   smileand
  heard her laugh lightly and mechanically。
  〃That's all she cares。〃 he told himself。
  It seemed to him that in all he heard of her; in everything she did; she
  kept robbing him still further of all that was dear to him in Sister Anne。
  For five minutes; conscious of the foot…lights; Miss Flagg maintained
  upon her lovely  face   a   fixed   and intent   expression;   and   then   slowly  and
  unobtrusively  drew   back   to a   seat   in   the   rear   of the   box。   In   the'   darkest
  recesses   she   found   Holworthy;   shut   off   from   a   view   of   the   stage   by   a
  barrier of women's hats。
  〃Your   friend   Mr。   Ward;〃   she   began   abruptly;   in   a   whisper;   〃is   the
  rudest; most ill…bred person I ever met。 When I talked to him the〃 other
  day I thought he was nice。 He was nice; But he has behaved abominably
  like   a   boorlike   a   sulky   child。   Has   he   no   sense   of   humor?   Because   I
  played a joke on him; is that any reason why he should hurt me?〃
  〃Hurt     you?〃    exclaimed      little  Holworthy      in   amazement。       〃Don't    be
  ridiculous! How could he hurt you? Why should you care how rude he is?
  Ward's   a   clever   fellow;   but   he   fancies   himself。   He's   conceited。   He's   too
  good…looking; and a lot of silly women have made such a fuss over him。
  So   when   one   of   them   laughs   at   him   he   can't   understand   it。   That's   the
  trouble。 I could see that when I was telling him。〃
  〃Telling him!〃 repeated Miss Flagg〃Telling him what?〃
  〃About   what   a   funny   story   you   made   of   it;〃   explained   Holworthy。
  〃About his having the nerve to ask you to feed the monkeys and to lunch
  with him。〃
  Miss Flagg interrupted with a gasping intake of her breath。
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  〃Oh!〃 she   said   softly。  〃So…so   you told   him  that;  did   you? Andwhat
  else did you tell him?〃 ;
  〃Only what you told usthat he said 'the day could not begin too soon';
  that he said he wouldn't let you be a manicure and wash the hands of men
  who weren't fit to wash the streets you walked on。〃
  There was a pause。
  〃Did I tell you he said that?〃 breathed Anita Flagg。
  〃You know you did;〃 said Holworthy。
  There was another pause。
  〃I must have been mad!〃 said the girl。
  There was a longer pause and Holworthy shifted uneasily。
  〃I'm afraid you are angry;〃 he ventured。
  〃Angry!〃   exclaimed   Miss   Flagg。   〃I   should   say   I   was   angry;   but   not
  with you。 I'm very much pleased with you。 At the end of the act I'm going
  to let you take me out into the lobby。〃
  With   his   arms   tightly   folded;   Sam   sat   staring   unhappily   at   the   stage
  and   seeing   nothing。   He   was   sorry   for   himself   because Anita   Flagg   had
  destroyed   his   ideal   of   a   sweet   and   noble   womanand   he   was   sorry   for
  Miss Flagg because a man had been rude to her。 That he happened to be
  that   man   did   not   make   his   sorrow  and indignation   the   less   intense;   and;
  indeed;   so   miserable   was   he   and   so   miserable   were   his   looks;   that   his
  friends on the stage considered sending him a note; offering; if he would
  take himself out of the front row; to give him back his money at the box
  office。 Sam certainly wished to take himself away; but he did not want to
  admit that he was miserable; that he had behaved ill; that the presence of
  Anita Flagg could spoil his eveningcould; in the slightest degree affect
  him。 So he sat; completely wretched; feeling that he was in a false position;
  that if he were it was his own fault; that he   had acted like   an ass and a
  brute。 It was not a cheerful feeling。
  When   the   curtain   fell   he   still   remained   seated。   He   knew   before   the
  second act there was an interminable wait; but he did not want to chance
  running into Holworthy in the lobby and he told himself it would be rude
  to abandon Sister Anne。 But he now was not so conscious of the imaginary
  Sister Anne as of the actual box party on his near right; who were laughing
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  and    chattering     volubly。    He   wondered      whether     they   laughed     at  him
  whether   Miss   Flagg   were   again   entertaining   them   at   his   expense;   again
  making      his  advances     appear    ridiculous。    He   was    so  sure   of  it  that  he
  flushed indignantly。 He was glad he had been rude。
  And   then;   at   his   elbow;   there   was   the   rustle   of   silk;   and   a   beautiful
  figure; all in black velvet; towered above him; then crowded past him; and
  sank into the empty seat at his side。 He was too startled to speakand Miss
  Anita Flagg seemed to understand that and to wish to give him time; for;
  without regarding him in the least; and as though to establish the fact that
  she   had   come   to   stay;   she   began   calmly   and   deliberately   to   remove   the
  bell…like  hat。  This   accomplished;   she   bent   toward   him;   her   eyes   looking
  straight into his; her smile reproaching him。 In the familiar tone of an old
  and dear friend she said to him gently:
  〃This is   the day  you   planned   for me。   Don't   you think   you've   wasted
  quite enough of it?〃
  Sam looked back into the eyes; and saw in them no trace of laughter or
  of   mockery;   but;   instead;   gentle   reproof   and   appealand   something   else
  that; in turn; begged of him to be gentle。
  For   a   moment;   too   disturbed   to   speak;   he   looked   at   her;   miserably;
  remorsefully。
  〃It's not Anita Flagg at all;〃 he said。 〃It's Sister Anne come back to life
  again!〃 The girl shook her head。
  〃No; it's Anita Flagg。 I'm not a bit like the girl you thought you met
  and I did say all the; things Holworthy told you I said; but that was before
  I understoodbefore I read what you wrote about Sister Anneabout the
  kind of me you thought you'd met。 When I read that I knew what sort of a
  man you were。 I knew you had been really kind and gentle; and I knew
  you had dug out something that I did not know was therethat no one else
  had found。 And I remembered how you called me Sister。 I mean the way
  you said it。 And I wanted to hear it again。 I wanted you to say it。〃
  She   lifted   her   face   to   his。   She   was   very   near   himso   near   that   her
  shoulder   brushed   against   his   arm。   In   the   box   above   them   her   friends;
  scandalized and amused; were watching her with the greatest interest。 Half
  of the people in the now half…empty house were watching them with the
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  greatest     interest。   To   them;    between     reading    advertisements       on   the
  programme   and   watching Anita   Flagg   making   desperate   love   to   a   lucky
  youth in the front row; there was no question of which to choose。
  The young people in the front row did not know they were observed。
  They were aloneas much alone as tho